But like a stone - I'm falling

juz a quick one... *abg nk kawen yay!*
₪ majlis purple: 29/30 apr.
₪ majlis pink: 6/7 mei.
₪ wan dh kuar spital.
₪ td beli riben nk lekat kt keta *meriah!*.
₪ kaklong'll hv to drive her own cik keli.
₪ abg: opis dh ban ym ke ape =P
₪ wa: kenduri² gak, asgmt jgn lupe! *ade 5 lori* (T_T)

expect a long post for my nxt entry... *2kenduri nk citer tuh!*

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Prison gates won’t open up for me
On these hands and knees I’m crawlin’
Oh, I reach for you
Well I’m terrified of these four walls
These iron bars can’t hold my soul in
All I need is youCome please I’m callin’
And oh I scream for you
Hurry I’m fallin’
Show me what it’s like
To be the last one standing
And teach me wrong from right
And I’ll show you what I can be
Say it for meSay it to me
And I’ll leave this life behind me
Say it if it’s worth saving me
Heaven’s gates won’t open up for me
With these broken wings I’m fallin’
And all I see is you
These city walls ain’t got no love for me
I’m on the ledge of the eighteenth story
And oh I scream for you
Come please I’m callin’
And all I need from you
Hurry I’m fallin’
Show me what it’s like
To be the last one standing
And teach me wrong from right
And I’ll show you what I can be
Say it for meSay it to me
And I’ll leave this life behind me
Say it if it’s worth saving me
Hurry I’m fallin’

Trying to forget, lying to forget

pretty hectic weekend. sminggu lg abg nk nikah kn. buat hantaran abg. jumat kami blk ke kg halaman beramai². wa, abg, kakngah, kaklong. sronot siots! blk dh mlm, abg sempat lg basuh baju *isk isk*

mlm tuh blk, tido dulu. kaklong xmau start lg kn. sabtu pg baru mula. wa bgn² jek *10 am =P* kaklong dh siap 3 tepak. syabas beta syabas! keje wa ngan kakngah - buat bunga tampal kt kotak isi kueh baulu. 400 kotak!!! astaga! ade la yg melebur jari main glue gun. guess what? siap in one day? muahahahaha :D kami mmg sungguh berdedikasi. patut dpt upah best nih abg! ;-)

ptg sabtu tuh jmpt plak izah. staff masuk shif ptg nih, kene buat overtime =P~ seharian tuh mmg sambil buat keje, sambil ngumpat. sambil gelak², sambil kenakn abg *bak kata kaklong, siap kenduri kt umah nnt baru mintak ampun ye* sian dia =P

riot jr kena blk awal la plak. nk jage ank sdare. pg td bgn *10 am lg!!* izah dh blk. brg² utk ke mlk dh siap. tinggal yg pink² jek nk disiapkn. xpe, tuh next week nye plak. pg ni takat buat bunga penanggah jek. pastu decorate bilik abg. alas tuh dh mcm jawa plak abg! wa xkire durhaka kn, sbb ckp dpn mak pon mak gelak jek =P lawa la tp.

hmm kali ni nmpk cam simple. byk hal² yg xpatut tulih kt sini jd penghalang (T_T) tp xpe la kn. wa rase kali ni punye mnarik sket. sbb wa join. yg 1st dulu rasenye tolong tgk jek =P *durhaka* pape pon slmt bernikah le nnt abg. mintak² sume jln lancar...

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Feeling nothing
Lonely, empty
You try to walk away but you fall
You cannot understand what's this for

In this world I see it more
The pain you feel that I ignore

You see my face and then you see nothin'
Confused, you turn and live on
I turn my face
You're staring back again
Look at yourself and live again

Can't see me, you feel me
Want me, you'll find me
I'll be your everything
Will you call
You'll need more & more
When you fall

In this world I see it more
The pain you feel that I ignore

You see my face and then you see nothing
Confused, you turn and live on
I turn my face
You're staring back again
Look at yourself and live again

How many times have you looked
At yourself & felt mistreated
How does it feel to know that
This life of yours is real
All of your life you've been led
To believe your nothin'
So look at yourself and start to live again

You see my face and then you see nothing
Confused, you turn and live on
I turn my face
You're staring back again
Look at yourself and live again

If you don't change you'll be nothin'
So look at yourself and live again

I'm wide awake, and I can see the perfect sky is torn

went out juz now, alone. dunno what to do. ronda². gelap rupenye jln raye kt sini, tiang lampu byk buat pe? kasi burung bertenggek? emm xde pe nk tulih. tuh je la, bleh gitu? =P suke ati la kn ;-) sok luse la tulih pepanjang, kot ade citer...

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Almost blue
Almost doing things we used to do
There's a boy here and he's almost you

Almost all the things that your eyes once promised
I see in him too
Now your eyes are red from crying

Almost blue
Flirting with this disaster became me
It named me as the fool who only aimed to be

Almost blue
It's almost touching that we're almost through
There's a part of me that's always true.. always..

All the things never come to an end now it is only a chosen few
I've seen such an unhappy couple

Almost me
Almost you
Almost blue

Whatever tomorrow brings, I'll be there

langit cerah mlm nih, tp ati wa mendung :'( ahaa mnarik tuh. bkn slalu nk kuar perkataan camtuh ;-) however I won't tell y I'm feeling this way. for now, better if I keep it to myself =))

td kuar ngan maRk. lame rasenye xjumpe dia *cun skang maRk!* yela hepi kn =P~ jumpe kt damai. lama tunggu! janji 5.30pm! dlm pd nunggu ni td, ade la couple nih. btenet atas motor. si aweks nih bleh plak nyelak² rambut pakwe cam mencari kutu! =D akakakaka wa gelak sensorg. cam tgk cenel animal planet plak. biasa kn kalo monyet, duk berkumpul 2-3 eko tuh. bederet jek 1-2-3, yg tgh cari kutu yg dpn. yg blakang cari kutu yg tgh >:D muahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha *LMAO*

dr damai pi masjed jamek. psr mlm! maRk sempat beli baju. wa xshopping sakan sbb niat nk beli menda lain =) tunggu maRk pilih baju, dan² tuh la ujan *cerdik! ada payung tinggal dlm keta* nk xnk redah la pi campbell *yeke camtuh eja? dh rupe sup kt tv tuh jek* =P jumpe mende yg wa cari slama nih - best!!

ingat nk pi pc fair.dlm pd meredah nih td dh lenjun. xsesuai! blk jek la. beli n.goreng ayam *burppp* lepak titiwangsa, mkn semata! sambil ngumpat la tp, cam biasa. dkt 11.00pm anta maRk blk *kem slm kt cik nona, maRk!*

wa sampai umah 5min to 12.00am. gile cerah langit, kuar bulan bintang. td siang dh ujan slebat² alam kn. nih basuh baju, siang sok kering nih. orait, mari kita basuh baju dulu...

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I lay, look in my hands
Searching these lines
I have not the answer
I'm crying and I don't know
Watching the sky
I search an answer
I'm free, free to beI'm not another liar
I just want to be myself... myself

And now the beat inside me
Is a sort of a cold breeze
And I've never any feeling inside
Ruining me...I bring my body
Carry it into another world
I know I live...
But like a stone i'm falling down

I pray looking to the sky
I can feel this rain
Right now it's fallin' on me
Fly, I just want to fly
Life is all mine

Some days I cry alone
But I know I'm not the only one
I'm here another day is gone
I don't want to die
Please be there when I arrive...
Don't cry please

Such a lonely day and it's mine - it's the day that I'm glad I survived

week 8 of sem5. supposed to be our midterm break. but I'm back, here in you-know-where, 5days early! *aisyoo*

Sunday, watched Saw for the 1st time. aiyak! so disturbing one! true isn't it, how a person wouldn't bother hurting or destroying himself. but when being threaten with danger by other people, we would go to certain point where we'd do anything to save our neck. uhh I should think 'bout changing my course ;)

went to kuala medang on Mon. jd driver mak :D mencabar siots! cam trek offroad. mak ni kn homeh orgnye, so dia jek la yg potpet² dlm keta. on da way pi, selisih ngan keta lama diorg pakai zmn along ngan abg. haa tebukak la citer time diorg mode² dolu. =)) dgr citer seniman bujang lapok nih mmg best. wa sengih jek sepjg jln.

lame gak lepaks sane. arrived around 9am, blk dh almost noon. 2tmpt mak pi, 1kedai pakcik nih. 1lg msk ladang. driver kene tunggu *tsk tsk* on da way blk plak, dh dia citer psl teknik² penanaman klape sawit yg berjaya. pasni wa jd peladang sawit berjaya la =P went straight to maklong riot house. hee :D

uihhhh merah ank angah! haikal ngan danial pon xsmerah tuh rasenye. buku kalo bertemu ngan pen =P bkn 1 citer jek yg kuar *sensitive subject - not suitable for public display* yadaa yadaa yadaa zuhr pon msk - blk. singgah umah maklong zie sat, anta baju kaklong. "sblum pi mlk kena siap ye maklong!", "haa sng la aku nk memesan nye" bygkn la cara maklong beckp =P

selasa maulud nabi. sakan cuti, tgh ari baru bukak pintu umah =P tuh pon ade org dtg, sape ntah. boring day, nothing's on tv. *placebo on mtv's fashionably loud! yeah!* then this morning, btolak 7.30am sampai 9.30am. 10am janji ade group discussion *wa? group? discuss lg? definitely not wa!* smenjak 2menjak ni jd student mithali =P

hmm nk pi menggodek blog kakngah. showed her mine, tempted her to join friendster *kaklong - wink!* xberjaya! jujur pi reg blogdrive. dh la susah nk tolong. isk s***h!!! for some unknown reason, I know that I'm not suppose to write that. but still...

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They say freak
When you're singled out
The red
Well it filters through
So lay down
The threat is real
When his sight goes red again
Seeing red again
This change he won't contain
Slip away to clear your mind
When asked what made it show?
The truth he gives in to most
So lay down
The threat is real
When his sight goes red again
Seeing red again...
They say freak
When you're singled out
The red
It filters through

I can see you awake anythime in my head

guess where I am rite now? ;P muahahahahaha wa suka! :D td ade klas ms sujata jek. tuh pon dia kasi asgmt ngan group project kitorg *sigh* klas mr gerard xde *see u nxt 2 weeks ok* wahh wa syg mr gerard! <3

ikutkn tgh ari lg dh bleh blk ke kg halaman nih. tp ade janji la plak kn. 5.30pm pi midv. 1hr later baru sampai *buduss! tau pon jam!* adela org tuh kata nk jumpekn. saje mls call, tunggu dia call plak. aram xmau =P so lepak sampai kul8. borong la boheme mcm nk kenduri. pi umah kaklong.

*rambut dh panjang kaklong!* betape lamenye xjumpe awk. padahal umah memasing skangkang gajah jek jauh nye =P wa pon rindu²an gak kt awk sbenanye. tp takat ngan awk jek xde la wa kebanjiran. dia kalo dpn makde ye, tsunami! *ihiks* bwk blk contoh bunga pahar utk abg *lawa-lawa* wa nnt kaler itam tau kaklong! xtipu! ermm sempat lyn citer korea tuh. xpenah² wa tgk! penin²! abih jek wa pon blah la blk.

*1½ jam jek kaklong* xtipu! pe lg mlm kn. lg la wa pusing 3x meter :D bosan lg! pakcik polis yg buat roadblock tuh pon prasan kebosanan wa *pesal sedih jek muke, ngantuk ye?* jadah aram dia! keta dpn sempat borak lg ngan geng dia yg duk kt tepi jln tuh! biadapZz! org nk cpt!

pape hal pon, mlm nih kena tido awal. sok nk anta mak pi keje *jd part time driver la plak kn* sian dia xsehat smejak 2menjak nih. trase nk jd ank mithali la plak kn =P dh la abg nk kawen ujung bln. dia siap pesan lg - "abg, kalo mak saket ke, msk spital ke, trus kn jek la majlis. jgn riso kt mak". tsk tsk tsk! dia lupe dia ckp tuh dpn wa. wa ni dh la mnurut dia. x menitis air mata dgr tuh?! *uhh basah keyboard.. basahhh!!!!* dah! blah!! g'nite...

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Playground school bell rings again
Rainclouds come to play again
Has no one told you she's not breathing

Hello
I'm your mind giving you someone to talk to
Hello...

If I smile and don't believe
Soon I know I'll wake from this dream
Don't try to fix me, I'm not broken

Hello
I'm the lie living for you so you can hide
Don't cry...

Suddenly I know I'm not sleeping
Hello
I'm still here, all that's left of yesterday

Tomorrow might not make it, but everything's alright

1 word – exhausted! Y?

Friday night – home, again! Miahahaha no matter how much me mom hates it. Kalo wa kata wa nk blk, wa blk gak! Arrived around 10.30pm. sempat singgah genting sempah, as usual =P sampai umah, mentekedarah! Burrpppp alhamdulillah! Lyn enough, catwoman, whose line is it anyway.

Saturday – 7am gerak pi ktn. Mak nk pi jumpe specialist mata. Btw I haven’t slept the night b4 @_@ dr umah abah drive pi bntg singgah brekfes. Dia suh wa tido dulu. Wa xnk, nk buat camne. So dr bntg wa drive sampai ktn. Kuar tol bg abah plak, sbb wa xtau jln nk pi klinik tuh. Sampai, xramai org. sng la mak kn. Time dia msk jumpe doc, ade la sorg nenek nih msk. Tsk! Sjibik gaye arwah atuk. Adush! Wa dh tunduk2 mnahan prasaan :’( mak siap jek, gerak umah aide.

11.30am sampai umah aide. Tsk lg skali! Wa ingat panas sampai ke ptg, rupenye ujan didpn makde! Akakakaka wa rase kn bosan jek makde “jadah nani nih, mai jek banjir. Ce la bwk pizza ke kn” =P rindu siots! Annies pon ade. Meriah niece wa sorg nih! Rambut dh pnjg, bleh ikat lg. kami xlama, 30min jek. Tp sempat la ngumpat ngan kakngah ngan yoi ;)

Noon gerak pi kmm. Sampai dkt zuhr. Haikal bkn main lg beciter ngan atuk nenek dia psl dia pi tadika. Danial? Ramah! Kecik dh ramah! Nih sok bsr nih kasanova nih muahahahahaha >:D hish! Wa sempat la landing, xtido pon. Dgr mak abah ngan along ngumpat. Ahahahahaha ngumpat aje! =P

Almost 4o’clock. Kami gerak la blk. Wa drive plak, tp mata sparuh dh nih =_= Nescafe! On da way abah sempat lg beli sata ngan otak. Lepaks batu itam. Tgk org mandi laut, tringin plak. Lama gile xmandi laut. Dolu kecik ade la kn. Dh bangka nih ntah le =P 5.30pm gerak blk. Ari ujan! Mak dia cun la! Wa dh la bebalam jek pandangan. Gile tensen jek jd pompuan mlayu terakhir – bwk slow!

7pm sampai r&r tloh. Singgah solat & mentekedarah. “Nescafe ais ngan air suam ye bang” haram suam dia! Panas! :-O dkt 9pm gerak blk. wa mmg dh xde prasaan nk begurau senda dijln raya. 2-3 keta yg biadapZz tuh, mak abah jek tau pe wa buat. Diorg hingat bwk keta besar best la tuh! Diorg xtau ke-best-an klisa wa! ;D

10.15pm td sampai umah! La ni wa dh mamai, cukup 24hrs xtido lg. sok mau penin nih. Isk! Tido pasnih konpem nxt week baru jage =P study weh! Midterm weh! Argh! Yela pon kn. Aduh laaa! Lapa la plak. Daging burger ade, goreng pon sodap! ‘nuff said, nighty nite folks…

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Keep holdin on,
When my brains tickin like a bomb.
Cuts the black,
Cocks the gun.
Up in to get me.
Sweet bitter words,
Unlike nothing I have heard.
Sing along mocking bird,
You don't effect me.
That’s right,
Deliver it to my heart.
Please try,
And deliver it.
Wait, I’m coming undone.
Irate, I’m coming undone.
Too late, I’m coming undone.
What looks so strong so delicate?
Wait, I’m starting to suffocate.
And soon I anticipate,I’m coming undone.
What looks so strong so delicate?
Choke, choke again.
I thought my demons were my friends.
Pity me.
In the end,
They're out to get me.
Since I was young,
I tasted sorrow on my tongue.
And this sweet jerky gun,
Does not protect me.
That’s right,
Trigger between my eyes.
Please try,
Make it click now.
Wait, I’m coming undone
Irate, I’m coming undone
Too late, I’m coming undone
What looks so strong so delicate?
Wait, I’m starting to suffocate.
And soon I anticipate,I’m coming undone.
What looks so strong so delicate?
I’m trying to hold it together,
And it’s like I’m never better.
Looks like I’m not getting better.
Not getting better.
Wait, I’m coming undone.
Irate, I’m coming undone
Too late, I’m coming undone
What looks so strong so delicate?
Wait, I’m starting to suffocate.
And soon I anticipate,
I’m coming undone.
What looks so strong so delicate?

'Cause nothing can compare in this world - to you

me mom called. me mom!!! muahahahaha :D it's nothing out of ordinary. tp sbb last week xblk kn ;) wa rase cam ade udang sbalik mee jek. ade la tuh mende nk suh wa buat! "kakde, tlg mak taip nih ye" =P tebkr wa!! ampon bonda! I luv u no matter what <3>

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Broken, this fragile thing now
And I can't, I can't pick up the pieces
And I've thrown my words all around
But I can't, I can't give you a reason

I feel so broken up (so broken up)
And I give up (I give up)
I just want to tell you, so you know

Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I'd let go, but there's just no one that gets me like you do
You are my only, my only one

Made my mistakes, let you down
And I can't, I can't hold on for too long
Ran my whole life in the ground
And I can't, I can't get up when you're gone

And something's breaking up (breaking up)
I feel like giving up (like giving up)
I won't walk out until you know

Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I'd let go, but there's just no one who gets me like you do
You are my only my only one

Here I go, so dishonestly
Leave a note, for you my only one
And I know you can see right through me
So let me go and you will find someone

Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I'd let go, but there's just no one, no one like you
You are my only, my only one

And with a smile I'll say my goodbyes

been QUITE depressed for the whole week. mak dia mmg cun! with assignments - mr. gerard LUV to give us so called EXERCISE every single class! sorta critical thinking Qs that we've become mentally challenged ourselves! (@_@) then hv to submit 1 journal per week for ms. sujata class (haven't submitted even 1 - been 3weeks now! muahahaha) ms. ct's class is starting to get tougher. and a MAJOR PROJECT that is so MAJOR I kinda intentionally forgot that I hv all those asgmts to submit.

seriously! rase cam nk bunuh diri pon ade =P but rite now, I'm juz DEADLY tired+sleepy to think 'bout killin' me self. y? had 2glass of nescafe last nite. been up all nite - preparing the presentation for my major project *keje last minit, sape suh!* during presentation td wa xnmpk muke panel² yg bijaksana kt dpn tuh. mmg nmpk double, seb baik ade meja kt dpn - bleh pegang. kalo x, jenuh nk ngangkat wa yg teletubbies nih :D kuangkuangkuang!

guess what! it's not as bad as I thought it'd be. present supposed to start at 9am. wa ngan yas pi awal, jumpe ms. ct dulu. dia kata slides wa ok. gile wa tekujat! then around 9.30 baru present. 1st group - not well prepared. xde slides, xde handout for panel. giler panel bantai sampai lunyai. wa ngan yas dh kecut ibu jari kaki! camni rupenye. ms. ct jeling kami - nk takut kn kami la konon!! mmg kami takut pon la =P

then yas present. panel lebih pasif dr previous presentation. diorg dgr sampai abih. then yadaa yadaa yadaa... revise proposal. then MY TURN! now that I think 'bout it, it's been quite a blur to me. a bit disoriented, ngantukz nk pensan dol! mata wa yg sedia kecik - makin kecik! when I thought wa pon kene bantai - TIDAK! muahahahaha mmg xsia2 wa stayed up all nite. sumpah a7x pon letih nyanyi teman wa sampai pg! ermm panel commented on my scope. quite big to be finished in 1sem. I'm thinking 'bout dragging it to next sem, so it will be my major project 2 (we are supposed to hv major 1 & major 2). so senin nih patut jumpe ms. ct lg. dgr dia bleter lg. tgk dia conteng proposal wa. then print it again =))

nobody said it's gonna be easy. yet if it's too hard, then nobody ever graduated, rite?! hah dh, wa kalo nk berfalsampah kt sini sampai sok xabih. la ni baru ade selera mkn. milo ais wa dh cair! afterwards wa nk qada' tido!!!!! uhh I still hv 3 articles summary & 3 Qs for mr. G, 3 journal for ms. sujata and 4 Qs for ms. ct *duh!* 1st things 1st! tido! g'nite all *looking at the sun still shining so bright*...

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I want a normal life
just like a new born child
I am a lover hater
I am an instigater
You are an oversight
Don't try to compromise
I'll learn to love to hate it
I am not integrated

Just call my name
You'll be okay
your scream is burning
through my veins

Sooner or later
your gonna hate it
Go ahead and throw your life away
Driving me under, leaving me out there
Go ahead and throw your life away

You're like an infantile
I knew it all the while
You sit and try to play me
Just like you see on tv
I am an oversight
Just like a parasite
Why am I so pathetic
I know you won't forget it

Sooner or later
you're gonna hate it
Go ahead and throw
MY life away
Driving me under, leaving me out there
Go ahead and throw
MY life away

Sooner or later
you're gonna hate it
Go ahead and throw our life away
Driving me under, leaving me out there
Go ahead and throw our life away

Am I being too obscure

haa! update on daily basis now? naah.. juz bored. besides I need to share this. there's a paper free for student available in my college plaza. so my housemate took one and saw an ads about reptilian exhibition in KLCC. yesterday she asked me if I wanted to go. Hell yeah! tossed my asgmt aside *no mood - altho' submission date is tomorrow!* & I got nothing else to do.

6 p.m kami kuar. CERDIK!! tau pon time org blk keje. stuck in traffic for like an hour or so. ujan lg, totally still traffic!!! kalo bejln kaki konpem sampai 5min awal =P anywayZz, dh park keta *biasa kt entrance tower record* xnmpk sebarang exhibition pon kt klcc. tanye akak receptionist - "kat aquaria dik". and what the h*ll is aquaria? gile kg siots! :D

another 15-20min walk *lenggang kangkong la* to aquaria/klconvention centre. and voila! aquarium full of fish?! ;- I thought we were there for reptilian exhb. admission fees:rm28 with myKad, rm20 with student ID *duh!* didn't bring mine. come a long way here, no turning back.
memule rase cam kitorg jek yg dtg melwt *btw abg jage pintu msk tuh ensem!* =P btul la ade reptilia nye. for this whole month of March aquaria buat menda alah tuh. atuk dia la besau nye ular!! 8-O kalo telan ank gajah blum tentu kenyang! jln punye jln msk part aquarium plak.

sampai 1 tank, amazon inhabitans. tiba²... jeng jeng jeng!!

atok dia cun laaa!! tekujat makde! 8-S 2 gigantic Arapaima Gigas swam across the tank. wahhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!! I was like O_O :-O 8-O standing there in awe. literally held my breath *subhanallah!* watched 'em on tv b4, but it's juz like - ok that's big. but when it's really there in front of me?! U guys juz have to see these urself. nih kalo tangkap, buat mkn kenduri 3thn xabih nih *tsk tsk tsk*

then ade session bg mkn ikan dlm tank, by the experts. they are actually giving a chance to the aquaria's staff to dive along wif 'em. fun to watch! and guess what else in there? big bad sharks!!!! yup! the one wif those nasty looking teeth! *eii* Big one laaaaaaa!!! ade la sebesar 3-4 pemeluk. I was hoping they were gonna feed that shark. we were told that they only feed sharks on monday, wed, and saturday *better luck nxt time*

yg best tuh, wa bleh jumpe schoolmate lame. keje situh. ESTHER SHARMILLA THOMAS! hamik! name penuh. dia bleh tanye wa ingat lg x nama dia. we were friends since elementary skewl! she was the drum major for our band, I played that big drum *doom doom* then she co-conduct our choir in SMTK *I got the soprano - do re mi! - so did she* you are as tall as I can remember u la bebeh! nice seeing her again after this while. and I miss those time - band practising with cikgu fuad and choir singing, feud wif kuantan choir team =P

hmm still excited about yesterday's trip. too bad I didn't bring my vcam. kalo x, byk gamba dh amik :'( nevermind. nxt time plak. bleh ajak mak abah pi nih. kalo nk org tua bedua tuh ke kl. "sesak la. panas la" tehee :D tebkr dpn kaabah!!!! AMPON! later peeps...

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Lazy old day
rolling away
dreaming the day away
don't want to go
now that I'm in the flow
crazy amazing day

One red balloon
floats to the moon
just let it fly away
I only know
that I'm longing to go
back to my lazy day

And how it sings and how it sighs
and how it never stays
And how it rings and how it cries
and how it sails away