Saturday 28 June 2008

HER 6th year...

Thanks for all you’ve done
I’ve missed you for so long
I can’t believe you’re gone
And you still live in me
I feel you in the wind
You guide me constantly

I’ve never knew what it was to be alone... no
Cause you were always there for me
You were always home waiting
But now I come home
And I miss your face so
Smiling down on me
I close my eyes to see

And I know
You’re a part of me
And it’s your song
That sets me free
I sing it while
I feel I can’t hold on
I sing tonight
'Cause it comforts me

I carry the things that remind me of you
In loving memory of the one that was so true
You were as kind as you could be
And even though you’re gone
You still mean the world to me

I’ve never knew what it was to be alone... no
Cause you were always there for me
You were always home waiting
But now I come home and it's not the same no
It feels empty and alone
I can't believe you're gone

And I know
You’re a part of me
And it’s your song
That sets me free
I sing it while
I feel I can’t hold on
I sing tonight
'Cause it comforts me

I’m glad He sets you free from sorrow
But I’ll still love you more tomorrow
And you will be here with me still
All you did you did with feeling
And you always found a meaning
And you always will...

Monday 23 June 2008

Defeated and brought down

just got done watching "Life". and I was so bored I had to do this.

1) The phone rings, what is your ring tone?
Depends on who's calling: AB's "New Way To Live" - Mom & Dad. LP's "Given Up" - Abg. A7X's "Brompton Cocktail" - Ajib. LoG's "Requiem" - Along. A7X's "Almost Easy" - kakngah. 30STM's "Beautiful Lie" - maRk. OneRepublic's "Apologize" - Mimi. AB's "Ahavo Rabo Taco Salad" - General.

2) Who is your last text from?
My officemate, Hany.

3) Who was the hottest person you talked to today?
Myself :P

4) Favorite alcoholic drink?
Is nescafe considered 'alcoholic'? It IS addictive though.

5) Does the person you like know that you like them?
No.

6) Last time you talked to your mum?
Last wednesday, june 18.

7) Where are you right now?
Abg's crib.

8) If you HAD to kiss the last person you kissed, would you?
Yes. My nephew, duh!

9) Favorite gadget in the kitchen?
The electric kettle.

10) Favorite pie?
None.

11) How is your hair?
OK, I guess.

12) Any complaints?
I need a cut.

13) Who's the 1st person on your missed calls list?
maRk.

14) What did the last text message you received say?
Deleted. Don't remember.

15) Story behind your Friendster song?
Reminds me of my atuk rumah :(

16) Do you care if people hate you for no reason?
Not really.

Describe your:
17) Wallet?
Big but EMPTY. If you know what I mean.

18) Eyes?
Fits me.

19) Life?
Loads to improve.

20) Doing this weekend to come?
Send ajib off to further his study.

21) Wearing?
Tank top and long skirt.

22) Wanting?
More: CDs, books, chocolate.

23) Listening to?
The Mayfield Four - White Flag.

24) What do you smell?
Nivea deo.

25) Do you sleep naked?
No.

26) Do you like seafood?
No.

27) Do you remember your dreams?
Tried to.

28) Do you consider yourself a study freak?
NOT AT ALL :D

Sunday 22 June 2008

Are you still lost tonight?

dah lama tak menulis. bukan semalam baru? dah lama tak RAJIN menulis. haha.

tadi (pada ketika masih lagi hari sabtu) bosan. tido lambat bangun lambat, tido cepat pon lambat jugak bangun nye. wa peduli hape :P sensorang. KAT KOLUMPO. plan nak lepak dengan maRk. ajak kak isma.

mula2 ingat nak keluar petang2 sikit. tiba2 guruh, postponed lepas maghrib. sempat berkeruh dulu. dari lepas maghrib dah jadi pukul 9. layan meet the robinson :D favourite port - McD's jalan pahang. dah renovate lain ciot! euro 2008 punya pasal. ramai orang.

around 10.15pm kaklong called. I got a birthday wish PLUS siap nyanyi loudspeaker. wa teruja. makde, kalo tak sebab ramai orang, memang nani nangis tiktiktik air mata menitis kat situ. heh. balak encen depan mata. kena control beb! macehhh kepada anak2 ibu. walaupon tak jelas disebabkan "kebebirian" bebiri mummy. wa rasa cam korang call wa sambil duk kat tepi air terjun.

setelah lebam kitorang kat situ sampai 11pm, blah.

konon nak balik pi kedai makan kat dato' keramat. kak isma layan kuey teow kungfu - kat McD's jual mahal taknak konon. kan. hujan - nescafe la pilihan wa. bercerita pasal kucing dan lipas sampai 12.30am, blah.

diorang pujuk wa lagi bawak ronda KL. wa kan tergolong dalam golongan orang2 yang lembut hati. walawehh! ronda la. KLCC - Bukit Bintang. tepi2 club2 pub2 disco2. TEPI je ok. gatal lalu situ weekend kan. orang lain yang lalu situ semua nak kesitu. maka kami pon dengan selambe rock layan jamming sekali. adoiyay!

2am balik. dah la kan. bazir minyak kereta beb! rm2.70 seliter! ohh saja kasitau.

wa dah lama tak keluar malam. semenjak duamenjak tigamenjak ni wa tiada perasaan. errr no further comment ;)

kawan2 buat cubaan mem-pink-kan wa. sebab wa dah lama teringin nakkan stocking yang ada jari2, wa pakai jugak.

Saturday 21 June 2008

These are the lies I have created

right. this is going to be my 'About Me'. sort of. will be updated from time to time. whenever I discover any hidden talent, or something new.

- my real name: Hanie Syafura. people call me Hanie, Syafura, Nani, Kakde and Kak Pura. haha!
- I am, most of the time, a Gemini. and Cancer, some other time. June 21st, 1984.
- lazybum, which simply can't be help.
- at home, I'm a devoted couch potato.
- I read fiction novel. crime & mystery/horror/fantasy.
- I love rock/metal/alternative music. but I do also enjoy all those nonsense pop stuff. basically, anything that suit and soothe my ears.
- despite my age, I still watch (and loving it!) cartoon/anime.
- I indulge in anything made of/with chocolate. drinks, cake, ice cream, and of course - chocolate itself. dark chocolate preferrably.
- I get bored easily.
- I have a habit of reading several books at a time. so I need to buy books in bulk (more like 3-4 books).
- I'm one of those who possess a high-level patience. I put up with people too much, that sometimes I do feel like being used. but hey, test my patience, face the consequences ;-)
- You'd probably won't see me throwing fits at anyone, since I'm the type that 'simpan dalam'. which cost me a great deal of tears and headache!

But why'd she have to take advantage of me

happy 24 to me!


been one of THE conspirator with them before. so I knew this was coming. just didn't expect I would be so royally surprised, punk'd, flushed... and delighted.


may there'll be more years to come for me. insyaAllah.