Sunday 30 October 2005

This shoulder

ole! ole! ole! yippaa! tetiba mainstage psg ricky martin daa. zmn mude² ensem la, skang nih dh tua xminat dh. lagu pon xbest. arini xde citer sbenanye. duk umah xde buat pe pon, kemas umah pon xsampai 15% siap! raye oiii!!! *tsk tsk*

tv pon bosan pepg buta nih. "un, dos, tres.. un pasito pa'lante maria! un, dos, tres.. un pasito pa'atras..." wargh!!! senor enrique martino here got me distracted la! ekeke =D anywayZz, raya dh dkt ngat dh. so nk le ngucap slmt ari raya kt sesape yg stumble upon my luvly-humble-full-of-craps blog nih.

orait, out of idea. i'll leave today's post wif a piece of my mind, sorta...

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Thanks for all you've done
I've missed you for so long
I can't believe you're gone and
You still live in meI feel you in the wind
You guide me constantly

I never knew what it was to be alone....no
'Cause you were always there for me
You were always home waiting

But now I come home
And I miss your face so
Smiling down on me
I close my eyes to see

And I know
You're a part of me
And its your song
That sets me free
I sing it while
I feel I can't hold on
I sing tonight
'Cause it comforts me

I carry the things that remind me of you
In loving memory of the one that was so true
You were as kind as you could be
And even though you're gone
You still mean the world to me

I never knew what it was to be alone....no
'Cause you were always there for me
You were always home waiting

But now I come home
And its not the same no
It feels empty and alone
I can't believe you're gone

And I know
You're a part of me
And it's your song
That sets me free
I sing it while
I feel I can't hold on
I sing tonight
'Cause it comforts me

I'm glad He set you free from sorrow
But I'll still love you more tomorrow
And you'll be here
With me still

All you did you did with feeling
And you always found a meaning
And you always will
And you always will
And you always will

And I know
You're a part of me
And it's your song
That sets me freeI sing it while
I feel I can't hold on
I sing tonight
'Cause it comforts me

Saturday 29 October 2005

Somewhere only we know

yep!! i'm here, somewhere only 'we' know... home! ajib's home too!! haven't seen him for like - a month? 2months? rindu dol! ngantuk xtdo 1mlm pon bleh ilang bile tgk dia blk =) gile sronot. la nih dia dh tebungkang! mak abah pon same. mane x, kul 2pg dr raub ke muazam pi jmpt mohd seko tuh! xnk le dilepaskan naik bas ke.

wa gak yg xtdo². ngantuks bangat xhengat nih! mtv kuar lagu sesedap, xbleh tdo. tunggu peberet band nye lagu. arini jek dh 3kali tgk. muahahahaha puas ati! =D anybody seen madonna's new vid? pergh!! tuh jek yg mampu kuar. teknologi makin canggih nih kan.

ape lg nk ngomel kt sini? haa tomorrow's to-do list: kemas umah!!!!!!!!! at last! i'm in raya mood. nk buat kueh lg, kueh siput kueh wajib. kalo xde xsah raya. kalo rajin nk buat almond london. kalo buat kueh slain kueh siput, mak xtolong *tsk tsk* xlarat dia ah! langsir xabih jahit lg.

abg blk sok! yeah! bleh suh beli cheezy wedges 8P~ along dh dedkt raye baru blk kot. pastuh nnt insyaAllah kaklong n kroni blk!! yesss! nih lg sorg lame xjumpe. mau banjir raub kejap =P agak² meriah n mnarik la kot raya kali nih. why? teng teng teng... kita kembali slps siaran penaja *wink*

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I walked across an empty land
I knew the pathway like the back of my hand
I felt the earth beneath my feet
Sat by the river and it made me complete

Oh simple thing where have you gone
I'm getting old and I need something to rely on
So tell me when you're gonna let me in
I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin

I came across a fallen tree
I felt the branches of it looking at me
Is this the place we used to love?
Is this the place that I've been dreaming of?

Oh simple thing where have you gone
I'm getting old and I need something to rely on
So tell me when you're gonna let me in
I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin
So if you have a minute why don't we go
Talk about it
somewhere only we know?
This could be the end of everything
So why don't we go
Somewhere only we know?
Somewhere only we know?

Thursday 27 October 2005

The unnamed feeling

"I got a heart full of pain, head full of stress, handfull of anger - held in my chest!"

that's exactly how i feel tonite. donno y. women, sumtimes we do confused wif our own feelings n thoughts =) apokobondo ekau merapek nih jang!? sbena nye xde citer pon arini, sbb xbuat pape pon arini. duk umah mlepek jek. surf² internet. chatting² ngan kengkwn. godek² komputer nih, which is now so full wif craps n GERARD WAY'S PICs - cute! *drools* =P~
anywayz bosan² nih nk gak le menconteng kt dlm blog nih. so here's a pic of jeng jeng jeng - lord of sexiness, cuteness n ensem-ness (for now n for me la kan)...

and of course, my so-called "unnamed feeling" confession...

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something has been taken

from deep inside of me
a secret i've kept locked away
no one can ever see
wounds so deep they never show they never go away
like moving pictures in my head
for years and years they've played

if i could change i would
take back the pain i would
retrace every wrong move that i made i would
if i could stand up and take the blame i would
if i could take all the shame to the grave i would

its easier to run
replacing this pain with something numb
its so much easier to go
than face all this pain here all alone

sometimes i remember
the darkness of my past
bringing back these memories
i wish i didn't have
sometimes i think of letting go
and never looking back
and never moving forward
so there would never be a past

its easier to run
replacing this pain with something numb
its so much easier to go
than face all this pain here all alone

just washing it aside
all of the helplessness inside
pretending i don't feel so misplaced
is so much simpler than change

its easier to run
replacing this pain with something numb
its so much easier to go
than face all this pain here all alone

p/s: anyone kind enuf, n want to blanje me tgk wyg? corpse bride ke, excorcism of emily rose ke, harry potter n the goblet of fire ke? ;-)

Wednesday 26 October 2005

For whom the bell tolls

arini ari yg best gak la. kul 4.30pg punye le semangat bgn shr. mkn koko krunch je la tp. dh setgh ari dh pose nih. tiba² "dia" kata pose arini kensel! cam nyesal pon ade. tp sronot wooo dpt minum air sejuk. pe lg tetgh pns cam td. muahahahaha >:D

oo ye, ari nih satu ari pi bejln. memula pi jln tar - masjid india, tah hape le name tmpt nye. naik lrt!! caye x caya. dh le tgh ari pns bedengit! cair mekap uhuks! beli tudung raye le konon. tudung itam selai (wajib) pastu tudung pdn ngan baju raye 1. bkn baju raye le pon, baju baru xpenah pakai. buat jd baju raye le sbb abg xnk sponsor 1 baju raye kan =P pink-ish peach! smenjak 2menjak nih kaler makin pelik² ;-)

pastuh msk globe plak. xpenah hayat tau wujudnya mende alah tuh kt situh. kwn pi tuka suar ank sdare dia. pastu msk nagoya plak (dh jd pompuan skang!) ronda² round². kt sbelah ade kamdar plak, msk la jugak. beli pengikat langsir pon. nk raye ni kn, pe lg abg nk tunang. mak smangat buat langsir baru. merah maroon! wa suke! siang kalo xdi selak langsir tuh gelap jek umah. sdp tdo dpn tv.. hrrrrr!!!

samb. plak citer. oleh karena xpose nih td kan, dh blk shopping sampai nk pensan nih td, beli la air botol. seb baik le dedua xpose. oops! tehee =D pakcik kedai tuh pon siap suh sorok lg, kot takut segan kan. silap org le pakcik! kuang kuang kuang! pi giant plak nih, giant ulu klang tmpt peberet dolu² zmn freshie (bebaru duk kl nye citer la). SALEEEEEEEEE!!!!!! skang dh phm dh ngape pompuan ade 9 nafsu!!! muahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha pompuan rupe nye wa nih, seb baik le berperasaan akhir nye. beli tank top 3lai, pakai dlm sweater la tp. ngan ehem.. spentot! pon nk citer gak ke? xrelevan! suka ati la kan. blog free. nk citer baper lai, kaler ape pon xpe. ha jwpn nye, 5lai ngan kaler². ekekekeke *wink wink*

dh siap, beli kueh sket. mkn dlm keta. pastuh brangan nk buke ktne (cam pose la). pi carrefour, 2nd peberet lepak spot. parking free sape xsuke, duk le sampai lebam pon kt situ. xde nye kena saman de. beli le ayamas, nk mrasa. rege pon standard kfc jek. tp take away! pi lpk ttwangsa, mnahan! ingat kn kitorg jek, rupe ramai yg lpk situh. mkn dlm keta. burppp jek dh ngantok, smpt lg ngumpat², mengimbau kesah² silam. akhir nye dh bosan blah le.

oiii pnjg! kalo le esei spm ari tuh pnjg camni, musti bm dpt 1 instead of 4! =P haa ni dh memlm nih biasa le. ape lg bln cantekkk ngambang. emo la sket kn. rindu²an, kt sume org la. yg ade lg, yg dh xde. emmm pd yg ade lg tuh, ingat² le kt wa. sbb wa slalu ingat kt korg. benci ke, nyampah ke, bosan ke, sedih ke, suke ke, musti ingat =)) utk yg dh xde, al fatihah... sampai masa kita jumpe insyaAllah...

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I miss you, miss you so bad
I don't forget you, oh it's so sad
I hope you can hear me

I remember it clearly

The day you slipped away
Was the day I found
It won't be the same, oh

I didn't get around to kiss you goodbye on the hand
I wish that I could see you again
I know that I can't

I hope you can hear me
I remember it clearly

The day you slipped away
Was the day I found
It won't be the same, ooh

I have had my wake up
Won't you wake up
I keep asking why
I can't take it
It wasn't fake
It happened you passed by

Now your gone
There you go
Somewere I can't bring you back
Now your're gone
There you go
Somewere your not coming back

The day you slipped away
Was the day I found
It won't be the same
No
The day you slipped away
Was the day I found
It won't be the same, oh

I miss you

Tuesday 25 October 2005

A trip down memory lane

Warghhh!!! 1 lg paper siap! tp by the end of dis week, lect. wa akan call whoever fail THAT paper.. huwaaaaaaa... (me.. one of them!!) hope not! but still... :(( gile bagak payah rase cam nk nangis kuar air mata batu. darah xbleh, batal pose =P~ sok xde klas (yey!) bleh membungkang sampai matahari tebenam smula. tp nk pi kedai la, beli pengikat langsir (nk raye le kata ke). yg tali ke yg sepit best? ikut bajet sbena nye. yg mane murah yg tuh le beli. pastu bleh usha tudung skali ye x, baju raye wa kaler pink/peach!! muahahaha impossible!!! 8-O dh jd 8 keajaiban dunia dh ni!! ihihihi ;) tp kalo tudung itam pon pdn jek dh, tanah kain dia kaler itam. kot sume pink kang, bak kata xlect. wa "tembok begerak". sameeeee jek kaler dr atas sampai bwh. penah dh tgk, mmg sunggoh la pon tembok! aa sudah ngumpat plak. cukup². beblk pd tajuk asal yg nun kt atas nun. smlm saje le tgk album, gamba lama l tp. wa xde le gamba baru², xsuke. nnt le raya ni kalo rajin amik gamba baru. nih le gamba² yg menarik perhatian...
abah ngan mak zaman mude² dolu

braye umah tok wongso! amboi tok umah, bedak xmnahan! emm... :'

tgk le mohd 2 eko nih. muke baik, khusyuk, tawakal dan tawaduk! besa jek sket, wa yg dipangku tuh le jd bhn buli

one word... muakakakakakaKAkakakakaka (still...) akakakakakakakakakakakakakakaka >:D rambut memsg tgk le, kihik!! pesal wa xde dlm gamba nih ek.. teheee =D

Friday 21 October 2005

The ghost of you

Arini ujan jek manjang. nk jemur baju pon segan² silu jek. klas kul12 xpi, mls!! :P pi bebuke ngan member. ngumpat², ngata². sempat shopping choki² kt carrefour, smata². nih dh tetgh mlm, masih gak ujan. pastuh tetiba tringat le plak kt arwah atuk. sob sob srehhh!! :'( mmg slalu jek tringat, tp mlm nih tah pehal lain sket. bln pose nye psl la kot. xpon nk ehem² ke, pompuan kn. warghh tisu.. tisu!! kalo blk raub, musti lalu ikut spital. bleh lalu dpn tmn kemajuan, lalu dpn umah dia. diam xdiam, 3thn dh. adoi! sentimental la plak. dh le, basah plak keyboard nih. al-fatihah utk atuk umah. miss her so much...

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I never said I’d lie in wait forever
If I died, we'd be together now
I can’t always just forget her
But she could try

At the end of the world
Or the last thing I see
You are never coming home
Never coming home
Could I, should I
And all the things that you never ever told me
And all the smiles that are ever, ever, ever

Get the feeling that you’re never
All alone and I remember now
At the top of my lungs, in my arms she dies
She dies

At the end of the world
Or the last thing I see
You are never coming home
Never coming home
Could I, should I
And all the things that you never ever told me
And all the smiles that are ever gonna haunt me
Never coming home
Never coming home
Could I, should I
And all the wounds that are ever gonna scar me
For all the ghosts that are never gonna catch me

If I fallIf I fall (down)

At the end of the world
Or the last thing I see
You are never coming home
Never coming home
Never coming home
Never coming home

And all the things that you never ever told me
And all the smiles that are ever gonna haunt me
Never coming home
Never coming home
Could I, should I
And all the wounds that are ever gonna scar me
For all the ghosts that are never gonna

Thursday 20 October 2005

Bem! Bem!

warghhh!! 1 down 5 more to go! siap paper cyberlaw.. pasni bleh jadik judge dread! muahahahaha >:D di ari2 ujan sebegini, ingin ku tujukan 1 lagu kpd sesape yg teringin nk ditujukan lagu...

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Ding ding, do bam baram bom baram bom babam bom...
What's going on? (ON?)
Ding ding
Let's do the Crazy Frog!
Ding ding
Bem bem

Ring ring ring ding ding ding
Ring ding ding ding bem bem bem
Ring ring ring ding ding ding
Ring ding ding ding bo bo

Ring ring ring ding ding ding
Ring ding ding ding bem bem bem
Ring ring ring ding ding ding
Let's do the Crazy Frog! (Break down!)

Ding ding
C-c-razy-cra-crazy
Bem bem
Let's do the Crazy Frog!

Ra ba bra bram ba brrrram brramaba brrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!

What's going on?
Ding ding
Let's do the Crazy Frog!

Ding ding
Do do!

Ring ring ring ding ding ding
Ring ding ding ding bem bem bem
Ring ring ring ding ding ding
Ring ding ding ding bo bo

Ring ring ring ding ding ding
Ring ding ding ding bem bem bem
Ring ring ring ding ding ding
Let's do the Crazy Frog!

Ding ding
C-c-razy-cra-crazy
Bem bem
Let's do the Crazy Frog!

Bem bem