Grieving the things I can't repair

conversation took place at Rock Corner, The Curve:

salesguy: 2 sahaja? *he meant cd*
me: mmm 2 cukup sekarang. *and I smiled*
salesguy: ohh ok. 2 cukup...
me: beli byk xde diskaun ke? *I puppy-eyed him*
salesguy: *sorta whispering* syy... ade. tapi jgn ckp org
lain. *smirked*
me: *gave a VERY wide smile* ehh kene la ckp same org lain.
nanti org ramai dtg sini.
salesguy: *gave a thoughful look* mmm xbleh bising². tapi...
btul jugak kan.
me: haa nanti ramai org mau dtg beli kat sini.
salesguy: btul-btul. itu kwn xmau cd? *pointed to
kakngah*
me: oh satu dia punya. *explained why I got 2
cds*
salesguy: dia sapa? kawan?
me: sepupu. cousin. *setengah org xpaham sepupu tu hape
kan*
salesguy: ohh. sepupu. so ini you punye? *holding arctic
monkeys'*
me: aa. *nodded*
salesguy: *while holding evanescence's* ini sepupu
punya?
me: aa.

ade iklan, kakngah fikir² nak beli cd kosong ke x. sempat
lg salesguy tu pot pet pot pet pasal cd kosong tu plak.

salesguy: ini diskaun... rm48. ini diskaun... rm 46. jumlah
rm94.
salesguy: *before handing me the change* saya simpan
ini.
me: WTF?! *ahhaha no I didn't say that* ehh patut pulang kat
saya byk sket.
salesguy: thank you *smiled*

kakngah: bleh mcm tu?

why did I even bother to blog this? that was the 1st time I ever really had a conversation, like that. with a stranger (ie: cashier). sirius black. selama ni kalo org kedai ke sesape la, duk byk ckp camtu, biasa wa senyum je. kalo wa shopping ngan kengkawan, kengkawan yg byk mulut. not me. NEVER me. mungkin seblum masuk kedai tu tadi, wa ade tersampuk ape² ke kan. wa sendiri musykil. camner?

dalam erti kata lain, tadi pi bejalan ke The Curve ngan teman seperchattan wa. pastu pi restoran Kunang-kunang. sbelah projet gombak. makan ngan kengkawan kakngah. PIERRE ANDRE DATANG MAKAN SITU. terkesima jap. malangnye kedudukan kami x strategik. sempat tengok masa dia kat entrance je. TAPI SAH ITU PIERRE. loves.

bleh tahan la makanan nye. suasana agak best kalo kene cuaca nya. dan, ada nyamuk kakngah =P kalo carha yang blanje, macihhh uncle car. ngeeee :D kalo lepas tu, kakngah ganti plak smule, macihhh umi. awk iklas ke, x ke, tu kita citer di alam lain. heh. wa bab berterima kasih secara lisan ni, fail! sori jugak pasal kesenyapan dan ke"awkward"an wa depan diorang. seems that sometimes I still lose my idong.