had a pretty bad day! started off ok. ms ct's class was cancelled *yay* woke up late *on purpose* lyn kakngah ngan kaklong *terpakse* =P ihiks!
the night b4 dh janji ngan org nk kuar. mula kul 4p.m. atas sbb² xdpt dielakkn, postpone kul 5.30p.m. so wa pon smangat la nih nk kuar. masuk jek kunci keta, enjin xidopppppppppppp!!! wargh!!! biadapZzz sungguh keta!!
msg abg. tlupe plak along ade dkt² jek *oops* call along. dia sempat smayang hajat *lame la nunggu maknenye* >:) check punya check, konpem bateri kong. round la tmpt yg dia tau, cari punye cari ade la kedai bukak. beli bateri baru.
blk smule kt cik keli wa, dh maghrib. perjumpaan dh lama kensel *sob sob srehh!* nevermind, nxt time ok bebeh! ;-) wa pon dh xde prasaan nk bejln. along - "awk nk kemane, kakde". wa - "pi drive thru jek la along". hee :D mmg rezki wa la, dia ajak pi mkn. wa suke jek, tadah perut jek *ekekekeke*
pi try nasi ayam mesia ade kt sini. bleh la thn. standard rege fastfood la gak. sempat la ngumpat ngan along 2-3 round. reti ngumpat gak rupenye dia nih =)) mase anta wa blk umah sewa, ade la gerai n.lemak bukak dpn pakgad. bau ayam dia, masyukk! along teringin - "buat bekal mlm kang". wa tumpang lg seperut =P "burger daging special 1 bang". hee bekal mlm kang gak!
maka berakhirla kisah tragis wa arini. sok sblum blk kg, singgah la kedai yg wa patut pi arini. kempunan kang xelok gak kn! dh². nk buat asgmt, nk buat asgmt, nk buat asgmt...
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94 hours of regret for me to realize what I held
Unfading beauty, not just a face
I held its innocence within my heart, now I won't let go
The torment of your eyes has awakened my soul
The pain of a moment's time
will forever beg your forgiveness
Thursday, 11 May 2006
Wednesday, 10 May 2006
Because beneath this stare is a desperate fight to stay alive
Thur. May 04:
"oh oh oh blk kg! oh oh oh blk kg! oh oh oh blk kg! ada kerahan tenagaaaa!!" =P blk ngan kaklong. around 6.30pm tunggu dia kt vista. sms wa kemain lg, cam dh lame nunggu. padahal sampai pon blum. wa sampai dulu! *huh* bwk blk gula², lilin *wangi!*, karpet, bunga telur, beg ciput² nk kasi org mlk. "antikk!" bak kata annies. pink kaler u! wa sukak!
wa drive. kaklong konon nk tido. last² kami ngumpat sepanjang jln >:) wa ke-migrain-nan sbenarnye. tp xbleh lyn. nnt majlis xjln =)) tambah plak blk time jam! wargh! seb baik blk ngan kaklong. sampai kul 9p.m. jmpt izah dulu. tenaga keje xcukup nih!! kakngah xbleh cuti! cengkelat!!! sok blk kemas umah, angkat krusi, mop lantai, decorate bilik abg! jari² kami dh tergeliat melilit bekas gula² =P~
erm mlm nih jek byk menda dh siap. kami ber3 jek buat! chaiyok! mmg berdedikasi la kami! bunga gula² siap, kotak gula² siap. masing² cekap cam operator pengeluaran :D
la ni? *4a.m* kaklong ngan izah dh tebungkang. mak abah lg la awal dh. wa? xbleh tido, minum nescafe tin ungu. skt kpalak! sok sambil beli brg² utk majlis nih, cari selendang nk melaram ari majlis pon best kn! nk melaram lebih² nih, majlis sape nih?!! abg ke wa??!! ihiks!
Fri. May 05:
dh xingat dh ape buat. *hoh* mak abah pi jmpt ajib kt muazam. kami kt umah? wa bgn awal?!! 8a.m wa dh siap². tp ngantuk gak la. 3jam tido. 10a.m kuar ngan kaklong ngan izah. cari kelengkapan yg xlengkap =P brunch kt kedai tepi pdg. 1st time, bleh tahan la kedai tuh. siap² blk. masa utk kerahan tenaga lg -_-'
maklong zie dtg ngan alang + izni. maklong 'Ratu Sima' dtg buat pelamin. kami meneruskn usaha *chaiyok* bungkus lilin, buat bunga telur, buat potpoury *melebur jariku*
abah, mak, ajib sampai petang. lebih awal dr jangkaan. abah bad mood sket. ajib xbleh blk sbenar nye, tp xkasi tau. so bile mak abah dh sampai sane, xkan cikgu dia nk kata xbleh. dh la dtg dr jauh. kang kata kejam plak. masuk tv plak =P
kami siapkn la pape yg patut. kemas bilik abg, bunga telur tuh dipintal². gift bag utk org melaka selesai. kakngah sampai 9pm lebih gitu, membunjut baulu =P. abg ngan kak ct sampai kul 12a.m. saje jek blk mlm. curik tulang?! =P
Sat. May 06:
jam 7.15a.m - "kt dapur tuh mak dh msk nsk lemak. bgn la buat sambal nye. abihkn la ikan bilis tuh. nnt bleh beli lain. goreng la telur skali ye. dgr x ni? mak ngan abah nk ke pekan". ya Allah ya tuhanku! mak mmg kejam! kami tido lewat makkkkkkkkkkk!!! *tsk tsk tsk*
mlepek², yg pi masak.. masak, naik mandi. trun² jek riuh. maklong riot dtg ngan family. ruang tamu dh clear! wah! luas dunia kurasakan :D dtg tolong mane yg patut². susun kerusi bwh dickson. maklong 'Ratu Sima' sambung buat pelamin. pot pet pot pet gelak², gurau². family pakteh dtg, family paklang, wan, makde dah ngan cucu - suma tido umah. mak beleter ke pakcik masak biri² utk tahlil. cadang suh dia buat, kami dpt yg siap jek. tetiba dia kata nk dtg umah, buat kt umah kami. dh dtg tuh, ingatkn nk buat trus la. sambil tuh bleh lg berborak, lauk nye x jugak bermasak. ari dh petang. org byk nk buat menda lain lg. kami² yg lain nih jauh dr mak, kaklong yg duk dekat mak. so terkena la serpihan² amarah nye tuh *ihiks*
dlm 6.30pm, kami sempat memandi bunga kn abg ngan kak ct. xde ape pon, saje suke². kami budak² jek. saje memunahkn abg ngan kak ct. bile lg kn. kawen sekali jek. nih la masa adik² nk bergurau kasar. nnt² xbleh dh, kang durhaka. =) mmg xlama pon, sbb lepas tuh abah sound, nk ready utk tahlil =P mlm tuh lepas isyak, tahlil la.
ramai la gak dr jangkaan. org surau, sedara², org melaka yg dtg awal, kwn² ajib. kami membungkus bubur kekah budak tuh kelam kabut la gak. arahan bercampur aduk =P xbleh ngumpat lebih². kang tebkr, durhaka!
selesai 1lg majlis. mlm tuh sambung bertelur =P bungkus telur kt bunga telur, ngan isi baulu. sambil tuh pasang rakaman mase kt melaka. riuh la kejap. macam tgk senario pon ade 8-)
kaklong sempat menginai kak ct. along pi bwk pemuda harapan bangsa, pi menampal tanda kawen abg pukul 1a.m. kang ade plak yg sesat xjumpe umah kn. mintak belikn air gaeh =P tunggu punya tunggu punya tunggu... 2.30a.m kami tido. diorg kul 3 baru blk kot.
Sun. May 07:
mlm semlm tido merata². ade tido atas, ade tido bwh. wa lelap dpn tv ngan abah, mak. sedar² dh ade slimut. sape slimut ntah. pg tuh makteh buat n.goreng ikan sadin, lebih makan tahlil. sehingga menjilat ibu jari kaki! =P
kemas sane sini sket. kaklong sempat berinai, ape lg. tumpang la setangan - "nk gak kaklong!". oleh karena dh lewat nih td, xsempat kering btul dh basuh. nmpk la sket nih ha. blum kul 12 tgh ari org dh dtg mkn. memula nmpk cam xramai org jek dtg. sbb sket² org dtg. mak abah dh pi menyambut tetamu.
rombongan melaka sampai, pengantin xsiap² lg. kene jerit ngan abah! muahahahahaha >:) pakai kompang kaset jek *kehek* berdiri kejap, amik² gamba. trus duduk mkn. xmau lengah² berarak ape sume. tgh ari, org nk pensan! sbb mak abah pi nyambut tetamu, org lain la mkn ngan pengantin.
meriah! ramai org dtg rupenye. chu him, mamak hadri, sedara belah gali, kuala dong. oh not forgetting - miss ct n family wif maklong jora. gile awal, tetamu plg awal! =P ingatkn majlis nih xde la banjir² kn. wa baru tau, kaklong kata ade banjir² gak. mak wa la. isk wa xperasan pon. hmm tp ade yg xdtg - ***
majlis lancar. ade karaoke - maklong zie, maklong kam, aki chu latif, kodek, ajib?! menarik! lepas abg ngan kak ct abih bersanding, masa kami plak melenjan pelamin. gamba² ayu, gamba² cun, gamba² xsenonoh. macam² ada! wa yg xpenah² suke begamba nih, asik laaaa sgt! suke²!
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wahhh! mmg meletihkn, but worthit! dlm hal decoration, hantaran - kaklong plg teruk. tp kami² turut merasai. memasing lebam² mata, cramp² montot, melebur jari². iPod punye pasal kn abg! ;-) abah pon agak kurus. tension. byk menda dia handle sorg. tp dia happy sume beres.
xpenah wa rase majlis yg camni nye hepi. yg wa pon involve skali la kn. dulu time along, mase tuh memberontak sket. budak lg =P lg pon time tuh ramai org, sedara mara tolong. la ni, org xde. bkn ape, ramai yg dh xlarat. simple tp rase gak meriah nye.
anywayZz, welcome to the family kak ct. macam senyap dr wa pon ade kak ct nih =P jgn amik ati aa. perangai² kami mmg xsenonoh sket. tp xpenah ade niat nk sakit² ati. kalo rase² xbest ke, kasitau la. kadang kami main lepas aje kn =P
oh korg cepat² la tambah askar. haikal, danial ngan annies jek xcukup. team bola pon ade 11 sebelah :D until nxt wedding - wonder who's it gonna be...
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Humpty Dumpty sat on the wall
Humpty Dumpty had a great big fall
All the kings horses and all the kings men
Could never put it together again
"oh oh oh blk kg! oh oh oh blk kg! oh oh oh blk kg! ada kerahan tenagaaaa!!" =P blk ngan kaklong. around 6.30pm tunggu dia kt vista. sms wa kemain lg, cam dh lame nunggu. padahal sampai pon blum. wa sampai dulu! *huh* bwk blk gula², lilin *wangi!*, karpet, bunga telur, beg ciput² nk kasi org mlk. "antikk!" bak kata annies. pink kaler u! wa sukak!
wa drive. kaklong konon nk tido. last² kami ngumpat sepanjang jln >:) wa ke-migrain-nan sbenarnye. tp xbleh lyn. nnt majlis xjln =)) tambah plak blk time jam! wargh! seb baik blk ngan kaklong. sampai kul 9p.m. jmpt izah dulu. tenaga keje xcukup nih!! kakngah xbleh cuti! cengkelat!!! sok blk kemas umah, angkat krusi, mop lantai, decorate bilik abg! jari² kami dh tergeliat melilit bekas gula² =P~
erm mlm nih jek byk menda dh siap. kami ber3 jek buat! chaiyok! mmg berdedikasi la kami! bunga gula² siap, kotak gula² siap. masing² cekap cam operator pengeluaran :D
la ni? *4a.m* kaklong ngan izah dh tebungkang. mak abah lg la awal dh. wa? xbleh tido, minum nescafe tin ungu. skt kpalak! sok sambil beli brg² utk majlis nih, cari selendang nk melaram ari majlis pon best kn! nk melaram lebih² nih, majlis sape nih?!! abg ke wa??!! ihiks!
Fri. May 05:
dh xingat dh ape buat. *hoh* mak abah pi jmpt ajib kt muazam. kami kt umah? wa bgn awal?!! 8a.m wa dh siap². tp ngantuk gak la. 3jam tido. 10a.m kuar ngan kaklong ngan izah. cari kelengkapan yg xlengkap =P brunch kt kedai tepi pdg. 1st time, bleh tahan la kedai tuh. siap² blk. masa utk kerahan tenaga lg -_-'
maklong zie dtg ngan alang + izni. maklong 'Ratu Sima' dtg buat pelamin. kami meneruskn usaha *chaiyok* bungkus lilin, buat bunga telur, buat potpoury *melebur jariku*
abah, mak, ajib sampai petang. lebih awal dr jangkaan. abah bad mood sket. ajib xbleh blk sbenar nye, tp xkasi tau. so bile mak abah dh sampai sane, xkan cikgu dia nk kata xbleh. dh la dtg dr jauh. kang kata kejam plak. masuk tv plak =P
kami siapkn la pape yg patut. kemas bilik abg, bunga telur tuh dipintal². gift bag utk org melaka selesai. kakngah sampai 9pm lebih gitu, membunjut baulu =P. abg ngan kak ct sampai kul 12a.m. saje jek blk mlm. curik tulang?! =P
Sat. May 06:
jam 7.15a.m - "kt dapur tuh mak dh msk nsk lemak. bgn la buat sambal nye. abihkn la ikan bilis tuh. nnt bleh beli lain. goreng la telur skali ye. dgr x ni? mak ngan abah nk ke pekan". ya Allah ya tuhanku! mak mmg kejam! kami tido lewat makkkkkkkkkkk!!! *tsk tsk tsk*
mlepek², yg pi masak.. masak, naik mandi. trun² jek riuh. maklong riot dtg ngan family. ruang tamu dh clear! wah! luas dunia kurasakan :D dtg tolong mane yg patut². susun kerusi bwh dickson. maklong 'Ratu Sima' sambung buat pelamin. pot pet pot pet gelak², gurau². family pakteh dtg, family paklang, wan, makde dah ngan cucu - suma tido umah. mak beleter ke pakcik masak biri² utk tahlil. cadang suh dia buat, kami dpt yg siap jek. tetiba dia kata nk dtg umah, buat kt umah kami. dh dtg tuh, ingatkn nk buat trus la. sambil tuh bleh lg berborak, lauk nye x jugak bermasak. ari dh petang. org byk nk buat menda lain lg. kami² yg lain nih jauh dr mak, kaklong yg duk dekat mak. so terkena la serpihan² amarah nye tuh *ihiks*
dlm 6.30pm, kami sempat memandi bunga kn abg ngan kak ct. xde ape pon, saje suke². kami budak² jek. saje memunahkn abg ngan kak ct. bile lg kn. kawen sekali jek. nih la masa adik² nk bergurau kasar. nnt² xbleh dh, kang durhaka. =) mmg xlama pon, sbb lepas tuh abah sound, nk ready utk tahlil =P mlm tuh lepas isyak, tahlil la.
ramai la gak dr jangkaan. org surau, sedara², org melaka yg dtg awal, kwn² ajib. kami membungkus bubur kekah budak tuh kelam kabut la gak. arahan bercampur aduk =P xbleh ngumpat lebih². kang tebkr, durhaka!
selesai 1lg majlis. mlm tuh sambung bertelur =P bungkus telur kt bunga telur, ngan isi baulu. sambil tuh pasang rakaman mase kt melaka. riuh la kejap. macam tgk senario pon ade 8-)
kaklong sempat menginai kak ct. along pi bwk pemuda harapan bangsa, pi menampal tanda kawen abg pukul 1a.m. kang ade plak yg sesat xjumpe umah kn. mintak belikn air gaeh =P tunggu punya tunggu punya tunggu... 2.30a.m kami tido. diorg kul 3 baru blk kot.
Sun. May 07:
mlm semlm tido merata². ade tido atas, ade tido bwh. wa lelap dpn tv ngan abah, mak. sedar² dh ade slimut. sape slimut ntah. pg tuh makteh buat n.goreng ikan sadin, lebih makan tahlil. sehingga menjilat ibu jari kaki! =P
kemas sane sini sket. kaklong sempat berinai, ape lg. tumpang la setangan - "nk gak kaklong!". oleh karena dh lewat nih td, xsempat kering btul dh basuh. nmpk la sket nih ha. blum kul 12 tgh ari org dh dtg mkn. memula nmpk cam xramai org jek dtg. sbb sket² org dtg. mak abah dh pi menyambut tetamu.
rombongan melaka sampai, pengantin xsiap² lg. kene jerit ngan abah! muahahahahaha >:) pakai kompang kaset jek *kehek* berdiri kejap, amik² gamba. trus duduk mkn. xmau lengah² berarak ape sume. tgh ari, org nk pensan! sbb mak abah pi nyambut tetamu, org lain la mkn ngan pengantin.
meriah! ramai org dtg rupenye. chu him, mamak hadri, sedara belah gali, kuala dong. oh not forgetting - miss ct n family wif maklong jora. gile awal, tetamu plg awal! =P ingatkn majlis nih xde la banjir² kn. wa baru tau, kaklong kata ade banjir² gak. mak wa la. isk wa xperasan pon. hmm tp ade yg xdtg - ***
majlis lancar. ade karaoke - maklong zie, maklong kam, aki chu latif, kodek, ajib?! menarik! lepas abg ngan kak ct abih bersanding, masa kami plak melenjan pelamin. gamba² ayu, gamba² cun, gamba² xsenonoh. macam² ada! wa yg xpenah² suke begamba nih, asik laaaa sgt! suke²!
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wahhh! mmg meletihkn, but worthit! dlm hal decoration, hantaran - kaklong plg teruk. tp kami² turut merasai. memasing lebam² mata, cramp² montot, melebur jari². iPod punye pasal kn abg! ;-) abah pon agak kurus. tension. byk menda dia handle sorg. tp dia happy sume beres.
xpenah wa rase majlis yg camni nye hepi. yg wa pon involve skali la kn. dulu time along, mase tuh memberontak sket. budak lg =P lg pon time tuh ramai org, sedara mara tolong. la ni, org xde. bkn ape, ramai yg dh xlarat. simple tp rase gak meriah nye.
anywayZz, welcome to the family kak ct. macam senyap dr wa pon ade kak ct nih =P jgn amik ati aa. perangai² kami mmg xsenonoh sket. tp xpenah ade niat nk sakit² ati. kalo rase² xbest ke, kasitau la. kadang kami main lepas aje kn =P
oh korg cepat² la tambah askar. haikal, danial ngan annies jek xcukup. team bola pon ade 11 sebelah :D until nxt wedding - wonder who's it gonna be...
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Humpty Dumpty sat on the wall
Humpty Dumpty had a great big fall
All the kings horses and all the kings men
Could never put it together again
Wednesday, 3 May 2006
There's two sides to every story
Thur. Apr 27:
class finished at 2pm. mr. gerard - "I had a minor surgery, so I won't be able to talk much". juz when I thought our class's gonna be dismissed early, he kept on talking n talking n... I still luv ur class sir! =P
supposed I'm going home rite after class. borak ngan kakngah ngan kaklong, dh kul 5.30pm. kemas sane sini, gerak. kt tol sg besi abg msg, tanye nk blk saing ke dak. :D suke jek wa. "mkn abg! kebuluq!". cam biasa, smentara nunggu dia basuh baju pi mkn dulu. org kedai tuh lupe anta air kami! *erkk! tecekik!* beli air tin.
abg bought me nescafe o' tin tuh. hamik! as a result, I couldn't sleep. so last nite I watched SWAT, Saw, The Gathering and The Notebook. almost cry, when me mom n dad woke up for subuh. "xtido lg kakde?! tahan awk?!! ngape la". mane la tau kuat air tin tuh mak.
sempat bekeroh 1 ½jam jek, before abg decided to disturb my BEAUTIFUL-DREAMLESS sleep!! argh! nasib la abang. kalo x, free jek 5 lori $%^&*# sumpahan >:) ai-het-u!!!!
Fri. Apr 28:
pg mak abah pi jmpt ajib kt muadzam. wa tinggal ngan abg jek >:) muahahaha nih la masa nye - "abg! anta keta servis!" , "beli skali gam utk glue gun ye" , "bateri cam jgn lupe!". wahh I like! rase cam pompuan sejati la. ekeke slmt ari raye abg! =P~
ajib sampai dh ptg. abg jmpt fadir. kaklong sampai mlm, bwk izah ngan kodek. kakngah xblk! saje melarikn diri drpd buat keje. biadapZz!! blasah nk? b-( dh kemas² brg yg nk bwk, inai abg. kejung la dia berinai, pdn muke. kawen skali jek bang. xtau aa kot awk nk lebih kn. :-? akakakakakaka oops!! kami pon berinai gak! rugi kakngah xde =P mlm masing² tido keras takut inai rosak.
Sat. Apr 29:
awalnye bangunnnnnn! *yawn* seb la sume brg dh kemas. dr umah gerak around 8am. along sampai dr kmmn 7.30am. "3jam along?!" rekod! keta kaklong, wa, abg, abah, along, pakngah.
kat bntg benti brekfas. tunggu keta kakngah, aide, pakchu. ikat riben! seb xbuat riben mlampau kt keta pengantin kn, letak gamba skali ngan bunga bulat! akakaka dh jd keta mayat plak =P konvoi la pi mlk.
sampai chalet dh tgh ari. "lunch disediakan" - family kak ct anta rupenye. wa xmkn, so xtau la amende yg di anta. sampai lg keta abg syakirin ngan along rijal. duduk², memain air laut, susun² hantaran, mandi², siap² - lps asar pi akad nikah.
sblum kejadian, wa sempat jeling abg kt celah² pakcik garang kt dpn dia tuh =P wa sedih siots! :'( xpe lg. dh akad, kaklong ngan mak long pi nangis dpn wa! mengongs la kaklong nih. pe lg kn, time salam banjir la mlk! :(( huwaaaaaa!!! kawen dh abg kaeh!!! sob sob srehh!!
oh ade plak upacara mandi berhias! kami ingatkn nk dijirus nye dgn air paip ke. rupenye menitik inai, panggil nye mandi berhias. ceh! kami dh smangat nk menjirus! ekekeke abih sume org pi membaling beras. best best! ipod sebijik abg! :D
lps tuh blk chalet dulu, mlm kang ade upacara lg. balasan hantaran dr kak ct penuh ngan makanan! yeehaa! kuih bkr, kek biasa, kek luar biasa, anggur, gula². mentekedarah time!!! \o/
mlm masa utk siap. "sultan mlk?!! laksamana hang tuah? or hang lekuk!!?" akakakakakak tsk tsk! kami xsmpt tgk bunga apiiiii!!! wargh!!! mintak gamba kt kak ct aje la. menitik inai lg, kt pelamin betul. pastu sesi fotografi. abg ngan kak ct malu² buaye plak! ahaks! tp gile byk posing nye. wa yg menengok pon bosan dol! ade la plak org berkaraoke kt luar. "bimbang, aku bimbanggg!!" - kami kt atas nih lg bimbang!!! =P
slesai sume², blk chalet smule. lyn blues memasing. duk tepi laut, amik² angin, buang angin *oops!* mlm utk memasing tebungkang! letih woo! sok ade 1 lg acara plak. aduhh!
Sun. Apr 30:
pg tuh diorg² nih sempat lg mandi laut! wa xbwk suar trek jek, kalo x, dh join same dh. xpe lain kali. siap utk mninggal kn abg *sob sob srehh!* "ijau baju abg?!!" wahh silau! skali lg, dayang kaklong mekap sultan mlk =P
12.30pm check out, gerak pi umah kak ct. cam dh sayu² jek. dh sampai, smpt kena tunggu lg. pasukan kompang sampai baru berarak, dr umah sbelah jek *hek hek* panas nk pensan!!! mmg sume org nk pensan pon. mak nye, makde lg la. seb la mkn sedap :D
sblum blk, aki chu latif nye sempat karaoke. astaga! dh la sampai² jek "bimbang, aku bimbanggg!". aki chu nye plak "gelisahhhh!!" *tsk tsk* kami yg mendgr nih yg gelisah tok! >:)
slesai² sume, masa utk berpisah :( memula family aide ngan kami², sbb dia nk blk arah lain. mlk banjir!!! sob sob srehh! "makde, pujuk aide blk minggu dpn ye" *ahh basah keyboard wa* kakngah! awk kasitau makde psl wa kuar sensorg tuh ye! biadapZzz! =P dh babai² diorg, masa nk tinggalkn abg plak *coih*
mak dia nangis senyap². wa bangga! along? nangis? ALONG?!!! patut wa rakam buat kenangan, silap camera dh penuh jek =P abah pon tahan² jek *ihiks* wa?? mane bleh tahannnnnn!! sambung ujan utk kali ke 81. abg, nangis bkn sebarang nangis tau - iPod sebijik! mekasih daun klape =))
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kira 1 majlis setel! uhh letih wa nangis tau! kak ct - tuh baru intro² jek. nnt dh lelame nnt lg la =P emm nih nk ngadap majlis pink plak. so 'til my next post...
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Twinkle twinkle little star
How I wonder what you are
Up above the world so high
Like a diamond in the sky
Twinkle twinkle little star
How I wonder what you are
Thursday, 27 April 2006
But like a stone - I'm falling
juz a quick one... *abg nk kawen yay!*
₪ majlis purple: 29/30 apr.
₪ majlis pink: 6/7 mei.
₪ wan dh kuar spital.
₪ td beli riben nk lekat kt keta *meriah!*.
₪ kaklong'll hv to drive her own cik keli.
₪ abg: opis dh ban ym ke ape =P
₪ wa: kenduri² gak, asgmt jgn lupe! *ade 5 lori* (T_T)
expect a long post for my nxt entry... *2kenduri nk citer tuh!*
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Prison gates won’t open up for me
On these hands and knees I’m crawlin’
Oh, I reach for you
Well I’m terrified of these four walls
These iron bars can’t hold my soul in
All I need is youCome please I’m callin’
And oh I scream for you
Hurry I’m fallin’
Show me what it’s like
To be the last one standing
And teach me wrong from right
And I’ll show you what I can be
Say it for meSay it to me
And I’ll leave this life behind me
Say it if it’s worth saving me
Heaven’s gates won’t open up for me
With these broken wings I’m fallin’
And all I see is you
These city walls ain’t got no love for me
I’m on the ledge of the eighteenth story
And oh I scream for you
Come please I’m callin’
And all I need from you
Hurry I’m fallin’
Show me what it’s like
To be the last one standing
And teach me wrong from right
And I’ll show you what I can be
Say it for meSay it to me
And I’ll leave this life behind me
Say it if it’s worth saving me
Hurry I’m fallin’
₪ majlis purple: 29/30 apr.
₪ majlis pink: 6/7 mei.
₪ wan dh kuar spital.
₪ td beli riben nk lekat kt keta *meriah!*.
₪ kaklong'll hv to drive her own cik keli.
₪ abg: opis dh ban ym ke ape =P
₪ wa: kenduri² gak, asgmt jgn lupe! *ade 5 lori* (T_T)
expect a long post for my nxt entry... *2kenduri nk citer tuh!*
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Prison gates won’t open up for me
On these hands and knees I’m crawlin’
Oh, I reach for you
Well I’m terrified of these four walls
These iron bars can’t hold my soul in
All I need is youCome please I’m callin’
And oh I scream for you
Hurry I’m fallin’
Show me what it’s like
To be the last one standing
And teach me wrong from right
And I’ll show you what I can be
Say it for meSay it to me
And I’ll leave this life behind me
Say it if it’s worth saving me
Heaven’s gates won’t open up for me
With these broken wings I’m fallin’
And all I see is you
These city walls ain’t got no love for me
I’m on the ledge of the eighteenth story
And oh I scream for you
Come please I’m callin’
And all I need from you
Hurry I’m fallin’
Show me what it’s like
To be the last one standing
And teach me wrong from right
And I’ll show you what I can be
Say it for meSay it to me
And I’ll leave this life behind me
Say it if it’s worth saving me
Hurry I’m fallin’
Monday, 24 April 2006
Trying to forget, lying to forget
pretty hectic weekend. sminggu lg abg nk nikah kn. buat hantaran abg. jumat kami blk ke kg halaman beramai². wa, abg, kakngah, kaklong. sronot siots! blk dh mlm, abg sempat lg basuh baju *isk isk*
mlm tuh blk, tido dulu. kaklong xmau start lg kn. sabtu pg baru mula. wa bgn² jek *10 am =P* kaklong dh siap 3 tepak. syabas beta syabas! keje wa ngan kakngah - buat bunga tampal kt kotak isi kueh baulu. 400 kotak!!! astaga! ade la yg melebur jari main glue gun. guess what? siap in one day? muahahahaha :D kami mmg sungguh berdedikasi. patut dpt upah best nih abg! ;-)
ptg sabtu tuh jmpt plak izah. staff masuk shif ptg nih, kene buat overtime =P~ seharian tuh mmg sambil buat keje, sambil ngumpat. sambil gelak², sambil kenakn abg *bak kata kaklong, siap kenduri kt umah nnt baru mintak ampun ye* sian dia =P
riot jr kena blk awal la plak. nk jage ank sdare. pg td bgn *10 am lg!!* izah dh blk. brg² utk ke mlk dh siap. tinggal yg pink² jek nk disiapkn. xpe, tuh next week nye plak. pg ni takat buat bunga penanggah jek. pastu decorate bilik abg. alas tuh dh mcm jawa plak abg! wa xkire durhaka kn, sbb ckp dpn mak pon mak gelak jek =P lawa la tp.
hmm kali ni nmpk cam simple. byk hal² yg xpatut tulih kt sini jd penghalang (T_T) tp xpe la kn. wa rase kali ni punye mnarik sket. sbb wa join. yg 1st dulu rasenye tolong tgk jek =P *durhaka* pape pon slmt bernikah le nnt abg. mintak² sume jln lancar...
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Feeling nothing
Lonely, empty
You try to walk away but you fall
You cannot understand what's this for
In this world I see it more
The pain you feel that I ignore
You see my face and then you see nothin'
Confused, you turn and live on
I turn my face
You're staring back again
Look at yourself and live again
Can't see me, you feel me
Want me, you'll find me
I'll be your everything
Will you call
You'll need more & more
When you fall
In this world I see it more
The pain you feel that I ignore
You see my face and then you see nothing
Confused, you turn and live on
I turn my face
You're staring back again
Look at yourself and live again
How many times have you looked
At yourself & felt mistreated
How does it feel to know that
This life of yours is real
All of your life you've been led
To believe your nothin'
So look at yourself and start to live again
You see my face and then you see nothing
Confused, you turn and live on
I turn my face
You're staring back again
Look at yourself and live again
If you don't change you'll be nothin'
So look at yourself and live again
mlm tuh blk, tido dulu. kaklong xmau start lg kn. sabtu pg baru mula. wa bgn² jek *10 am =P* kaklong dh siap 3 tepak. syabas beta syabas! keje wa ngan kakngah - buat bunga tampal kt kotak isi kueh baulu. 400 kotak!!! astaga! ade la yg melebur jari main glue gun. guess what? siap in one day? muahahahaha :D kami mmg sungguh berdedikasi. patut dpt upah best nih abg! ;-)
ptg sabtu tuh jmpt plak izah. staff masuk shif ptg nih, kene buat overtime =P~ seharian tuh mmg sambil buat keje, sambil ngumpat. sambil gelak², sambil kenakn abg *bak kata kaklong, siap kenduri kt umah nnt baru mintak ampun ye* sian dia =P
riot jr kena blk awal la plak. nk jage ank sdare. pg td bgn *10 am lg!!* izah dh blk. brg² utk ke mlk dh siap. tinggal yg pink² jek nk disiapkn. xpe, tuh next week nye plak. pg ni takat buat bunga penanggah jek. pastu decorate bilik abg. alas tuh dh mcm jawa plak abg! wa xkire durhaka kn, sbb ckp dpn mak pon mak gelak jek =P lawa la tp.
hmm kali ni nmpk cam simple. byk hal² yg xpatut tulih kt sini jd penghalang (T_T) tp xpe la kn. wa rase kali ni punye mnarik sket. sbb wa join. yg 1st dulu rasenye tolong tgk jek =P *durhaka* pape pon slmt bernikah le nnt abg. mintak² sume jln lancar...
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Feeling nothing
Lonely, empty
You try to walk away but you fall
You cannot understand what's this for
In this world I see it more
The pain you feel that I ignore
You see my face and then you see nothin'
Confused, you turn and live on
I turn my face
You're staring back again
Look at yourself and live again
Can't see me, you feel me
Want me, you'll find me
I'll be your everything
Will you call
You'll need more & more
When you fall
In this world I see it more
The pain you feel that I ignore
You see my face and then you see nothing
Confused, you turn and live on
I turn my face
You're staring back again
Look at yourself and live again
How many times have you looked
At yourself & felt mistreated
How does it feel to know that
This life of yours is real
All of your life you've been led
To believe your nothin'
So look at yourself and start to live again
You see my face and then you see nothing
Confused, you turn and live on
I turn my face
You're staring back again
Look at yourself and live again
If you don't change you'll be nothin'
So look at yourself and live again
Wednesday, 19 April 2006
I'm wide awake, and I can see the perfect sky is torn
went out juz now, alone. dunno what to do. ronda². gelap rupenye jln raye kt sini, tiang lampu byk buat pe? kasi burung bertenggek? emm xde pe nk tulih. tuh je la, bleh gitu? =P suke ati la kn ;-) sok luse la tulih pepanjang, kot ade citer...
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Almost blue
Almost doing things we used to do
There's a boy here and he's almost you
Almost all the things that your eyes once promised
I see in him too
Now your eyes are red from crying
Almost blue
Flirting with this disaster became me
It named me as the fool who only aimed to be
Almost blue
It's almost touching that we're almost through
There's a part of me that's always true.. always..
All the things never come to an end now it is only a chosen few
I've seen such an unhappy couple
Almost me
Almost you
Almost blue
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Almost blue
Almost doing things we used to do
There's a boy here and he's almost you
Almost all the things that your eyes once promised
I see in him too
Now your eyes are red from crying
Almost blue
Flirting with this disaster became me
It named me as the fool who only aimed to be
Almost blue
It's almost touching that we're almost through
There's a part of me that's always true.. always..
All the things never come to an end now it is only a chosen few
I've seen such an unhappy couple
Almost me
Almost you
Almost blue
Sunday, 16 April 2006
Whatever tomorrow brings, I'll be there
langit cerah mlm nih, tp ati wa mendung :'( ahaa mnarik tuh. bkn slalu nk kuar perkataan camtuh ;-) however I won't tell y I'm feeling this way. for now, better if I keep it to myself =))
td kuar ngan maRk. lame rasenye xjumpe dia *cun skang maRk!* yela hepi kn =P~ jumpe kt damai. lama tunggu! janji 5.30pm! dlm pd nunggu ni td, ade la couple nih. btenet atas motor. si aweks nih bleh plak nyelak² rambut pakwe cam mencari kutu! =D akakakaka wa gelak sensorg. cam tgk cenel animal planet plak. biasa kn kalo monyet, duk berkumpul 2-3 eko tuh. bederet jek 1-2-3, yg tgh cari kutu yg dpn. yg blakang cari kutu yg tgh >:D muahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha *LMAO*
dr damai pi masjed jamek. psr mlm! maRk sempat beli baju. wa xshopping sakan sbb niat nk beli menda lain =) tunggu maRk pilih baju, dan² tuh la ujan *cerdik! ada payung tinggal dlm keta* nk xnk redah la pi campbell *yeke camtuh eja? dh rupe sup kt tv tuh jek* =P jumpe mende yg wa cari slama nih - best!!
ingat nk pi pc fair.dlm pd meredah nih td dh lenjun. xsesuai! blk jek la. beli n.goreng ayam *burppp* lepak titiwangsa, mkn semata! sambil ngumpat la tp, cam biasa. dkt 11.00pm anta maRk blk *kem slm kt cik nona, maRk!*
wa sampai umah 5min to 12.00am. gile cerah langit, kuar bulan bintang. td siang dh ujan slebat² alam kn. nih basuh baju, siang sok kering nih. orait, mari kita basuh baju dulu...
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I lay, look in my hands
Searching these lines
I have not the answer
I'm crying and I don't know
Watching the sky
I search an answer
I'm free, free to beI'm not another liar
I just want to be myself... myself
And now the beat inside me
Is a sort of a cold breeze
And I've never any feeling inside
Ruining me...I bring my body
Carry it into another world
I know I live...
But like a stone i'm falling down
I pray looking to the sky
I can feel this rain
Right now it's fallin' on me
Fly, I just want to fly
Life is all mine
Some days I cry alone
But I know I'm not the only one
I'm here another day is gone
I don't want to die
Please be there when I arrive...
Don't cry please
td kuar ngan maRk. lame rasenye xjumpe dia *cun skang maRk!* yela hepi kn =P~ jumpe kt damai. lama tunggu! janji 5.30pm! dlm pd nunggu ni td, ade la couple nih. btenet atas motor. si aweks nih bleh plak nyelak² rambut pakwe cam mencari kutu! =D akakakaka wa gelak sensorg. cam tgk cenel animal planet plak. biasa kn kalo monyet, duk berkumpul 2-3 eko tuh. bederet jek 1-2-3, yg tgh cari kutu yg dpn. yg blakang cari kutu yg tgh >:D muahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha *LMAO*
dr damai pi masjed jamek. psr mlm! maRk sempat beli baju. wa xshopping sakan sbb niat nk beli menda lain =) tunggu maRk pilih baju, dan² tuh la ujan *cerdik! ada payung tinggal dlm keta* nk xnk redah la pi campbell *yeke camtuh eja? dh rupe sup kt tv tuh jek* =P jumpe mende yg wa cari slama nih - best!!
ingat nk pi pc fair.dlm pd meredah nih td dh lenjun. xsesuai! blk jek la. beli n.goreng ayam *burppp* lepak titiwangsa, mkn semata! sambil ngumpat la tp, cam biasa. dkt 11.00pm anta maRk blk *kem slm kt cik nona, maRk!*
wa sampai umah 5min to 12.00am. gile cerah langit, kuar bulan bintang. td siang dh ujan slebat² alam kn. nih basuh baju, siang sok kering nih. orait, mari kita basuh baju dulu...
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I lay, look in my hands
Searching these lines
I have not the answer
I'm crying and I don't know
Watching the sky
I search an answer
I'm free, free to beI'm not another liar
I just want to be myself... myself
And now the beat inside me
Is a sort of a cold breeze
And I've never any feeling inside
Ruining me...I bring my body
Carry it into another world
I know I live...
But like a stone i'm falling down
I pray looking to the sky
I can feel this rain
Right now it's fallin' on me
Fly, I just want to fly
Life is all mine
Some days I cry alone
But I know I'm not the only one
I'm here another day is gone
I don't want to die
Please be there when I arrive...
Don't cry please
Thursday, 13 April 2006
Such a lonely day and it's mine - it's the day that I'm glad I survived
week 8 of sem5. supposed to be our midterm break. but I'm back, here in you-know-where, 5days early! *aisyoo*
Sunday, watched Saw for the 1st time. aiyak! so disturbing one! true isn't it, how a person wouldn't bother hurting or destroying himself. but when being threaten with danger by other people, we would go to certain point where we'd do anything to save our neck. uhh I should think 'bout changing my course ;)
went to kuala medang on Mon. jd driver mak :D mencabar siots! cam trek offroad. mak ni kn homeh orgnye, so dia jek la yg potpet² dlm keta. on da way pi, selisih ngan keta lama diorg pakai zmn along ngan abg. haa tebukak la citer time diorg mode² dolu. =)) dgr citer seniman bujang lapok nih mmg best. wa sengih jek sepjg jln.
lame gak lepaks sane. arrived around 9am, blk dh almost noon. 2tmpt mak pi, 1kedai pakcik nih. 1lg msk ladang. driver kene tunggu *tsk tsk* on da way blk plak, dh dia citer psl teknik² penanaman klape sawit yg berjaya. pasni wa jd peladang sawit berjaya la =P went straight to maklong riot house. hee :D
uihhhh merah ank angah! haikal ngan danial pon xsmerah tuh rasenye. buku kalo bertemu ngan pen =P bkn 1 citer jek yg kuar *sensitive subject - not suitable for public display* yadaa yadaa yadaa zuhr pon msk - blk. singgah umah maklong zie sat, anta baju kaklong. "sblum pi mlk kena siap ye maklong!", "haa sng la aku nk memesan nye" bygkn la cara maklong beckp =P
selasa maulud nabi. sakan cuti, tgh ari baru bukak pintu umah =P tuh pon ade org dtg, sape ntah. boring day, nothing's on tv. *placebo on mtv's fashionably loud! yeah!* then this morning, btolak 7.30am sampai 9.30am. 10am janji ade group discussion *wa? group? discuss lg? definitely not wa!* smenjak 2menjak ni jd student mithali =P
hmm nk pi menggodek blog kakngah. showed her mine, tempted her to join friendster *kaklong - wink!* xberjaya! jujur pi reg blogdrive. dh la susah nk tolong. isk s***h!!! for some unknown reason, I know that I'm not suppose to write that. but still...
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They say freak
When you're singled out
The red
Well it filters through
So lay down
The threat is real
When his sight goes red again
Seeing red again
This change he won't contain
Slip away to clear your mind
When asked what made it show?
The truth he gives in to most
So lay down
The threat is real
When his sight goes red again
Seeing red again...
They say freak
When you're singled out
The red
It filters through
Sunday, watched Saw for the 1st time. aiyak! so disturbing one! true isn't it, how a person wouldn't bother hurting or destroying himself. but when being threaten with danger by other people, we would go to certain point where we'd do anything to save our neck. uhh I should think 'bout changing my course ;)
went to kuala medang on Mon. jd driver mak :D mencabar siots! cam trek offroad. mak ni kn homeh orgnye, so dia jek la yg potpet² dlm keta. on da way pi, selisih ngan keta lama diorg pakai zmn along ngan abg. haa tebukak la citer time diorg mode² dolu. =)) dgr citer seniman bujang lapok nih mmg best. wa sengih jek sepjg jln.
lame gak lepaks sane. arrived around 9am, blk dh almost noon. 2tmpt mak pi, 1kedai pakcik nih. 1lg msk ladang. driver kene tunggu *tsk tsk* on da way blk plak, dh dia citer psl teknik² penanaman klape sawit yg berjaya. pasni wa jd peladang sawit berjaya la =P went straight to maklong riot house. hee :D
uihhhh merah ank angah! haikal ngan danial pon xsmerah tuh rasenye. buku kalo bertemu ngan pen =P bkn 1 citer jek yg kuar *sensitive subject - not suitable for public display* yadaa yadaa yadaa zuhr pon msk - blk. singgah umah maklong zie sat, anta baju kaklong. "sblum pi mlk kena siap ye maklong!", "haa sng la aku nk memesan nye" bygkn la cara maklong beckp =P
selasa maulud nabi. sakan cuti, tgh ari baru bukak pintu umah =P tuh pon ade org dtg, sape ntah. boring day, nothing's on tv. *placebo on mtv's fashionably loud! yeah!* then this morning, btolak 7.30am sampai 9.30am. 10am janji ade group discussion *wa? group? discuss lg? definitely not wa!* smenjak 2menjak ni jd student mithali =P
hmm nk pi menggodek blog kakngah. showed her mine, tempted her to join friendster *kaklong - wink!* xberjaya! jujur pi reg blogdrive. dh la susah nk tolong. isk s***h!!! for some unknown reason, I know that I'm not suppose to write that. but still...
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They say freak
When you're singled out
The red
Well it filters through
So lay down
The threat is real
When his sight goes red again
Seeing red again
This change he won't contain
Slip away to clear your mind
When asked what made it show?
The truth he gives in to most
So lay down
The threat is real
When his sight goes red again
Seeing red again...
They say freak
When you're singled out
The red
It filters through
Friday, 7 April 2006
I can see you awake anythime in my head
guess where I am rite now? ;P muahahahahaha wa suka! :D td ade klas ms sujata jek. tuh pon dia kasi asgmt ngan group project kitorg *sigh* klas mr gerard xde *see u nxt 2 weeks ok* wahh wa syg mr gerard! <3
ikutkn tgh ari lg dh bleh blk ke kg halaman nih. tp ade janji la plak kn. 5.30pm pi midv. 1hr later baru sampai *buduss! tau pon jam!* adela org tuh kata nk jumpekn. saje mls call, tunggu dia call plak. aram xmau =P so lepak sampai kul8. borong la boheme mcm nk kenduri. pi umah kaklong.
*rambut dh panjang kaklong!* betape lamenye xjumpe awk. padahal umah memasing skangkang gajah jek jauh nye =P wa pon rindu²an gak kt awk sbenanye. tp takat ngan awk jek xde la wa kebanjiran. dia kalo dpn makde ye, tsunami! *ihiks* bwk blk contoh bunga pahar utk abg *lawa-lawa* wa nnt kaler itam tau kaklong! xtipu! ermm sempat lyn citer korea tuh. xpenah² wa tgk! penin²! abih jek wa pon blah la blk.
*1½ jam jek kaklong* xtipu! pe lg mlm kn. lg la wa pusing 3x meter :D bosan lg! pakcik polis yg buat roadblock tuh pon prasan kebosanan wa *pesal sedih jek muke, ngantuk ye?* jadah aram dia! keta dpn sempat borak lg ngan geng dia yg duk kt tepi jln tuh! biadapZz! org nk cpt!
pape hal pon, mlm nih kena tido awal. sok nk anta mak pi keje *jd part time driver la plak kn* sian dia xsehat smejak 2menjak nih. trase nk jd ank mithali la plak kn =P dh la abg nk kawen ujung bln. dia siap pesan lg - "abg, kalo mak saket ke, msk spital ke, trus kn jek la majlis. jgn riso kt mak". tsk tsk tsk! dia lupe dia ckp tuh dpn wa. wa ni dh la mnurut dia. x menitis air mata dgr tuh?! *uhh basah keyboard.. basahhh!!!!* dah! blah!! g'nite...
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Playground school bell rings again
Rainclouds come to play again
Has no one told you she's not breathing
Hello
I'm your mind giving you someone to talk to
Hello...
If I smile and don't believe
Soon I know I'll wake from this dream
Don't try to fix me, I'm not broken
Hello
I'm the lie living for you so you can hide
Don't cry...
Suddenly I know I'm not sleeping
Hello
I'm still here, all that's left of yesterday
ikutkn tgh ari lg dh bleh blk ke kg halaman nih. tp ade janji la plak kn. 5.30pm pi midv. 1hr later baru sampai *buduss! tau pon jam!* adela org tuh kata nk jumpekn. saje mls call, tunggu dia call plak. aram xmau =P so lepak sampai kul8. borong la boheme mcm nk kenduri. pi umah kaklong.
*rambut dh panjang kaklong!* betape lamenye xjumpe awk. padahal umah memasing skangkang gajah jek jauh nye =P wa pon rindu²an gak kt awk sbenanye. tp takat ngan awk jek xde la wa kebanjiran. dia kalo dpn makde ye, tsunami! *ihiks* bwk blk contoh bunga pahar utk abg *lawa-lawa* wa nnt kaler itam tau kaklong! xtipu! ermm sempat lyn citer korea tuh. xpenah² wa tgk! penin²! abih jek wa pon blah la blk.
*1½ jam jek kaklong* xtipu! pe lg mlm kn. lg la wa pusing 3x meter :D bosan lg! pakcik polis yg buat roadblock tuh pon prasan kebosanan wa *pesal sedih jek muke, ngantuk ye?* jadah aram dia! keta dpn sempat borak lg ngan geng dia yg duk kt tepi jln tuh! biadapZz! org nk cpt!
pape hal pon, mlm nih kena tido awal. sok nk anta mak pi keje *jd part time driver la plak kn* sian dia xsehat smejak 2menjak nih. trase nk jd ank mithali la plak kn =P dh la abg nk kawen ujung bln. dia siap pesan lg - "abg, kalo mak saket ke, msk spital ke, trus kn jek la majlis. jgn riso kt mak". tsk tsk tsk! dia lupe dia ckp tuh dpn wa. wa ni dh la mnurut dia. x menitis air mata dgr tuh?! *uhh basah keyboard.. basahhh!!!!* dah! blah!! g'nite...
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Playground school bell rings again
Rainclouds come to play again
Has no one told you she's not breathing
Hello
I'm your mind giving you someone to talk to
Hello...
If I smile and don't believe
Soon I know I'll wake from this dream
Don't try to fix me, I'm not broken
Hello
I'm the lie living for you so you can hide
Don't cry...
Suddenly I know I'm not sleeping
Hello
I'm still here, all that's left of yesterday
Sunday, 2 April 2006
Tomorrow might not make it, but everything's alright
1 word – exhausted! Y?
Friday night – home, again! Miahahaha no matter how much me mom hates it. Kalo wa kata wa nk blk, wa blk gak! Arrived around 10.30pm. sempat singgah genting sempah, as usual =P sampai umah, mentekedarah! Burrpppp alhamdulillah! Lyn enough, catwoman, whose line is it anyway.
Saturday – 7am gerak pi ktn. Mak nk pi jumpe specialist mata. Btw I haven’t slept the night b4 @_@ dr umah abah drive pi bntg singgah brekfes. Dia suh wa tido dulu. Wa xnk, nk buat camne. So dr bntg wa drive sampai ktn. Kuar tol bg abah plak, sbb wa xtau jln nk pi klinik tuh. Sampai, xramai org. sng la mak kn. Time dia msk jumpe doc, ade la sorg nenek nih msk. Tsk! Sjibik gaye arwah atuk. Adush! Wa dh tunduk2 mnahan prasaan :’( mak siap jek, gerak umah aide.
11.30am sampai umah aide. Tsk lg skali! Wa ingat panas sampai ke ptg, rupenye ujan didpn makde! Akakakaka wa rase kn bosan jek makde “jadah nani nih, mai jek banjir. Ce la bwk pizza ke kn” =P rindu siots! Annies pon ade. Meriah niece wa sorg nih! Rambut dh pnjg, bleh ikat lg. kami xlama, 30min jek. Tp sempat la ngumpat ngan kakngah ngan yoi ;)
Noon gerak pi kmm. Sampai dkt zuhr. Haikal bkn main lg beciter ngan atuk nenek dia psl dia pi tadika. Danial? Ramah! Kecik dh ramah! Nih sok bsr nih kasanova nih muahahahahaha >:D hish! Wa sempat la landing, xtido pon. Dgr mak abah ngan along ngumpat. Ahahahahaha ngumpat aje! =P
Almost 4o’clock. Kami gerak la blk. Wa drive plak, tp mata sparuh dh nih =_= Nescafe! On da way abah sempat lg beli sata ngan otak. Lepaks batu itam. Tgk org mandi laut, tringin plak. Lama gile xmandi laut. Dolu kecik ade la kn. Dh bangka nih ntah le =P 5.30pm gerak blk. Ari ujan! Mak dia cun la! Wa dh la bebalam jek pandangan. Gile tensen jek jd pompuan mlayu terakhir – bwk slow!
7pm sampai r&r tloh. Singgah solat & mentekedarah. “Nescafe ais ngan air suam ye bang” haram suam dia! Panas! :-O dkt 9pm gerak blk. wa mmg dh xde prasaan nk begurau senda dijln raya. 2-3 keta yg biadapZz tuh, mak abah jek tau pe wa buat. Diorg hingat bwk keta besar best la tuh! Diorg xtau ke-best-an klisa wa! ;D
10.15pm td sampai umah! La ni wa dh mamai, cukup 24hrs xtido lg. sok mau penin nih. Isk! Tido pasnih konpem nxt week baru jage =P study weh! Midterm weh! Argh! Yela pon kn. Aduh laaa! Lapa la plak. Daging burger ade, goreng pon sodap! ‘nuff said, nighty nite folks…
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Keep holdin on,
When my brains tickin like a bomb.
Cuts the black,
Cocks the gun.
Up in to get me.
Sweet bitter words,
Unlike nothing I have heard.
Sing along mocking bird,
You don't effect me.
That’s right,
Deliver it to my heart.
Please try,
And deliver it.
Wait, I’m coming undone.
Irate, I’m coming undone.
Too late, I’m coming undone.
What looks so strong so delicate?
Wait, I’m starting to suffocate.
And soon I anticipate,I’m coming undone.
What looks so strong so delicate?
Choke, choke again.
I thought my demons were my friends.
Pity me.
In the end,
They're out to get me.
Since I was young,
I tasted sorrow on my tongue.
And this sweet jerky gun,
Does not protect me.
That’s right,
Trigger between my eyes.
Please try,
Make it click now.
Wait, I’m coming undone
Irate, I’m coming undone
Too late, I’m coming undone
What looks so strong so delicate?
Wait, I’m starting to suffocate.
And soon I anticipate,I’m coming undone.
What looks so strong so delicate?
I’m trying to hold it together,
And it’s like I’m never better.
Looks like I’m not getting better.
Not getting better.
Wait, I’m coming undone.
Irate, I’m coming undone
Too late, I’m coming undone
What looks so strong so delicate?
Wait, I’m starting to suffocate.
And soon I anticipate,
I’m coming undone.
What looks so strong so delicate?
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