And how do you know which way the wind blows

usually on friday, after class i'll pack my bag and go straight home *to me parents'*. but after a few too many complains *from my mom!* guess they won't see me as much as I want them to anymo' :'(

anywayZz! starting this sem, my school had a change of name - from MIT to Executive Leadership School *peh* new syllabus - well sorta. there's this Induscity *wtf!* so basically every friday they prepare us a slot - talks, talks and talks again. site visit only for year 1 student *let down!* we hv to wear something formal *my time to melaram wif baju kurung* ;) if only maRk was here - I remember last time, she'd be the one who we called "vouge de vast" muahahaha :D

this morning was the 1st talk, by Dr.I-don't-remember-his-name. I can say that I've juz got brainwashed! feelin' a lil' bit blank -_-' the talk was bout leadership *at least I remember the title* =P they showed pics of so called great leaders - bill gates, dell, honda, ford, yahoo & google founders, our current & previous PM, mandela, ghandi, fernandez - few others. boring! and the hall was so damn cold! fortunately I had my mp3 plyr on *shadows voice's alot sweeter than the speaker's in front* 8P~ I think all I can remember from the talk was "yada yada yada.. sorrow sank deep inside my blood.. yada yada.. you're all dead to me.. yada yada yada.. your integrity don't mean sh!t.. yada.. put a bullet in his back". ahahaha I was literally singing to myself at times!

"as the conclusion..." *woke up* at last!!! he needs to go for jumat prayer =P and I was desperately need to get out of that hall *can barely feel my hands - cold!* now here I am, in my room. dunno what to do. let see, i hv 3 assignments *argh!* 2 projects to think of *another big ARGH!* a few presentations *argh argh argh!* mr. gerard said he'd LUV to give us a test nxt week *aiyoo* - and my stomach is singing "feed me!" again =P that's it. 'til my nxt entry...

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Can't you see I'm easily bothered by persistance?
One step from lashing out at you.
You want in to get under my skin and call yourself a friend.
I've got more friends like you, what do I do?

Is there no standard anymore?
What it takes, who I am, where I've been, belong.
You can't be something you're not.
Be yourself, by yourself, stay away from me.
A lesson learned in life, known from the dawn of time.

Re, spect, walk.
What did you say?
Re, spect, walk.
Are you talking to me?
Are you talking to me?

Run your mouth when I'm not around, it's easy to achieve.
You cry to weak friends that sympathize.
Can you hear the violins playing your song?
Those same friends tell me your every word.

Is there no standard anymore?
What it takes, who I am, where I've been, belong.
You can't be something you're not.
Be yourself, by yourself, stay away from me.
A lesson learned in life, known from the dawn of time.

Re, spect, walk.
What did you say?
Re, spect, walk.
Are you talking to me?

Re, spect, walk.
What did you say?
Re, spect, walk.
Are you talking to me?
Are you talking to me?
No way punk!!!

Re, spect, walk.
What did you say?
Re, spect, walk.
Are you talking to me?

Re, spect, walk.
What did you say?
Re, spect, walk.
Are you talking to me?
Are you talking to me?
Walk on home boy!!!