cut my hair. yeah i did! which i'ma regret for the rest of the week *mourn* TOO short! well shorter than i'd imagine *sob sob srehh* :'( ooh mummy...
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turn away
if you could get me a drink
of water cause my lips are chapped and faded
call my aunt marie
help her gather all my things
and bury me in all my favorite colors
my sisters and my brothers still
i will not kiss you
cause the hardest part of this is leaving you
now turn away
cause i'm awful just to see
cause all my hair's abandoned all my body
oh my agony
know that i will never marry
baby, i'm just soggy from the chemo
but counting down the days to go
it just aint livin
and i just hope you know
that if you say goodbye today
i'd ask you to be true
cause the hardest part of this is leaving you
cause the hardest part of this is leaving you
Tuesday, 21 November 2006
Monday, 20 November 2006
And right now they're building a coffin your size
MOHD RINA! NK KENE BLASAH? NK TGK "ANTU"? XYAH TUNGGU PAMERAN ANTU DLM BALANG. NIH LIVE, NO BARRIER. BIASA ADE 1, KALI NI ADE 2. HUH!
deep breath, fuhhh! *calms down*
semlm lps subuh pi muazam. mak nk sgt jumpe ajib sblum dia start paper spm. bg air, kueh siput, itu ini, "buat bebaik", yada yada yada. lps zuhr, babai², gerak pi kemaman.
5.30pm sampai umah along. cucu skang dh masuk nusery. mula kata nk tido sana. tp atas sbb² tertentu, kami blk gak lps maghrib. dan wa xpatut kasi abah drive mlm *sakit kpalak wa duk tekejut manjang* apekn daya blakang wa kejung. benti kt r&r t'loh. amik angin, buang angin, pekena neskopi tin *kembali menjd teraju utama* sampai umah 12am. pehh! melepek dol!
arini, punye la smangat, org tu kata nk blk sini. "apakn daya, dh takdir". ade bau² durhaka? ahh! bak kata kakngah, wa peduli hape =P rase nk pi potong rambut la. tp gile lama tunggu panjang nih. sayang la plak...
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No time for goodbye he said
As he faded away
Don't put your life in someone's hands
Their bound to steal it away
Don't hide your mistakes
'Cause they'll find you, burn you
Then he said
If you want to get out alive
Run for your life
If you want to get out alive
Run for your life
This is my last time she said
As she faded away
It's hard to imagine
But one day you'll end up like me
Then she said
If you want to get out alive
Run for your life
If you want to get out alive
Run for your life
If you want to get out alive (If you want to get out alive)
Run for your life (Life)
If you want to get out alive (If you want to get out alive)
Run for your life
If I stay it won't be long
Till I'm burning on the inside
If I go I can only hope
That I make it to the other side
If you want to get out alive
Run for your life
If you want to get out alive
Hold on for
If you want to get out alive (If you want to get out alive)
Run for your life
If you want to get out alive (If you want to get out alive)
Hold on for
If I stay, it won't be long
Till I'm burning on the inside
If I go I can only hope
That I make it to the other side
If I stay, it won't be long
Till I'm burning on the inside
If I go, if I go
Burning on the inside!
deep breath, fuhhh! *calms down*
semlm lps subuh pi muazam. mak nk sgt jumpe ajib sblum dia start paper spm. bg air, kueh siput, itu ini, "buat bebaik", yada yada yada. lps zuhr, babai², gerak pi kemaman.
5.30pm sampai umah along. cucu skang dh masuk nusery. mula kata nk tido sana. tp atas sbb² tertentu, kami blk gak lps maghrib. dan wa xpatut kasi abah drive mlm *sakit kpalak wa duk tekejut manjang* apekn daya blakang wa kejung. benti kt r&r t'loh. amik angin, buang angin, pekena neskopi tin *kembali menjd teraju utama* sampai umah 12am. pehh! melepek dol!
arini, punye la smangat, org tu kata nk blk sini. "apakn daya, dh takdir". ade bau² durhaka? ahh! bak kata kakngah, wa peduli hape =P rase nk pi potong rambut la. tp gile lama tunggu panjang nih. sayang la plak...
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No time for goodbye he said
As he faded away
Don't put your life in someone's hands
Their bound to steal it away
Don't hide your mistakes
'Cause they'll find you, burn you
Then he said
If you want to get out alive
Run for your life
If you want to get out alive
Run for your life
This is my last time she said
As she faded away
It's hard to imagine
But one day you'll end up like me
Then she said
If you want to get out alive
Run for your life
If you want to get out alive
Run for your life
If you want to get out alive (If you want to get out alive)
Run for your life (Life)
If you want to get out alive (If you want to get out alive)
Run for your life
If I stay it won't be long
Till I'm burning on the inside
If I go I can only hope
That I make it to the other side
If you want to get out alive
Run for your life
If you want to get out alive
Hold on for
If you want to get out alive (If you want to get out alive)
Run for your life
If you want to get out alive (If you want to get out alive)
Hold on for
If I stay, it won't be long
Till I'm burning on the inside
If I go I can only hope
That I make it to the other side
If I stay, it won't be long
Till I'm burning on the inside
If I go, if I go
Burning on the inside!
Friday, 10 November 2006
And when you go don't return to me, my love
ari yg membosankn. punye la awal wa bgn. internet connection cam tutttt!! sampai ke tgh ari. disco jek manjang. siang² pon lyn disco =P wa menci btul. bile elok, ASIK LYN KAKNGAHHHHH JEK! :D ade bau² durhaka? "buku baru" dibuka dgn niat utk dipenuhkn kan *miahamuahaha* raye aji nnt wa mintak ampun lg ye kakngah ye >:)
pastu, tiba²! teng teng teng... wa rasa nk blk umah. wa pon blk. sempat bg brg kt member, tot tet tot tet ngumpat, 9pm wa blah. jamming dr pandan indah?! atuk dia cun la!! dh mlm oi! jamming lg?! tsk tsk. singgah mcd lg *wajib!* 11.30pm sampai sini. dkt smpg bkt fraser ade pak polisi tahan. dia bleh lama tenung wa cam dia xpenah tgk spesis wa. camne tu? wa siap tegur "ngape pakcik?!" baru dia kata jln *huh*
mak abah xtau wa nk blk. tehee seb baikkkk xkene marah. kalo x, masuk paper "sorg ank dipakse tido luar oleh kedua ibu bapa" geleng kpale...
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Mama we all go to hell
Mama we all go to hell
I'm writing this letter and wishing you well
Mama we all go to hell
Mama we're all gonna die
Mama we're all gonna die
Stop asking me questions, I'd hate to see you cry
Mama we're all gonna die
And when we go don't blame us
We let the fire just bathe us
You made us oh so famous
We’ll never let you go
And when you go don't return to me my love
Mama we're all full of lies
Mama we're meant for the flies
And right now they're building a coffin your size
Mama we're all full of lies
Well mother what the war did to my legs and to my tongue
You should have raised a baby girl
I should have been a better son
If you could coddle the infection, they can amputate at once
You should have been
I could have been a better son
And when we go don't blame us
We let this fire just bathe us
You made us oh so famous
We'll never let you go
She said "You ain't no son of mine"
For what you done they're gonna find
A place for you and just you mind your manners when you go
And when you go don't return to me my love
That's right
Mama we all go to hell
Mama we all go to hell
It’s really quite pleasant except for the smell
Mama we all go to hell
Mama, Mama, Mama
And if you would call me your sweetheart
I'd maybe then sing you a song
But there's shit that I've done with this fuck of a gun
You would cry out your eyes all night long
We’re damned after all
Through fortune and flame we fall
And if you can stay that I’ll show you the way
To return from the ashes you call
We all carry on
When our brothers in arms are gone
So raise your glass high for tomorrow we die
And return from the ashes you call
Monday, 6 November 2006
Lets end it on this
dh puas melepaskn kerinduan pd kg halaman, I'm back!! :D wa akhirnya telah pulang ke pangkal jln *tp bak kata kakngah, raya sebln. cuti la sebln!* =P masa utk ngadap final exam + submit asgmt + projek.
blk pg sbb nk pi open house kaklong. kakngah buat janji karam singh walia *wa majuk lg tau!* >:P kata nk tunggu wa kt mobil. wa menci. kaklong buat open house beramai² ngan kwn² dia, kt umah kak syidah. nasibbbb wa ingat jln ke umah tu. abg ngan kak ct pon ade.
letih dh mkn, pi jln² cari pasal ngan kakngah. midvalley! masuk speedy capai mcr's black parade *yeah yeah* pastu masuk sinma kakngah cari rantai. isk! cam pompuan! wa rase cam wa salah masuk kedai pon ade =P saje la plak jln tower records kan. MCR TU ADE LIMITED EDITION NYE!! tp rege rm200. cis cis dan cis lg. ade sape² nk blanje? *tehee* wa menci btul.
dlm 5pm jon jmpt kakngah. wa mls blk lg, pi mph. mlm ni menu dinner wa - plastik mph. fresh! *geleng kpale* ade benda lupe beli. jadah aram beads yg huruf² susun buat gelang/keychain etc. next time!
kaklong, jgn lupe mende wa ckp td siang. nk lekas setel, lekas la blk ye...
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Go!
To un-explain the unforgivable,
Drain all the blood and give the kids a show.
By streetlight, this dark night, a séance down below,
There's things that I have done,
You never should ever know
And without you is how I disappear,
And live my life alone forever now.
And without you is how I disappear,
And live my life alone forever now.
Who walks among the famous living dead,
Drowns all the boys and girls inside your bed.
And if you could talk to me, tell me if it's so,
That all the good girls go to heaven.
Well, heaven knows
That without you is how I disappear
And live my life alone forever now.
And without you is how I disappear
And live my life alone forever now.
Can you hear me cry out to you?
Words I thought I'd choke on, figure out.
I'm really not so with you anymore,
I'm just a ghost,
So I can't hurt you anymore,
So I can't hurt you anymore!
And now, you wanna see how far down I can sink?
Let me go, FUCK!
So, you can, well now so, you can
I'm so far away from you.
Well now so, you can.
And without you is how I disappear
And without you is how I disappear
(Woah ooo...)
And without you is how I disappear
And without you is how I disappear
Forever, forever now
blk pg sbb nk pi open house kaklong. kakngah buat janji karam singh walia *wa majuk lg tau!* >:P kata nk tunggu wa kt mobil. wa menci. kaklong buat open house beramai² ngan kwn² dia, kt umah kak syidah. nasibbbb wa ingat jln ke umah tu. abg ngan kak ct pon ade.
letih dh mkn, pi jln² cari pasal ngan kakngah. midvalley! masuk speedy capai mcr's black parade *yeah yeah* pastu masuk sinma kakngah cari rantai. isk! cam pompuan! wa rase cam wa salah masuk kedai pon ade =P saje la plak jln tower records kan. MCR TU ADE LIMITED EDITION NYE!! tp rege rm200. cis cis dan cis lg. ade sape² nk blanje? *tehee* wa menci btul.
dlm 5pm jon jmpt kakngah. wa mls blk lg, pi mph. mlm ni menu dinner wa - plastik mph. fresh! *geleng kpale* ade benda lupe beli. jadah aram beads yg huruf² susun buat gelang/keychain etc. next time!
kaklong, jgn lupe mende wa ckp td siang. nk lekas setel, lekas la blk ye...
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Go!
To un-explain the unforgivable,
Drain all the blood and give the kids a show.
By streetlight, this dark night, a séance down below,
There's things that I have done,
You never should ever know
And without you is how I disappear,
And live my life alone forever now.
And without you is how I disappear,
And live my life alone forever now.
Who walks among the famous living dead,
Drowns all the boys and girls inside your bed.
And if you could talk to me, tell me if it's so,
That all the good girls go to heaven.
Well, heaven knows
That without you is how I disappear
And live my life alone forever now.
And without you is how I disappear
And live my life alone forever now.
Can you hear me cry out to you?
Words I thought I'd choke on, figure out.
I'm really not so with you anymore,
I'm just a ghost,
So I can't hurt you anymore,
So I can't hurt you anymore!
And now, you wanna see how far down I can sink?
Let me go, FUCK!
So, you can, well now so, you can
I'm so far away from you.
Well now so, you can.
And without you is how I disappear
And without you is how I disappear
(Woah ooo...)
And without you is how I disappear
And without you is how I disappear
Forever, forever now
Monday, 30 October 2006
Lie too much
my 2006 raya epic...
Oct 20:
mlm tuh wa ngan kakngah tido umah kaklong. altho', kakngah xla "tido". dia buat projek underground ;) tuh kene tanye kakngah =P sahur 4am kt bangsar (?) ngan dira. ke kak dira? *slmt berkenalan* :D
Oct 21:
masing² tido xbape cukup. kakngah la teruk, 2jam jek kot. tuh la, buat lg projek underground =P dlm 9am gerak dr tmpt kaklong menuju ke kg halaman. OKC dijalanan! OKC tu kaklong kata makne nye OZZA's Kelisa Club. cik keli kaklong, cik keli kakngah, cik keli wa. pergh! cam italian job wa ckp lu. ape lg kami membontoti kaklong kn. kaklong dia mmg buat jln tuh cam ade cop OZZA situ :D wa suke jek. bederet jek keta kami kan - silver/putih/silver. gile rapat², xkasi org overtake di antara kami =P
tunggu jon kt tol gombak. kalo italian job tu, dia dpt elak traffic kn. tp kami xterdaye la plak. lyn headbangin sbb jamming *muakakaka* sampai kt janda baik tu, lalu ikut jln lame. "iklan: ade segolongan chinese nih bwk BMW & MERC convertible. wa chop bmw itam tu ye!" jln lame lengang. mmg jd jln kami, cam xbiasa =P sampai bntg jon masuk hiway smule, kami meneruskn italian job kami.
start jamming smule dkt simpang mempaga, kot. wa pon bkn ingat ngat which is which. sume org nk blk kg kn, so ape salah nye kalo jln je tanpa memotong kn. driver² hak cerdik pandai nih, lalu kt bahu jln belah kiri. menyesakkan lg pon ade sbenarnye. sbb kt dpn nun nnt dia nk masuk smule kan. haa kaklong dgn bangga nya block bahu jln tuh. mule wa ingat dia nk ikut jugak lalu situ kn. dia belok, btul ke kiri, bile keta dpn stop dia pon stop. kakngah pon ngikut jugak. wa saje makin ke tgh. maka yg dikiri xdpt jln. yg motong di tgh, xbleh masuk dkt² kami jugak. miahamuahahahahaha
well, OKC mmg kejam. yg memotong tu lg kejam sbenarnye. lek la beb! sume org pon blk kg. kalo jln jek sebaris, kn lancar. pak polisi nye kebab. dh dkt smpg bkt fraser tu baru la muncul. baru la xde yg berani nk memotong kan.
1pm sampai umah. kaklong kakngah xjd buke same. kesilapan teknikal yg xdpt dielakkan. mase salam korg nk blah tuh, bergenang air mata wa tau! wa menci! tu sbb wa xmau slm sgt =P cis cis dan cis lg :'(
oleh sbb mak ngan kaklong liza dh start menyiput from 11am lg. wa sampai tu trus tolong la. wa jugak yg smangat nk buat kan. baru siap 2kilo. ade lg 2kilo blum bancuh. sok sahur mak bancuh n kami menyiput lg.
Oct 22:
wa bgn lewat =P mlm td tido lmbt. sahur gile meriah. ramai org kan. danial pon dh jaga masa sahur tu. wa bangga btul dpt ank sdare bgn awal dr mak sdare :D menyiput 2nd round. another 2kilo. mmg berdedikasi la wa arini. mak abah buat rendang. eiii sbb pose kn, mnahan jek la bau rendang nye, bau kueh siput nye *tsk tsk*
wa dh xrase ibu jari wa oleh sbb penyiputan secara extreme. ingat nk buat almond london. tp tinggal esok jek dh sblum raye. nk kemas sket umah.
Oct 23:
kemas umah?! jadah aram atuk dia cun la! =P jd ari berehat. mmg seharian xbuat ape pon. siap bleh tido lg. along naik umah pak mentua. thn nih turn raye belah kaklong liza nye.
bebuka, tamat la ramadhan. sayu dol. umah senyap sbb xde haikal ngan danial. pastu ade plak citer aide BERKEMUNGKINAN BESAR xblk sini *sob sob sreh* sumpah! wa nangis gile² nangis. siap main sms ngan kakngah sambil tu :D
sbenarnye kn wa nk call. tp wa rase korg dgr wa nangis jek dr wa beckp *tehee* pastu ingat nk mms, wa baru jek sebut 'calamacikum' - wa nangis!! bleh? *aduhh*
Oct 24:
raya!!!! 3am wa dh jaga. pusing kiri kanan, 5am wa dh mandi *brrr! cejuk!* mak, abah, abg, ajib pi smayang raye. wa konon nye xpi sbb teman kak ct la *hark ptuih* malas pi jek sbenarnye :D kami tgk sultan smayang raye kt tv =P tema baju raye wa thn nih? BERANI MATI! jeng jeng jeng! *miahamuahaha*
along sefamili trun skejap. kami bersalaman ank branak. cam biasa, wa aje la pon yg nangis xtentu pasal. wa: "slmt ari raye mak, nani mintak maap - sob sob srehhh!". mak: "mak tau, awk tu nakal". SAMBIL GELAK dia ckp?! cis cis dan cis lg. kita punye la emo! *tsk tsk* abih mekap wa =P siap², along blah. kami pon blah pi blk karak.
umah wan, umah wan alang, umah wan ngah, umah wan de. pehh! sebu perot wa mkn lemang + rendang. mmg seharian xjumpe nasik biasa la! blk ptg tu mmg melepek. ngantuk + letih. mlm konon nye nk naik umah pakcik derus. abg, kak ct ngan ajib jek pi.
Oct 25:
ari kami menanti di umah. ari ujan. ujan rahmat. sbb bdk² xdpt dtg beraye *miahamuahaha* kalo x, kejap.. "salamekom!". jap lg, "salamekom!". xsampai 5min lg, "salamekom!". huh!
chu ani singgah umah. sedih jek, chu him dh xde :( pastu, teka sape sampai? *teng teng teng* moi beloved cousins! *peluk ciums* tanpa aide. makde jek ngan kaklong, kakngah, epit, anis. aide nih kn, wa majuk baru tau. xmau blk ktn pasni bleh? tp kalo aide buat rendang, wa baru blk *akakaka* :D
yg mnarik, wa x 'kebanjiran' tatkala memeluk makde *tgn kt dagu* kemajuan tuh! sbb dh bengkak mata mlm raye sensorg kn. puas la kot =P maklong ghiyut singgah jugak, tau makde ade sini. ujan kt luar, kt dlm pon "ujan" *geleng kpale*
yg paling sensasi - jon dtg?! yg paling kontroversi - jon panggil abah, "abah"?! wa suspek siot. cam wa kata dlm sms wa kt kakngah: hokme kalo xjd jugak, wa plak ganti aide - majuk xmau blk raub. bleh?
dlm 3.30pm gitu kot, abg ngan kak ct blk mlk. sume pon blk gak. wa baru ingat bleh duk lepak kn. tiba² makde dah ngan along faizal sampai. penuh perut wa merasa air nescafe jek 1ari nih *burppp*
Oct 26:
xde pe best pon. org karak dtg umah. aki alang, wan ngah, serta ahli kluarga yg wa xkenal sape *miahamuahaha* baru raye ke-3 wa dh durhaka *geleng kpale*
belah ptg pi umah mak ndak. langkah kanan kami siot! niat nk beraye jek. skali abg wan nye ade buat mkn². alhamdulillahhhh!
Oct 27:
ajib eksiden, bleh? saje jek cari glemer jd sebahagian drpd statistik =P ngan merc plak tuh! high taste siot! highhhh jugak blood pressure mak wa *geleng kpale*
teruk xteruk la kn. angka 8 la jugak tayar motor tu :D ajib nye lebam² sket, hadi selaku pembonceng kt blakang - TERBANG to the other side of the car. wa dpt byg kn. ala² citer hollywood la *tsk tsk*
bile dia citer blk slps kejadian tuh, mmg wa gelak guling². aiii la korg nih kn!
Oct 28:
"ehem²" singgah umah. diskus hal mummy monster. blum habih lg aa =P along blk kmaman dkt² noon - kata nk beli hoodie utk nani. mane nye?!
pastu mak ndak ank branak singgah. uihhh mmg teman seper-umpatan mak la tuh *jgn la sape² ajar mak ndak ngan MAK WA lyn frenster* =P riuh la kejap. ank abg wan yg sulong tu, geram jek wa nk picit². bagai dipam²!
abg wan tanye ngape plat keta wa 'K'. "ke ade kwn org kedah ni?" - cet! soklan xrelevan :D
Oct 29:
td pi anta ajib blk muazam. ikut bera. wa tension btul la jln tu. tp td sempat singgah tasik bera. xde la selawa yg disangka, gaye tasik kt tmn bkt koman tu jek =P kot tiba² berenang jek anaconda kan *tgk tv byk sgt* makde tanye xsinggah ktn ke. sob sob srehhh! lain kali ye makde ye.
jln ngale ke kolumpo jamming siot! tp xla sejamming biasa. takat beratur jek. org dh ramai blk awal kot. kt bntg wa kasi abah drive. blakang tengkorok wa dh keras. sampai umah 10pm mmg wa nmpk tilam jek dh. sempat tgk robots 15min gitu, pastu robots tgk wa. sedar² boogeyman tgh menjerit². budusss! kuuu semangat! tekejut tau *tsk*
mak abah dh bgn sahur. wa pose nxt week la. pose kt umah byk dugaan *miahamuahaha* sambung tido jap bleh? sok kakngah, awk online la sensorg ek. wa konpem membuta xhengat donia...
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Don't hear, don't deem.
Drown in before you dive.
Don't care, commit to your self destruction drive.
I kiss the ground with love beyond forever
Flip off the sky with bleeding fingers till I die
Enemy, take a one good look at me.
Eradicate what you'll always be
Your tainted flesh, polluted soul through a mirror I behold.
Throw a punch, shards bleed on the floor
Tearing me apart but I don't care anymore.
Should I regret or ask myself ARE YOU DEAD YET?
Wake up, don't cry.
Regenerate to deny the truth,
The fiction you live in blindfold your eyes.
Disclosure, self loathing.
This time you've gone too far.
Or could it be, my nemesis that you are me?
Enemy, take a one good look at me.
Eradicate what you'll always be
Your tainted flesh, polluted soul through a mirror I behold.
Throw a punch, shards bleed on the floor
Tearing me apart but I don't care anymore.
Should I regret or ask myself ARE YOU DEAD YET?
Oct 20:
mlm tuh wa ngan kakngah tido umah kaklong. altho', kakngah xla "tido". dia buat projek underground ;) tuh kene tanye kakngah =P sahur 4am kt bangsar (?) ngan dira. ke kak dira? *slmt berkenalan* :D
Oct 21:
masing² tido xbape cukup. kakngah la teruk, 2jam jek kot. tuh la, buat lg projek underground =P dlm 9am gerak dr tmpt kaklong menuju ke kg halaman. OKC dijalanan! OKC tu kaklong kata makne nye OZZA's Kelisa Club. cik keli kaklong, cik keli kakngah, cik keli wa. pergh! cam italian job wa ckp lu. ape lg kami membontoti kaklong kn. kaklong dia mmg buat jln tuh cam ade cop OZZA situ :D wa suke jek. bederet jek keta kami kan - silver/putih/silver. gile rapat², xkasi org overtake di antara kami =P
tunggu jon kt tol gombak. kalo italian job tu, dia dpt elak traffic kn. tp kami xterdaye la plak. lyn headbangin sbb jamming *muakakaka* sampai kt janda baik tu, lalu ikut jln lame. "iklan: ade segolongan chinese nih bwk BMW & MERC convertible. wa chop bmw itam tu ye!" jln lame lengang. mmg jd jln kami, cam xbiasa =P sampai bntg jon masuk hiway smule, kami meneruskn italian job kami.
start jamming smule dkt simpang mempaga, kot. wa pon bkn ingat ngat which is which. sume org nk blk kg kn, so ape salah nye kalo jln je tanpa memotong kn. driver² hak cerdik pandai nih, lalu kt bahu jln belah kiri. menyesakkan lg pon ade sbenarnye. sbb kt dpn nun nnt dia nk masuk smule kan. haa kaklong dgn bangga nya block bahu jln tuh. mule wa ingat dia nk ikut jugak lalu situ kn. dia belok, btul ke kiri, bile keta dpn stop dia pon stop. kakngah pon ngikut jugak. wa saje makin ke tgh. maka yg dikiri xdpt jln. yg motong di tgh, xbleh masuk dkt² kami jugak. miahamuahahahahaha
well, OKC mmg kejam. yg memotong tu lg kejam sbenarnye. lek la beb! sume org pon blk kg. kalo jln jek sebaris, kn lancar. pak polisi nye kebab. dh dkt smpg bkt fraser tu baru la muncul. baru la xde yg berani nk memotong kan.
1pm sampai umah. kaklong kakngah xjd buke same. kesilapan teknikal yg xdpt dielakkan. mase salam korg nk blah tuh, bergenang air mata wa tau! wa menci! tu sbb wa xmau slm sgt =P cis cis dan cis lg :'(
oleh sbb mak ngan kaklong liza dh start menyiput from 11am lg. wa sampai tu trus tolong la. wa jugak yg smangat nk buat kan. baru siap 2kilo. ade lg 2kilo blum bancuh. sok sahur mak bancuh n kami menyiput lg.
Oct 22:
wa bgn lewat =P mlm td tido lmbt. sahur gile meriah. ramai org kan. danial pon dh jaga masa sahur tu. wa bangga btul dpt ank sdare bgn awal dr mak sdare :D menyiput 2nd round. another 2kilo. mmg berdedikasi la wa arini. mak abah buat rendang. eiii sbb pose kn, mnahan jek la bau rendang nye, bau kueh siput nye *tsk tsk*
wa dh xrase ibu jari wa oleh sbb penyiputan secara extreme. ingat nk buat almond london. tp tinggal esok jek dh sblum raye. nk kemas sket umah.
Oct 23:
kemas umah?! jadah aram atuk dia cun la! =P jd ari berehat. mmg seharian xbuat ape pon. siap bleh tido lg. along naik umah pak mentua. thn nih turn raye belah kaklong liza nye.
bebuka, tamat la ramadhan. sayu dol. umah senyap sbb xde haikal ngan danial. pastu ade plak citer aide BERKEMUNGKINAN BESAR xblk sini *sob sob sreh* sumpah! wa nangis gile² nangis. siap main sms ngan kakngah sambil tu :D
sbenarnye kn wa nk call. tp wa rase korg dgr wa nangis jek dr wa beckp *tehee* pastu ingat nk mms, wa baru jek sebut 'calamacikum' - wa nangis!! bleh? *aduhh*
Oct 24:
raya!!!! 3am wa dh jaga. pusing kiri kanan, 5am wa dh mandi *brrr! cejuk!* mak, abah, abg, ajib pi smayang raye. wa konon nye xpi sbb teman kak ct la *hark ptuih* malas pi jek sbenarnye :D kami tgk sultan smayang raye kt tv =P tema baju raye wa thn nih? BERANI MATI! jeng jeng jeng! *miahamuahaha*
along sefamili trun skejap. kami bersalaman ank branak. cam biasa, wa aje la pon yg nangis xtentu pasal. wa: "slmt ari raye mak, nani mintak maap - sob sob srehhh!". mak: "mak tau, awk tu nakal". SAMBIL GELAK dia ckp?! cis cis dan cis lg. kita punye la emo! *tsk tsk* abih mekap wa =P siap², along blah. kami pon blah pi blk karak.
umah wan, umah wan alang, umah wan ngah, umah wan de. pehh! sebu perot wa mkn lemang + rendang. mmg seharian xjumpe nasik biasa la! blk ptg tu mmg melepek. ngantuk + letih. mlm konon nye nk naik umah pakcik derus. abg, kak ct ngan ajib jek pi.
Oct 25:
ari kami menanti di umah. ari ujan. ujan rahmat. sbb bdk² xdpt dtg beraye *miahamuahaha* kalo x, kejap.. "salamekom!". jap lg, "salamekom!". xsampai 5min lg, "salamekom!". huh!
chu ani singgah umah. sedih jek, chu him dh xde :( pastu, teka sape sampai? *teng teng teng* moi beloved cousins! *peluk ciums* tanpa aide. makde jek ngan kaklong, kakngah, epit, anis. aide nih kn, wa majuk baru tau. xmau blk ktn pasni bleh? tp kalo aide buat rendang, wa baru blk *akakaka* :D
yg mnarik, wa x 'kebanjiran' tatkala memeluk makde *tgn kt dagu* kemajuan tuh! sbb dh bengkak mata mlm raye sensorg kn. puas la kot =P maklong ghiyut singgah jugak, tau makde ade sini. ujan kt luar, kt dlm pon "ujan" *geleng kpale*
yg paling sensasi - jon dtg?! yg paling kontroversi - jon panggil abah, "abah"?! wa suspek siot. cam wa kata dlm sms wa kt kakngah: hokme kalo xjd jugak, wa plak ganti aide - majuk xmau blk raub. bleh?
dlm 3.30pm gitu kot, abg ngan kak ct blk mlk. sume pon blk gak. wa baru ingat bleh duk lepak kn. tiba² makde dah ngan along faizal sampai. penuh perut wa merasa air nescafe jek 1ari nih *burppp*
Oct 26:
xde pe best pon. org karak dtg umah. aki alang, wan ngah, serta ahli kluarga yg wa xkenal sape *miahamuahaha* baru raye ke-3 wa dh durhaka *geleng kpale*
belah ptg pi umah mak ndak. langkah kanan kami siot! niat nk beraye jek. skali abg wan nye ade buat mkn². alhamdulillahhhh!
Oct 27:
ajib eksiden, bleh? saje jek cari glemer jd sebahagian drpd statistik =P ngan merc plak tuh! high taste siot! highhhh jugak blood pressure mak wa *geleng kpale*
teruk xteruk la kn. angka 8 la jugak tayar motor tu :D ajib nye lebam² sket, hadi selaku pembonceng kt blakang - TERBANG to the other side of the car. wa dpt byg kn. ala² citer hollywood la *tsk tsk*
bile dia citer blk slps kejadian tuh, mmg wa gelak guling². aiii la korg nih kn!
Oct 28:
"ehem²" singgah umah. diskus hal mummy monster. blum habih lg aa =P along blk kmaman dkt² noon - kata nk beli hoodie utk nani. mane nye?!
pastu mak ndak ank branak singgah. uihhh mmg teman seper-umpatan mak la tuh *jgn la sape² ajar mak ndak ngan MAK WA lyn frenster* =P riuh la kejap. ank abg wan yg sulong tu, geram jek wa nk picit². bagai dipam²!
abg wan tanye ngape plat keta wa 'K'. "ke ade kwn org kedah ni?" - cet! soklan xrelevan :D
Oct 29:
td pi anta ajib blk muazam. ikut bera. wa tension btul la jln tu. tp td sempat singgah tasik bera. xde la selawa yg disangka, gaye tasik kt tmn bkt koman tu jek =P kot tiba² berenang jek anaconda kan *tgk tv byk sgt* makde tanye xsinggah ktn ke. sob sob srehhh! lain kali ye makde ye.
jln ngale ke kolumpo jamming siot! tp xla sejamming biasa. takat beratur jek. org dh ramai blk awal kot. kt bntg wa kasi abah drive. blakang tengkorok wa dh keras. sampai umah 10pm mmg wa nmpk tilam jek dh. sempat tgk robots 15min gitu, pastu robots tgk wa. sedar² boogeyman tgh menjerit². budusss! kuuu semangat! tekejut tau *tsk*
mak abah dh bgn sahur. wa pose nxt week la. pose kt umah byk dugaan *miahamuahaha* sambung tido jap bleh? sok kakngah, awk online la sensorg ek. wa konpem membuta xhengat donia...
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Don't hear, don't deem.
Drown in before you dive.
Don't care, commit to your self destruction drive.
I kiss the ground with love beyond forever
Flip off the sky with bleeding fingers till I die
Enemy, take a one good look at me.
Eradicate what you'll always be
Your tainted flesh, polluted soul through a mirror I behold.
Throw a punch, shards bleed on the floor
Tearing me apart but I don't care anymore.
Should I regret or ask myself ARE YOU DEAD YET?
Wake up, don't cry.
Regenerate to deny the truth,
The fiction you live in blindfold your eyes.
Disclosure, self loathing.
This time you've gone too far.
Or could it be, my nemesis that you are me?
Enemy, take a one good look at me.
Eradicate what you'll always be
Your tainted flesh, polluted soul through a mirror I behold.
Throw a punch, shards bleed on the floor
Tearing me apart but I don't care anymore.
Should I regret or ask myself ARE YOU DEAD YET?
Wednesday, 18 October 2006
But you insist that I don't exist
bleh? tehee...
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If you feel, so empty so used up,
so let down, if you feel,
so angry, so ripped off,
so stepped on,
youre not the only one,
refusing, to back down,
youre not the only one, so get up!
Lets start a riot, a riot lets start a riot,
lets start a riot, a riot, lets start a riot,
if you feel, sofilthy so dirty, so fucked up
if you feel, so walked on, so hateful, so pissed off,
youre not the only one, refusing, to back down,
youre not the, only one, so get up!
Lets start a riot, a riot lets start a riot
lets start a riot, a riot lets start a riot...
if you feel, so empty, so used up, so let down
if you feel, so angry, just get up!
Sunday, 15 October 2006
Every breath leaves me one less to my last
umi nih nk kene blasah. xjd pi kasitau la 5jam awal. seb baik wa baru lps tol sg. besi. kalo x, mmg wa naik umah blasah awk dulu baru wa blk =P
blk merempit :D ngantuk sbenarnye. jgn sok² sampai saman jek dh. ade 1 roadblock kt exit tol bntg. kt lee rubber 1, pastu kt slekoh maut jln baru *lori slalu parking tuh* potong stim daa. jauh skit sambung smule kan *miahamuahaha*
sampai umah, abah ngecat pintu. aisyoo! wa pening siot! kn dh ade odourless paint skang *ako mustapa tehee* apesal xpakai?! sampai skang bau! lemas.. lemas...
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in the sunlight of your smile
in the summer of our life
in the magic of love
storms above scattered away
lovers dreaming in the night
reaching for paradise
but as the dark shadows fade
love slips away
on an empty stretch of beach
in the pattern of the waves
drawing pictures with my hand
in the sand, I see your face
skipping pebbles on the sea
wishing for Paradise
sand castles crumble below
the restless tides ebb and flow
listening to a shell
hoping for your voice
beautiful Maria of my soul
though we'll always be apart
locked forever in a dream
if I ever love again
even then, nothing will change
and the taste of you remains
clinging to Paradise
but as the distance from you grows
all that my heart ever knows
hunger for your kiss
longing for your touch
beautiful Maria of my soul
filling all my nights
haunting all my days
beautiful Maria of my soul
blk merempit :D ngantuk sbenarnye. jgn sok² sampai saman jek dh. ade 1 roadblock kt exit tol bntg. kt lee rubber 1, pastu kt slekoh maut jln baru *lori slalu parking tuh* potong stim daa. jauh skit sambung smule kan *miahamuahaha*
sampai umah, abah ngecat pintu. aisyoo! wa pening siot! kn dh ade odourless paint skang *ako mustapa tehee* apesal xpakai?! sampai skang bau! lemas.. lemas...
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in the sunlight of your smile
in the summer of our life
in the magic of love
storms above scattered away
lovers dreaming in the night
reaching for paradise
but as the dark shadows fade
love slips away
on an empty stretch of beach
in the pattern of the waves
drawing pictures with my hand
in the sand, I see your face
skipping pebbles on the sea
wishing for Paradise
sand castles crumble below
the restless tides ebb and flow
listening to a shell
hoping for your voice
beautiful Maria of my soul
though we'll always be apart
locked forever in a dream
if I ever love again
even then, nothing will change
and the taste of you remains
clinging to Paradise
but as the distance from you grows
all that my heart ever knows
hunger for your kiss
longing for your touch
beautiful Maria of my soul
filling all my nights
haunting all my days
beautiful Maria of my soul
Saturday, 14 October 2006
Cold to how you feel
baru blk kuar mkn ngan kakngah. pi mcd bdr utama *24hrs ok* =P ramai org dol! dh tgh² mlm. ingatkn kami jek. mengurangkn pahle pose kami sampai kul 1am. pastu blah :D uptown kn dh tuka tmpt. kakngah xtau ktner. kalo x, bleh gak kami jenjln. nvm, nxt time. mcm xbiasa *miahamuahaha*
siang nnt nk pi jln tar plak. BWK kakngah pi cari baju raye. wa baru tau jon xsuke jln tmpt² camtu. sesak. wa pon xsuke. tp tuh la syurga baju raye =P sok kalo dh sampai MLM RAYE baru nk cari baju? gedeboih la *akakaka* dia sendiri pon mls bejln sbenar nye. sok silap² dh jumpe yg dkt, capai jek =P
agak² kedai cd dlm campble sok bukak awal x? mintak² la bukak! aminnnn...
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I can't escape this hell
So many times I've tried
But I'm still caged inside
Somebody get me through this nightmare
I can't control myself
So what if you can see
The darkest side of me
No one would ever change this animal I have become
Help me believe,
It's not the real me
Somebody help me tame this animal (this animal x's 2)
I can't escape myself
So many times I've lied
But there's still rage inside
Somebody get me through this nightmare
I can't control myself
So what if you can see
The darkest side of me
No one would ever change this animal I have become
Help me believe,
It's not the real me
Somebody help me tame this animal I have become
Help me believe,
It's not the real me
Somebody help me tame this animal
Somebody help me through this nightmare
I can't control myself
Somebody wake me from this nightmare
I can't escape this hell
This Animal
siang nnt nk pi jln tar plak. BWK kakngah pi cari baju raye. wa baru tau jon xsuke jln tmpt² camtu. sesak. wa pon xsuke. tp tuh la syurga baju raye =P sok kalo dh sampai MLM RAYE baru nk cari baju? gedeboih la *akakaka* dia sendiri pon mls bejln sbenar nye. sok silap² dh jumpe yg dkt, capai jek =P
agak² kedai cd dlm campble sok bukak awal x? mintak² la bukak! aminnnn...
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I can't escape this hell
So many times I've tried
But I'm still caged inside
Somebody get me through this nightmare
I can't control myself
So what if you can see
The darkest side of me
No one would ever change this animal I have become
Help me believe,
It's not the real me
Somebody help me tame this animal (this animal x's 2)
I can't escape myself
So many times I've lied
But there's still rage inside
Somebody get me through this nightmare
I can't control myself
So what if you can see
The darkest side of me
No one would ever change this animal I have become
Help me believe,
It's not the real me
Somebody help me tame this animal I have become
Help me believe,
It's not the real me
Somebody help me tame this animal
Somebody help me through this nightmare
I can't control myself
Somebody wake me from this nightmare
I can't escape this hell
This Animal
Wednesday, 11 October 2006
But I'm still caged inside
lame xjumpe maRk. td kuar ngan dia pi midv. 8.45pm jemput kt lrt U. midv pon ala² nk tutup kn. kami xlama pon. masuk tower records dulu *sahur mkn cd* pastu maRk beli sluar jeans. wa nk gak! xpe, nxt week ye maRk! hoh nk cari tudung lg kan?! *adei*
dkt kul 10 gitu - kedai² pon dh tutup², kami pon blah. sambil anta maRk blk singgah mcd jln phg. peh! sudah tuka ka? wa dh xkenal isi mcd tuh. betapa lamenye xsinggah situ. lame gak la lepak situ. mkn, ngumpat, menyelampit, mkn lg, ngumpat lg. kul 12 jugak la baru kami gerak.
blk td saje wa drive slow². sronok rupenye. walopun jerebu kn. sunyi, aman jek. bile kene time nye la. kalo time jam, xde nye aman de =P 1.15am wa sampai umah - parking dkt ngan pakgad dh penuh! cis! bln pose ni sume org baik plak. kalo x, ni la time paling afdhal diorg nk kuar.
ngantuk. tp lps subuh kang la baru tido. sok bkn ade klas pon. td kakngah cuti, tinggal kn wa sensorg terkontang-kanting. haa sok wa plak mengontang-kanting kan dia *bm wa 4 jek aritu* :D majuk dh ibu nih, umi...
I'm looking at you through the glass,
don't know how much time has passed
Oh God it feels like forever,
but no one ever tells you that
Forever feels like home,
sitting all alone inside your head...
Cause I'm looking at you through the glass,
don't know how much time has passed
All I know is that it feels like forever,
but no one ever tells you that
Forever feels like home,
sitting all alone inside your head...
How do you feel?
That is the question...
But I forget you don't expect an easy answer
When something like a soul becomes initialized and folded up like
Paper dolls and little notes, you can't expect a bit of hope
And while you're outside looking in,
describing what you see
Remember what you're staring at is me
Cause I'm looking at you through the glass,
don't know how much time has passed
All I know is that it feels like forever,
but no one ever tells you that
Forever feels like home,
sitting all alone inside your head...
How much is real?
So much to question
An epidemic of the mannequins contaminating everything
We thought came from the heart - but never did right from the start
Just listen to the noises - null and void instead of voices
Before you tell yourself
It's just a different scene
Remembering is just different from what you've seen
And it's the stars, the stars that shine for you
And it's the stars, the stars that lie to you
And it's the stars, the stars that shine for you
And it's the stars, the stars that lie to you
I'm looking at you through the glass,
don't know how much time has passed
Oh God it feels like forever, but no one ever tells you that
Forever feels like home,
sitting all alone inside your head
dkt kul 10 gitu - kedai² pon dh tutup², kami pon blah. sambil anta maRk blk singgah mcd jln phg. peh! sudah tuka ka? wa dh xkenal isi mcd tuh. betapa lamenye xsinggah situ. lame gak la lepak situ. mkn, ngumpat, menyelampit, mkn lg, ngumpat lg. kul 12 jugak la baru kami gerak.
blk td saje wa drive slow². sronok rupenye. walopun jerebu kn. sunyi, aman jek. bile kene time nye la. kalo time jam, xde nye aman de =P 1.15am wa sampai umah - parking dkt ngan pakgad dh penuh! cis! bln pose ni sume org baik plak. kalo x, ni la time paling afdhal diorg nk kuar.
ngantuk. tp lps subuh kang la baru tido. sok bkn ade klas pon. td kakngah cuti, tinggal kn wa sensorg terkontang-kanting. haa sok wa plak mengontang-kanting kan dia *bm wa 4 jek aritu* :D majuk dh ibu nih, umi...
I'm looking at you through the glass,
don't know how much time has passed
Oh God it feels like forever,
but no one ever tells you that
Forever feels like home,
sitting all alone inside your head...
Cause I'm looking at you through the glass,
don't know how much time has passed
All I know is that it feels like forever,
but no one ever tells you that
Forever feels like home,
sitting all alone inside your head...
How do you feel?
That is the question...
But I forget you don't expect an easy answer
When something like a soul becomes initialized and folded up like
Paper dolls and little notes, you can't expect a bit of hope
And while you're outside looking in,
describing what you see
Remember what you're staring at is me
Cause I'm looking at you through the glass,
don't know how much time has passed
All I know is that it feels like forever,
but no one ever tells you that
Forever feels like home,
sitting all alone inside your head...
How much is real?
So much to question
An epidemic of the mannequins contaminating everything
We thought came from the heart - but never did right from the start
Just listen to the noises - null and void instead of voices
Before you tell yourself
It's just a different scene
Remembering is just different from what you've seen
And it's the stars, the stars that shine for you
And it's the stars, the stars that lie to you
And it's the stars, the stars that shine for you
And it's the stars, the stars that lie to you
I'm looking at you through the glass,
don't know how much time has passed
Oh God it feels like forever, but no one ever tells you that
Forever feels like home,
sitting all alone inside your head
Monday, 9 October 2006
I don't believe in fairytales
pd korg² yg duk umah sewa kan. INGAT² LA KT TENANT YG LAIN WOI! hokme ingat, hokme jek duk sorg kt situh?! *isk isk isk* sorg bdk umah wa nih kn. rasenye dlm bilik tu dia sorg jek duduk. tp kalo letak pinggan mangkuk kotor kt dlm sink, mcm 1 kg dia jamu. pastu tinggal kt situ sminggu. clogging the sink la, dtg semut la, bau la. haa aritu, wa angkut sume letak bwh sink. arini pon wa angkat gak lg, letak pinggan mangkuk tuh bwh sink. esok luse? jgn ingat hangin mak tu xturun kt wa. wa humban satu² pinggan, mangkuk, periuk belanga minah tuh - dr tingkat 10 nih. tgk la. wa penah jerit 1umah sbb org amik slipa wa jek. ape jd? 5min kendian wa dpt slipa tuh. out of nowhere, muncul jek =P xcaye tanye maRk :D
moral of the story: jgn ingat wa senyap, wa akan "senyap" sampai bile².
enough ranting. weekend blk ktn ngan kakngah n jon. PANA siot! apesal? tanye jon *geleng kpale* dlm kul 8 wa gerak dr sini. niat nk pi midv nk cari brg. tiba² kakngah call, training kempo dia kensel. nk blk trus. cis! wa xmkn lg tau sbenarnye waktu tuh. so wa drive-thru mcd same kita reunion. kebetulan abg kaunter kita tuh jugak yg jage *adeih!* salah timing dol! dia sengih jek. abg kaunter: "2 large fries jek kak?" ekeke org nk cpt nih, bleh plak xcukup duit kertas. "duit syiling bleh kak?", "hee buat gayut ye" - hutaks lu mat! lapa nih, pronto! isk isk. tp sbb dia comel kn =P
dlm 9.45pm kot dr kl, sampai ktn midnight. anis xtido lagi! =P aide ade buat rendang ayam. dan oleh karena kakngah boikot ayam, wa jek la yg mentekedarah sepuas²nye :D burrppp!! mekacihhh maaf aide =) pastu ade pengat pisang lg! fuhh!
xde ape la pon kan. mummy xblk, keje la konon *wa nk durhaka lg nih kaklong. masuk buku! - tgk kalendar* lps keje? betenet? miahamuahaha. walopun kl tu jauh kaklong, kami tetap merasai aura² pertenetan tuh :D
dgr bdk² nih menyakat anis sampai tejerit terlolong. bukak "kelab judi islam" pukul 2pg *astaghafirullahhhh*
td 7am dh blk smule kl. kakngah grading kempo 10am. ha peciter kempo awk? sempat? I told you so. awk xcaye kita akan lmbt. degil! kakngah tido sepanjang jln. wa xtido, sbb jon ikut jln lame. wa dh lame xlalu jln tuh. wa rindu =)
lapa + ngantuk = mkn and then tido! muahaha...
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Lost in the sky
Clouds roll by and I roll with them
Arrows fly
Seas increase and then fall again
This world is spinning around me
This world is spinning without me
Every day sends future to past
Every breath leaves one less to my last
Watch the sparrow falling
Gives new meaning to it all
If not today nor yet tomorrow then some other day
I'll take seven lives for one
And then my only father's son
As sure as I ever did love him
I am not afraid
This world is spinning around me
The whole world keeps spinning around me
All life is future to past
Every breath leaves me one less to my last
Pull me under
Pull me under
Pull me under
I'm not afraid
All that I feel is honor and spite
All I can do is to set it right
Dust fills my eyes
Clouds roll by and I roll with them
Centuries cry
Orders fly and I fall again
This world is spinning inside me
The whole world is spinning inside of me
Every day sends future to past
Every step brings me closer to my last
Pull me under
Pull me under
Pull me under
I'm not afraid
Living my life too much in the sun
Only until your will is done
Oh that this too, too solid flesh would melt
moral of the story: jgn ingat wa senyap, wa akan "senyap" sampai bile².
enough ranting. weekend blk ktn ngan kakngah n jon. PANA siot! apesal? tanye jon *geleng kpale* dlm kul 8 wa gerak dr sini. niat nk pi midv nk cari brg. tiba² kakngah call, training kempo dia kensel. nk blk trus. cis! wa xmkn lg tau sbenarnye waktu tuh. so wa drive-thru mcd same kita reunion. kebetulan abg kaunter kita tuh jugak yg jage *adeih!* salah timing dol! dia sengih jek. abg kaunter: "2 large fries jek kak?" ekeke org nk cpt nih, bleh plak xcukup duit kertas. "duit syiling bleh kak?", "hee buat gayut ye" - hutaks lu mat! lapa nih, pronto! isk isk. tp sbb dia comel kn =P
dlm 9.45pm kot dr kl, sampai ktn midnight. anis xtido lagi! =P aide ade buat rendang ayam. dan oleh karena kakngah boikot ayam, wa jek la yg mentekedarah sepuas²nye :D burrppp!! mekacihhh maaf aide =) pastu ade pengat pisang lg! fuhh!
xde ape la pon kan. mummy xblk, keje la konon *wa nk durhaka lg nih kaklong. masuk buku! - tgk kalendar* lps keje? betenet? miahamuahaha. walopun kl tu jauh kaklong, kami tetap merasai aura² pertenetan tuh :D
dgr bdk² nih menyakat anis sampai tejerit terlolong. bukak "kelab judi islam" pukul 2pg *astaghafirullahhhh*
td 7am dh blk smule kl. kakngah grading kempo 10am. ha peciter kempo awk? sempat? I told you so. awk xcaye kita akan lmbt. degil! kakngah tido sepanjang jln. wa xtido, sbb jon ikut jln lame. wa dh lame xlalu jln tuh. wa rindu =)
lapa + ngantuk = mkn and then tido! muahaha...
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Lost in the sky
Clouds roll by and I roll with them
Arrows fly
Seas increase and then fall again
This world is spinning around me
This world is spinning without me
Every day sends future to past
Every breath leaves one less to my last
Watch the sparrow falling
Gives new meaning to it all
If not today nor yet tomorrow then some other day
I'll take seven lives for one
And then my only father's son
As sure as I ever did love him
I am not afraid
This world is spinning around me
The whole world keeps spinning around me
All life is future to past
Every breath leaves me one less to my last
Pull me under
Pull me under
Pull me under
I'm not afraid
All that I feel is honor and spite
All I can do is to set it right
Dust fills my eyes
Clouds roll by and I roll with them
Centuries cry
Orders fly and I fall again
This world is spinning inside me
The whole world is spinning inside of me
Every day sends future to past
Every step brings me closer to my last
Pull me under
Pull me under
Pull me under
I'm not afraid
Living my life too much in the sun
Only until your will is done
Oh that this too, too solid flesh would melt
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