I'm back in you-know-where!! yup. since wednesday, bwk maRk skali. muahahaha >:D sori pawie! next time orait! register subject ari kamis. pi 2nd session. mls pi pepg. mlm sblm nye pon tdo lewat. ngumpat ngan maRk. lama xjumpe nye psl. sume citer kuar, dr yg dulu diungkit2 sampai latest gosip. kalah la melodi! =P pas reg pi ronda putrajaya. slagi ada simpang kitorg msk. slagi xjumpe jln mati kitorg jln. yg xmnahan tuh, maRk slama² alam dia pi putrajaya, xpenah msk alamanda! wa yg baru kt sini pon, akak mcD tuh dh kenal muke wa ihiks!! :D pe lg kn. lpk la sejam dua. sblum tuh sempat gak pusing masjid putra - usha brader² amik gamba cam xpenah jumpe kamera. muakakaka ensem plak tuh kn! adei! =P~
arini seharian duk umah. qada' tdo! mlm td byk btul aktiviti. penoh ketupat 5periuk! maRk sempat mengandam lg. dh rupe opera cina wa dibuatnye. belah petang baru kuar. anta maRk blk krmt. singgah le JJ, jln² cari mkn. skali kn banner terentang "flat price"! "sale"! ya Allah! pe kan daya - no money no new baju la kan. lawa siotz! pandang² jeling² jek la *sob sob srehh!*
jln nye jln, around 11.30pm sampai umah. since then wa ngadap mende alah nih. bosan xtau nk buat pe. donlod lagu puas dh sampai xde space dh nih. jajan pon dh abih nk dimkn. kalo blk raub bleh gak lyn american idol ke, csi ke. season baru dh start plak tuh!! huwaa! :'( got no plan for tomorrow. silap² xkuar umah pon. hmm pi tower record pon best gak kn! lama dh xcari cd baru. sambil² bleh tgk buku citer mnarik. BEJLN JEK KEJE! =P
rite! i'm bored. download few more mp3, leave my com on till 4am. then sail to neverland...
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There goes my Valentine again
Soaked in Red for what she said
And Now shes gone!
Oh my god have i done it again,
there's a pulse and its deafening
I cant help what i hear in my head,
Its the switch that i flip they said,
Hand of Blood!
I dont wana feel like my heart is breaking,
Hand OF Blood!
I dont wana see that life is burning
I saw you look away,
is what you've seen to much to take or are you blind and seeing nothing.
(I saw you run)I saw you run away,
Is what ive done to much to take or are you scared of being nothing.
Theres a stain on my hand, and its red
Oh my god, am i losing it?
I cant help what I've done or I've said
It's the button i push
Hand of Blood!
i dont wana feel like my heart is breaking,
Hand OF Blood!
I dont wana see that my life is burning.
I saw you look away,
Is what youve seen to much to take or are you blind and seeing nothing.
(I saw you run away) I saw you run away,
Is what ive done to much to take or are you scared of being nothing
Saturday, 18 February 2006
Haven't you people ever heard of closing a goddamn door
Friday, 3 February 2006
Stuck in a dream, a nightmare full of sorrow
it has been a fun/happy week for me, this CNY. everybody's home! my 3 bros (altho, along's staying at his mertua's) not that far la, atas bkt nun jek. jerit pon bole =P oh before that, me, abah & mak pi jmpt adik kt hentian putra. dia nk je blk sendri. tp mak ngan abah tuh takut benar nk mlepaskn ank dia yg seko nih. nk gak pi jmpt! ha skali pi jmpt byk la plak ngomel nye. jam la, panas la, sesak la, ramai org la. ni nk ngumpat nih! tp parents sendri la plak kn. ade yg tebkr dpn kaabah nih kang! AMPUN!!
nk dijadikn citer, kitorg pon same² la tperangkap dlm jam org blk kg. biadapzZ! kejung kaki wa 2mlm!!! plak tuh ramei la mangkukz² ayun yg drive cam dia sorg jek nk blk kg!! polis pon satu, time org bederet tuh la dia buat roadblock. mak dia cun aa!! pasnih, "ajib! blk sendri! mls kakde jmpt!" muahahahahahahahahahahahaha >:D
on wednesday kami ramei² pi muazam anta mohd nih. fortunately, abg bwk keta! on da way, singgah ktn. tp aide makde pi jmpt yoi. kakngah n epit je ade. aduii! lame gile rase xjumpe awk kakngah! wa rindu giler! peluks²! seb la makde xde. kalo x, ari tuh ktn diisytihar TSUNAMI. :'( epit looked slimmer than last time we met. dh meninggi kot. kaklong? M.I.A!!! oi! cpt aa tuka keje. cari keje yg 'waktu org', nih keje 'waktu bigfoot' dh le susah nk jumpe! muekekekeke =P~
orait it's late (3a.m? late?!! kalo dolu² nih la waktu plg afdal kuar lpk projet!) tp kt kg halaman nih ape yg ade pepg buta nih ;-) gonna watch american idol rerun again. cracks me up!! 8-D nite everyone...
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Girl and the Ghost
Sit in the Corner
Girl and the Ghost
Seem to have a lot to say
Girl and the Ghost
Haven't seen each other in three years
The Girl and the Ghost
Few simple seconds slipped away
Slipped away
Ghost and the girl
Commonly connected by
Something bigger
A phenomenon that sets of the eternal trigger
That lets a light through that usually goes
Around and around and around
And around
Ghost and the Girl
Meet in the corridor
Ghost and the Girl
Touched fingers and walked right through
Ghost and the Girl
Seemed so familiar and fearless
The Ghost and the Girl
Know each other like other people do
Sunday, 29 January 2006
A melody, a memory, or just one picture
Staring at the carnage, praying that the sun will never rise.
Living another day in disguise.
These feelings cant be right, lend me your courage to stand up and fight,
Ohhh, tonight.
Ooooo.. Stand up and fight.
The fighting rages on and on,
To challenge me you must be strong.
I'll walk your land but don't belong,
Two million soldiers can't be wrong.
It's no fun but I've been here before.
Far from home and I'm fighting your war.
(Not the way I pictured this, I wanted better things)
Some are scared, others killing for fun,
I shot a mother right in front of her son.
(Take this from my consciousness and please erase my dreams)
Fight for honor, fight for your life.
Pray to God that our side is right.
Though we won but still we lose, until I make it home to you.
I see our mothers filled with tears
Grew up so fast where did those years go?
Memories wont let you cry unless i don't return tonight.
So many soldiers on the other side,
I take their live so they don't take mine.
(Scared to make it out alive now, murders all i know.)
Nobody tells me all the reasons were here,
I have my weapon so there's nothing to fear .
(Another day another life but nothing real to show for.)
Fight for honor, fight for your life.
Pray to God that our side is right.
Though we won I still may lose, until i make it home to you.
I see our mothers filled with tears
Grew up so fast where did those years go?
Memories wont let you cry unless i don't return tonight.
Staring at the carnage, praying that the sun will never rise.
Living another day in disguise.
These feelings cant be right, lend me your courage to stand up and fight.
Watching the death toll rise wondering how im alive.
Strangers blood on my hands, shot all i can.
There are no silent nights watching your brothers all die
To destroy all their plans with no thought of me.
(No thought of me) No thought of me.
Ohhhhh...
Walk the city lonely, memories that haunt are passing by.
A murderer walks your streets tonight.
Forgive me for my crimes.
Don't forget that I was so young,
Fought so scared, in the name of God and Country.
don't supposed that this song is appropriate for what i'm gonna write. but what the "toot"! *heh* i'm juz not feeling Vitamin C-ish, u know?! (",)
a memory...
year 2002 - 2005. zmn² mngenal dunia luar slain raub =) penuh aksi! muahahaha cenggitu rasenye duk berkwn ye. met new friends. wif so many different "pe'el"! yg skepala, yg skaki. the best of all - yg setilam sebantal sebaju setudung - slagi ade "se" la! byg kn, single bed nye tilam tuh bleh tdo 2org. bkn hak keding², hak teletubbies nih!!!
muakakakakakaka kalo begadoh, xyah citer la. pompuan kn, gadoh bkn pakai tgn. psycho. simpan dlm. once boom! siap pindah umah. then dlm serumah bleh ade mazhab lain² (interms of 'kepala' la). kwn dpn, musuh blakang, backstabber, 2faced (rasenye sume tuh same jek tehee). kadang bleh memekak sampai pg, gelak cam setan. tepk gak auntie² kt sblh nih xkesah ke. tp rase nye xde sbrg aduan pon =P
bosan jek "projet jom"! penuh la keta. kul baper? 12midnight & above! ice capucino sglas ngan sandwich, tuh jek. kalo x, mcD. sejam 2 plak tuh, cam order satey! satey pon skang org order beforehand. kalo lapa jek tp xmo lepaks, pi hj tapah kt otk. nasik goreng ayam! xpon beli kt abg burger sblh "burger special 4 bang, 2 ayam 2 daging". wa? driver duk dlm keta jek, bebdk nih la kuli. muahaha wa suke jek. "milo ais jgn lupe tau!". rase kaye sket, kol 2 pi cari kfc 24hrs. ya Allah indah nye alam! pak guard kt umah tuh pandang jek la. kitorg kalo lalu, buat dialog. pak guard: "bebdk nih xreti duk umah ke hape?!". ekekeke
oh ye, yg best tuh. 1mlm saje la ngade pi dataran merdeka. almost midnight nih, lepak lg. dataran quite bz that nite, rehersal citrawarna. tp time tuh dh blk memsg, tinggal couple², mat² motor, mat² lepaks. clock struck midnight. lepak lagi! dkt tiang bendera tgh tuh besar gabak tuh nih. 1am. still lepak. tetiba ade pakcik datang. "nih buat pe sinih" "korg nih student" "sedar jam kol baper" - dbkl! to spice things up, MINAH SORG NIH PI TINGGALKN IC KT DLM PENCIL CASE!!!!! CERDIK!!!!!!!
ape lg, kire cam kene tahan la jap. pakcik tuh membebel la pot pet po pet. duit 1sen la, 5sen la. siap bwk van dpn opis, kuar gari (kecut dol! sungguh!). masalah nye pakcik tuh bleh pakat ngan memember dia plak takut kn kitorg! biadapZz! rupe nye, mlm sblum nye ade student kene ragut. tuh yg diorg lecture abih tuh. insaf aa sejam. sejam!! diorg duk takut kn kitorg sampai dkt kul 3pg!
last² pakcik tuh kate " ha nih amik nasik bungkus lebih org citrawarna td. byk lebih nye, korg amik la yg nih". dpt la kami 4 bungkus nasi. akakakakakakakakakaka on da way blk, dlm keta senyap! bkn malaikat jek dh lalu tuh =P dh sampai umah, mentekedarah! pastuh kitorg gelak sampai pg. mengimbau blk ape dh jd mlm tuh. heh sok nye pi klas mamai!! blk klas qada' tdo memsg! adoi la! since then gang betukar ganti la. kwn tetap kwn, tp gang tuh lain. rite guys?!
or just one picture...
well actually, whole bunch of pics combined into 1! center - me n mak dlm keta, dlm jam, dpn library negara. clockwise - azie, kakngah, pawie, mak. atau name glamer - kak nah, kakngah (xtuka sbb dh mmg 'kak'), kak pawie, kak mak! me? kak pura!!! kuangkuangkuang korg nih kn, menguji kekampungan sy jek la! mak nye keje la nih. bebdk junior called her "kak" mak. dia nk suma org pon ade kak. so every one of us has been promoted to "kak-". hermm, remember the good ol' days girls...
--> dedicated to wdn 8819 & kbe 2593 nye gang. miss ya!
--> kaklong, when r u planning to tell me (us in raub) bout this new B of urs? dh belari nnt? ;-) trase nih. perisa megi ayam!
Tuesday, 24 January 2006
Coz everyday we're gettin' older, everyday we're gettin' colder
made myself an EARLY morning meal. telur goreng n nasik!! =D mkn pns² sedap dol! pe lg time² ujan pepg buta nih. katak msk kt dpr! buduss la kataks! >:O komdian smpt lg layan raising helen - for the 2nd time. not 15mins later, i cried - for the 2nd time! =P
umah dh sunyi blk skang. along dh naik umah mentua dia. so abg u don't hv to worry bout me being mad at ur FAV nephew anymo' ;-) bile nk blk oi? mcd 1 set ek! mekasih daun keladi =))
got nothin' more to say. juz bored, so decided to scribble few things. now it's out of my system. nighty nite toots...
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Hey...J-J-Jaded
You got your mama's style
But you're yesterday's child to me
So JadedYou think that's where it's at
But is that where it's supposed to be
You're gettin' it all over me
Exer-ated
My my baby blue
Yeah I've been thinkin' 'bout you
My my baby blue
Yeah you're so Jaded
And i'm the one that Jaded you
Hey...J-J-Jaded
In all it's misery
It will always be what I love...and hated
And maybe take a ride to the other side
We're thinkin' of
We'll slip into the velvet glove
And be Jaded
My my baby blue
Yeah I been thinkin' 'bout you
My my baby blue
Yeah i'm so Jaded
And baby, i'm afraid of you
You're thinkin' so complicated
I've had it way up to here
But it's so over rated
Love and hate it
Wouldn't trade it
Love me Jaded...yeah...
Hey...J-J-Jaded
There ain't no baby please
When i'm shootin' the breeze with her
When everything you see is a blur
And ecstacy's what you prefer
Friday, 20 January 2006
Untitled
ok this has nothing to do wif Simple Plan's Untitled or what so ever. not even bau² kentots! tehee =P~ I juz simply run out of title. so that's 1st thing come to my mind.
anywayZz, sminggu dh danial kt umah. perot manjang nye kosong! jaga jek nk menyoyot. xdpt jek mraung la dia. kalah makde nih ha! ;) yesterday pakteh n makteh came from karak, bwk wan ngan atuk skali. ala² mkn besar la gak belah mlm nye. poor kaklong, couldn't join us mkn² - dlm pantang! mak xde, pi serdang ade kursus.
si muhammad haikal ngan pe'el dia la. oh ye, need to clear things up. abg - idak le nani hamuk ke si muhammad tuh. ckp jek, menyatakan perasaan pd ketika kejadian. kalo le nani bjaya time square menghamukkn diri, it means that my transformation is complete!! jd 'ehem²'!! wargh! durhaka! tbakar dpn kaabah! muahahahahaha raya dpn mintak ampon >:D
k.long - jujur!! patut wa klentong. kata nam stengah ke, 15.90sen ke, 8.30sen ke. =)) piza mane? thn lps bwk ke thn ni dh tuh! kene ade bunga nih!! bwk mai sini la ur baby jumpe "pembuli-in-the-making" kt umah nih =P trase cam sjarah mungkin berulang x? ;)
well that's all i hv to say, for now. later peeps...
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she can do anything at all
have anything she pleases
the power to change what she thinks is wrong
what could she want with me
yeah
wait just one minute here
i can see that she´s trying to read me
suddenly i know
she´s going to change the world
she´s going to change the world
she´s going to change the world
but she can´t change me
no she can´t change me
she has the daylight at her command
she gives the night its dreams
yeah
she can un cover your darkest fears
make you forget you feel them
wait just one minute more
i can see that she´s trying to free me
suddenly I know
she´s going to change the world
she´s going to change the world
she´s going to change the world
but she can´t change me
no she can´t change me
suddenly i can see everything thats wrong
with me yeah
what can i do im the only thing i really have
at all
wait just one minute here
i can see that she´s trying to need me
suddenly i know
she´s going to change the world
she´s going to change the world
she´s going to change the world
but she can´t change me
no she can´t change me
Friday, 13 January 2006
Living another day in disguise
rite. what i've been doin' since my last post. 3 minggu dok ulang alik pi kemaman!! letih dol! memula saje jek aa bejln. tgk umah baru along, xjauh dr umah lame pon. dulu msk kiri, la ni msk kanan. yg mnarik? coverage enset xkuat, 1-2 bar jek. rase nk campak jek tepon. seb baik la syg. kalo xbekecai dh.
komdian, 2nd week nye pi lg sana. kaklong pensan kt opis. pitam jek, pas kuar toilet. doc tahan la 1mlm kt wad. due date not until 21jan. mmg xde pape la pon, sok nye blk umah. tp gaye kaklong dh rupe nk bsalin sok nye gak heh =P kebetulan ajib dpt cuti, jmpt la dia skali. seb la jmpt kt stesen bas jek. kalo kena pi muazam skali, letih wa lg!
finally, 4 days ago. along called, kaklong msk wad blk. trun air dh. lbh sminggu awal! ari raya pi la smula, mak kemain le cemas nye. guess what? after 24hr her water broke, si muhammad sorg tuh xnk kuar gak lg. pecah ketuban nye kemain lg xnyempat! so kena induce la. 2hours later, 11.37 - 11 jan 2006 lahir la sinchan the 2nd. MUHAMMAD DANIAL BIN MOHD. RIZAL.
haa, tuh idong 'kuturunan' tuh!! muahahahahaha >:D jari panjang² dol! ikut abah dia. si haikal segan² silu jek nk pegang adik dia. bile kita duk lyn danial, mule la dia tarik muncung la, mengeluh la. xreti dia nk 'berkongsi'. 4thn sensorg, tetiba dtg geng =))
nih td baru blk dr sana. from kemaman wa drive. sampai bentong tengkorok wa kejung!! ntah pehal wa tringat kt brita dlm paper td pg. hak mat motor eksiden 3 kali langgar dek keta tuh. siap ade ilustrasi tuh! trus rase beterbangan di angkasa jek. so sblum wa drive 1family pi spital, baik wa kasi abah plak bwk.
ok that concludes today's post. pretty damn tired! so i'm gonna crash for now. slmt ari raya qurban to all muslims. think it's not too late to wish a happy new year to everyone...
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Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost
It's empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over
I see my vision burn, I feel my memories fade with time
But I'm too young to worry
These streets we travel on will undergo our same lost past
I found you here, now please just stay for a while
I can move on with you around
I hand you my mortal life, but will it be forever?
I'd do anything for a smile, holding you 'til our time is done
We both know the day will come, but I don't want to leave you
I see my vision burn, I feel my memories fade with time
But I'm too young to worry, (a melody, a memory, or just one picture)
Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost
It's empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over
Newborn life replacing all of us, changing this fable we live in
No longer needed here so where do we go?
Will you take a journey tonight, follow me past the walls of death?
But girl, what if there is no eternal life?
I see my vision burn, I feel my memories fade with time
But I'm too young to worry, (a melody, a memory, or just one picture)
Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost
Its empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over
Trials in life, questions of us existing here, don't wanna die alone without you here
Please tell me what we have is real
So, what if I never hold you, or kiss your lips again?
So I never want to leave you and the memories of us to see
I beg don't leave me
Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost
It's empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over
Trials in life, questions of us existing here, don't wanna die alone without you there
Please tell me what we have is real
(Silence you lost me, no chance for one more day)
(Silence you lost me, no chance for one more day)
I stand here alone
Falling away from you, no chance to get back home
Thursday, 22 December 2005
Pieces of a dream
i don't exactly remember what i'd done yesterday. so it's safe to say, yesterday is history. and i hate history, the only time i ever really paid attention to history, was in form 3. coz we can write our notes - any way we want. luckily my chemical romance wasn't even exist at that time, or they'd be on every page of my notes *wink*
orait, i'm saving some of my net crdt for later. besides i've nothing to say, so daa...
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Who are you now?
Are you still the same
Or did you change somehow?
What do you do
At this very moment when I think of you?
And when I'm looking back
How we were young and stupid
Do you remember that?
Baby
No matter how I fight it
Can't deny it
Just can't let you go
I still need you
I still care about you
Though everything's been said and done
I still feel you
Like I'm right beside you
But still no word from you
Now look at me
Instead of moving on, I refuse to see
That I keep coming back
And I'm stuck in a moment
That wasn't meant to last (to last)
I've tried to fight it
Can't deny it
You don't even know
That I still need you
I still care about you
Though everything's been said and done
I still feel you
Like I'm right beside you
But still no word from you
Ohhhh Wish I could find you
Just like you found me
Then I would never let you go (without you)
Though everything's been said and done (yeah)
I still feel you (I still feel you)
Like I'm right beside you (like I'm right beside you)
But still no (still no word) word from you
Now look at me
instead of moving on I refuse to see
that I keep coming back
And I'm stuck in the moment that wasn't meant to last
I've tried to hide it
Can’t deny it
You don't even know that
I still need you
I still care about you
Though everything has been said and done
I still feel you like
I'm right beside you
There's still no word from you
I wish I could find you
Just like you found me that night
will never let you go
Monday, 19 December 2005
I'm not okay, I promise
7 days till xmas! i don't celebrate xmas. but there's gonna be a movie marathon on that day, and i heard that somebody's gotta WORK on THAT day =P slmt ari raye kaklong! majulah sukan utk negara! epi besday in adv. plg lebih pon wa kasi ekad jek =D
well, there goes another week of dec. boring dol! duk umah xbuat pape. bukak mata jek tgk tv, mkn, tgk tv, mandi, tgk tv. i'm offcially declare myself a dedicated couch-potato! literally i'm turning into one!!! =P~
emm td kaknor nikah. buat kt masjid raub, majlis ijabkabul jek. kenduri nye nxt week. the best part? abg, kaklong, kakngah, yoi blk. wa cukup hepi =)) everything went well. kt umah wa pon ade org kawen, ajib sempat la lyn kompang seround. tgh ujan plak tuh, smangat!
ohh i cut my hair on saturday, kinda regret it now. but i had to. split end - dh rupe gunung daik bcabang tiga =P besides i juz wanna hv a new look for a new year. yup, welcome 2006! time flies faster than i thought. in the last few years, so much things happened. might've forget a few. there r things that i can't forget, things that i won't forget and things that i dont wanna forget. apela yg dirapek kn labu seko nih *heh* thx to whoever thought of creating this blog thingy now i can say whatever i want. i'm a good listener, people come to me and pour their hearts out. thats juz what i never good at. i tend to keep it all to myself. juz dunno how, i dont even share my probs wif my mom. sometimes i envy my friends when they say they can talk & share everything wif their moms. it's not like she never ask or care. maybe its the way i've been brought up - i mean all the things i been thru, all the things i've seen *all these things that i've done - sang by the killers =P* or maybe its juz me. yeah, i think so. its juz me :-
anywayZz, haa thats a relief! im'ma whine again bout the same damn thing, one day =) for now that should do it. it's already 3.10 am. not sleepy, boring, dunno what to do (kt kolej dulu, time nih lepak projet - oops! syy!! =P). oo ye kaklong, bout that "unexpected guest. teka, kalo btul wa beli piza - awk byr. ekekekekekeke =P guess now i'm gonna google the 1st thing that pops into my mind, like gerard way's pics!!! muahahahaha *wink wink* later guys...
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Well if you wanted honesty, that's all you had to say
I never want to let you down or have you go
It's better off this wayFor all the dirty looks
The photographs your boyfriend took
Remember when you broke your foot
From jumping out the second floor
I'm not okayI'm not okay
I'm not okay
You wear me out
What will it take to show you that it's not the life it seems
I've told you time and time again
You sing the words but don't know what it means
To be a joke and look
Another line without a hook
I held you close as we both shook for the last time
Take a good hard look
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
You wear me out
Forget about the dirty looks
The photographs your boyfriend took
You said you'd read me like a book
But the pages are all torn and frayed
I'm okay
I'm okay
I'm okay, now
But you really need to listen to me
Because I'm telling you the truth
I mean this, I'm okay(Trust me)
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
Well, I'm not okay
I'm not o-fucking-kay
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
Sunday, 11 December 2005
But there's no sun shining through
anyways, we went to chamang last saturday. me, me pa & ma and my bro. picnic la konon, ari ujan pon. redup jek, xmandi - basuh² kaki jek =P ngikut ke mak le nih. gila nurun lembah, turun tuh xpe. nk naik smule, kejung 4ari oi!! komdian pi karak sat. anta jarum insulin kt wan. around 5.30 gerak pi the store. bought 2 cekelat! lame xmkn cekelat! later that nite abg blk. kl - raub umpama pi toilet jek (bak kata mak!) =P ahad blk smule kl. senin keje kan.
slase mlm along plak blk raub. rabu pi anta mentua ke mekah. jumat baru trun. haikal turns 4 next monday dec 12. beso dh ank sdare kaeh! atuk ngan nenek dia bought him a new toy excavator. "bleh bawok gi pantai nnt" - imagine a 4 yr old kid wif 'ganu accent. muahahahahaha =)) wa xbleh trima kenyataan ini!!!! *ROTF*LMAO*
btw, ari kamis dtg la unexpected visitor. "she" was here! who? teng teng teng!! what was "she" doing in raub? can i hv another teng teng teng!! =P didn't bother to ask. good to see her ok tho'.
noon td along blk ke kemaman. kaklong's working on sunday. she can barely walk now!! due in jan. another boy! dpt lg sorg sinchan!!! argh!! yg sorg nih pon dh skian. sah jd cam along ngan abg dulu la nih ;-)
well that's bout it. i'm gonna whine and annoy my bro for not letting me watch the movies tonite. enuff said...
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Everything's so blurry
and everyone's so fake
and everybody's so empty
and everything is so messed up
pre-occupied without you
I cannot live at all
My whole world surrounds you
I stumble then I crawl
You could be my someone
you could be my sea
you know that i'll protect you
from all of the obscene
I wonder what you're doing
imagine where you are
there's oceans in between us
but that's not very far
Can you take it all away
can you take it all away
when you shoved it in my face
explain again to me
Everyone is changing
there's noone left that's real
to make up your ending
and let me know just how you feel
cause I am lost without you
I cannot live at all
my whole world surrounds you
I stumble then I crawl
You could be my someone
you could be my sea
you know that i will save you
from all of the unclean
I wonder what you're doing
I wonder where you are
There's oceans in between us
but that's not very far
Nobody told me what you thought
nobody told me what to say
everyone showed you where to turn
told you where to runaway
nobody told you where to hide
nobody told you what to say
everyone showed you where to turn
showed you where to runaway
Saturday, 3 December 2005
Not everything in this magical world is quite what it seems
watched the movie juz now. me bro borrowed the cd from his friend. BEEN DYING TO WATCH IT! but all i can say - it's a waste of 2 and a half hours of my time! >:( big disappointment!!! seriously! (should u not agree wif this, i suggest that u find another usefull site and close this window - rite now!).
ehmm why? coz i say so! *duh* ok here's the thing. #1: it's a pirated cd - btg idong harry jadah haram xnmpk! too dark! voice not so clear, even the subtitle is incorrect (what the hell is "POKICK"????? it's "PORTKEY" duffus!!).
#2: hell loads of interesting part been left out! it's like watching a movie being fast forward 8times of its original speed. anyone who read the book would notice. kelam kabut wa ckp lu! i mean, out of nowhere not 10mins the movie started the dark mark appeared. where's the quidditch world cup?! and what happen to the other 3 champs during task 1? they should've include that part coz it would've been hell of a scene to watch! (i jumpped and screamed juz by reading it, wonder what i'd do if it was made into movie). now i better not start on the other 2 tasks and what happen in between.
didn't expect 'em to make a TRILOGY out of the 4th book. but it wouldn't hurt to make it slightly longer than usual. still i must say, the part when harry reappeared with cedric (dead!) made me cry. not bcoz of cedric *wink wink* but coz harry cried - really cried! this time better than the one scene in prisoner of azkaban.
among all 4 movies, GOF is my least favourite. u guyz who haven't read the book, u should take the time to read it. wish they'll make better movie for the 5th and 6th installment (the books are as thick as the 4th, tho'). think im'ma read GOF (again!) juz to make up to what they've scrapped off the movie.
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To my mother, to my father
It's your son or it's your daughter
Are my screams loud enough for you to hear me?
Should I turn this up for you?
I sit here locked inside my head
Remembering everything you've said
This silence gets us nowhere
Gets us nowhere way too fast
The silence is what kills me
I need someone here to help me
But you don't know how to listen
And let me make my decisions
All your insults and your curses
Make me feel like I'm not a person
And I feel likeI am nothing
But you made me
So do something
Cause I'm fucked up
Because you are
Need attention
Attention you couldn't give
I sit here locked inside my head
Remembering everything you've said
This silence gets us nowhere
Gets us nowhere way too fast
