Trying to let go

nak baca, baca. tak mau, press alt+f4. problem solve!

hari ni hari emo wa. abg bawak kak siti balik melaka. berpantang.

nazmi bangun awal. dia dengar wa bukak pintu bilik, dia kejar. heh. wa berebut masuk bilik air - nangis. bila wa nak keluar pi keje, dia ngan abg dalam bilik. wa menonong je keluar. dalam kereta wa nangis lagi. nasib la wa punye eyeliner tak rosak :P dekat office pon wa nangis lagi. balik dari office pon nangis jugak. la ni pon mata wa dah sakit rasanye.

ape ke punca ke-emo-an wa hari ni? nazmi la. tsk tsk!

berapa lama dia duduk Raub. kan. start kak siti masuk upsi. atuk dengan nenek jaga. kalau balik weekend, dia la yang kejar ke pintu. daripada belum reti merangkak sampai la sekarang ni dah boleh panjat pintu!

bila dia bangun dulu, dia datang depan muka wa (yang tengah tido ni). mengaum. sambil tu tangan tunjuk kat gambar singa dalam buku Wild Animal dia. tak pon dia datang je dekat kita, menempek. tepuk2 pipi, main2 hidung.

kadang dia cekik kita dengan jari dia. dapat pulak kuku panjang. adoiyay. tak pon datang menggigit lutut/ibu jari kaki. apa kes? amik berkat ke? ikan dalam akuarium tu - shhh (fish). ikan goreng - kang (ikang). ikut abg haikal dengan danial la tu :P

kalau nak mintak kita buat sesuatu, dia tarik tangan kita. kalau nampak orang pakai tudung, dia nak mintak dukung. dia tau tu tanda nak keluar.

wa biasa jumpa dia weekend je. bayangkan apa perasaan atuk dengan nenek yang memang hari2 duk tatang dia. hmm..

"bulu" monster! mua a a a. banyak nye bulu bai.

presenting abg-and-kak siti's new toots. Muhammad Nur Hakimi bin Mohd Nizam, born 21st september 2008. 3,75kg. berat dol.

'muhammad' je. bila nak ada 'siti' nya pulak ;-)

ermm kepala wa sakit!

Coba kau dengar...

my eyes get all misty when wa heard takbir raya on radio yesterday. it wasn't even a full takbir! uff. need to get things off my chest BADLY. how? to whom?

wanted to write about Naili's and Felda d'Saji. drowsy. forget it, just another sesi berbuka (and bikin kecoh, I'd say) with officemates. might post some pictures later.

going home tomorrow. yay! waiting for my copy of Brisingr. the MPH lady told me on the phone - "Sebab cik order yang hardcover, sampai hari selasa". as long as wa get the magnetic bookmark, nevermind the extra 3days. got my 250pcs of Almond London. going to 'kekah' sebekas first thing tomorrow, after berbuka of course.

and what about my kuih siput? ajib kata - "apa kata buat 6kilo?". wa kata - "memang tersiput la kakde!". eee-ouch!

Mamarazzi in action

guess who? yes! fahrin ahmad. in the flesh. right under our very own dusty windows. having a drama shoot - 07.09.08.

kak siti, the alleged 'mamarazzi' took these from her bedroom windows (I suppose).

cough. by the way, that silver-roofed car next to him, is my Cute Little Kelisa (CLK). mua a a a a. wa frust sebab ketika kejadian wa tido mati!! choih! abang fahrinnnnn!!

Got to remember this is just a game

wa wanna sleep but wa can't and don't want to. so wa gonna past my time by doing what wa best at - writing random, nonsense stuff.

- watched Merdeka rehearsal, since wa work right where they held the event. cool!
- wa saw Dato' A. Samad Said, again, few weeks back. at Bazar jalan TAR. was walking to work when wa saw him.
- last Friday, same place, wa saw Hatta Dolmat. cute guy, he is.
- no "raub" for me this weekend. unavoidable.
- break fast @ Naili's Place 05.09.08. will story mory later when wa can really focus.
- watching Small Soldiers for the n-th times.
- another 100 pages of Eldest and I'll be done, can't wait for Brisingr.
- come Monday, break fast @ Felda D'saji.

ohh! Laksamana Do Re Mi is on @ prima. "Do! Naik... hari nak kiamat!".

The silence ends

wa bagai nak pitam beratur tunggu tren sejam, si lahanat sorang ni senang2 tempel tepi wa. dan2 tren datang dia potong line wa. ewah2. jangan uji kesabaran orang puasa beb. wa tolak dia masuk dalam. padan muka. lepas tu tau pulak marah bila orang himpit dia. PADAN MUKA lagi sekali. wa gunakan KEBESARAN wa ni. mua a a a. wa peduli hape.

dah. wa nak melepaskan kemarahan pagi tadi je. wa buat muka baik, pijak wa. kan. next time kak, buat la lagi. wa sukeeeee sangat!