'Cause you bring me to my knees

I'm double posting. why do you care?

so, Monday morning, as I was just arriving at Masjid Jamek, abah called. mak got sick, I should come home. with nazmi around abah couldn't drive and expect his cucu to sit quietly.

kita, orang melayu particularly, ada kepercayaan. tak tau la nak kata tahyul ke apa. but God somehow provides us with instinct. cerita nya, orang kata kalo kening kanan bergerak tu petanda elok. kalo kening kiri petanda tak elok la kan. been having such HEAVY and RAPID tingling sensation on my left brow for the last couple of days. bukan la nak kata percaya benda mengarut2 kan. but base on experience je la, it will stop after any bad news or unpleasant event. seriously.

apa lagi kan. wa memang tak sedap hati. tambah pulak wa yang berimaginasi tinggi ni. memang kemain la wa membayang dan terbayang. orang meninggal la, accident la, some creepy skeleton coming out of closet la. kan. tsk!

tup tup abah yang call.

tak la kata kronik mana sakit nya mak tu. tapi badan orang tua. batu karang yang dia ada tu limits her movement and activities. kadang tidur pon payah. pegi hospital (gov), doktor suruh tunggu sampai mata kuning baru nak operate. hoh?! wa nak mencarut perkataan yang orang suka mencarut pon siap beristighfar. camne?

kalo private, sediakan ongkos nya, jalan je kan. bila cakap pasal duit, mak akan cakap biar la dia sakit. duit tu lagi elok buat belanja korang belajar etc. ooh tiktiktik air mata wa :P

abah's going to persuade her somehow. or we'll just drag her to tawakal. how's that. haha. meanwhile, berubat cara kampung. just to hold it off.

nak tahlil/kenduri ni. hope all goes well.