I'm too afraid to come clean

guilty conscience strikes again. I'd pour my heart out here, but considering it is rather private for such a public place. still I wish I could've just spill it all out. would've been a GREAT relief for me. sigh.

note to self: stop making myself A JUG of nescafe 'kaw', (which is usually the reason why I stay up late at night) and whine about it later. bangs head.