Big girl, you are beautiful!

the hell we ARE! we got the curve. winks.

back in Raub. needed as 'seketeri terjun' for me mum. nasib le anakanda ingat lagi jalan pulang. ihiks! bukan biasa weekend je ade la kat sini? no komen.

pre-ordered harry potter 7th and final book. wa just couldn't wait. although, I was planning to buang tebiat and beratur as early as 7am at Tesco Ampang on the day it came out. cancelled, last minute decision, ikut abg balik Raub. plus, fulus shortage =P selasa kendian nye baru amik. from rm109.90, wa only paid rm82.42. how come? the benefits of being Popular Club member, I guess. also got a free, hideously white Deathly Hallows t-shirt.

as good as the six previous books. had to stall myself, takut cepat abih. bukan memang tu ke niat sebenar? isk. sebab buku last kan. bile dah abih, bukan sedih sebab citer nye. tapi sedih sebab dah takde buku lain lepas ni. sob sob sreh!

moi again:

Title: Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows (Fantasy)
By: J.K. Rowling
SPOILER WARNING! Right. So Harry got married to Ginny, Ron ended up with Hermione, had 'oh-they-look-so-much-like-me' kids. And to get to that point, Rowling managed to kill, among all people, Fred Weasley, Mad-eye Moody, Lupin, Tonks, Dobby and Snape (who had been innocent from the beginning). The "neither can live while the other survive" prophecy finally made sense. Horcruxes destroyed, the Deathly Hallows claimed. By the way, the Deathly Hallows are 'the Elder Wand', 'the Resurrection Stone' and 'the Cloak'. I'd love to see how the wizard war (between Hogwartians and the Death Eater/Voldemort) turns out on the seventh movie. Would be a blast!

You're the fugitive but you don't know what you're running away from

I made quite a commotion just now. and pretty much embarrassed myself in front of abg and kak siti. bwahaha. my eyes still sting from crying. what the heck! ok ok. here's what happened.

while I was "oh sooo" intensely concentrating on Jensen Ackles *loves* in Supernatural, suddenly, abg simply said, "kakde...". dengan tahap ke-konpius-an yang amat tinggi, wa tanye la, "ape?". with a sly smile he said something not so audible to me, and I asked again and got "baik awak bangun" as a reply. dengan penuh konpius seserius tahi, wa tanye lagi, "apesal?!".

and then... I realized. the room behind me, which now serves as a store, well, what do you expect. a room full of this-and-that would most likely, PROBABLY, be a good breeding space for cockroaches. yes. LIPAS!

so, I sort of turned around and looked at the door. there's a gap between the door and floor. I think I turned (impossibly) white. right there and then, I felt it. crawling under me. and yes, wa bersila in front of my laptop. as malays, we try to preserve our culture even if we were living in a modern society with such latest technology and stuff.

excuse my gibberish thoughts.

as that particular creepy-crawler, crawling under my "sila", I've gone hysteric. for real, yo! sirius black wa nangis, kejung! for those who didn't know, lipas is my WORST fear. I can bear being put inside a lion cage, or chased by the Hungarian Horntail dragon. but when it comes to dealing with lipas, wa surrender beb.

wa dah keras, jerit² kat sini. sampai kak siti kuar dari bilik. hiks! sori la kak siti, kalo tertanggu tido :P abg to the rescue la kan. smack! splat! tamat la riwayat kesan degil.

I'm still shaking. traumatized. wa rasa cam ade yang tengah merayap² kat badan. adoi la. don't think I could get any decent sleep tonight. afraid I might have recurring nightmare, you know, with lipas in it. yewww!

on my 3rd mug of nescafe. kaw! learned that from makde and abah. I'll go ting tong in a few, you know, caffein. DARN YOU, lipas!

I'm too afraid to come clean

guilty conscience strikes again. I'd pour my heart out here, but considering it is rather private for such a public place. still I wish I could've just spill it all out. would've been a GREAT relief for me. sigh.

note to self: stop making myself A JUG of nescafe 'kaw', (which is usually the reason why I stay up late at night) and whine about it later. bangs head.

I can't say 'no' to you

my parents' first visit to Alamanda. we are, however, still the typical kind of orang kampung. seriously. wa yang excited. they are (old-fashioned) working parents who spent their free time at home. doing house works or simply relax and watch tv. sepanjang wa tau, mak ngan abah bukan la jenis yang suke jalan² tak bersebab. cam, "oh, sok ahad. jom shopping!". nope.

kira nye kalo dapat jalan² tu, ade sebab. contoh cam, pi KL jumpe sedara ke, kenduri/ lawat cucu/ anta anak² blaja/ pi hospital. sambil² tu ade masa (dan fulus) bleh bazir baru la singgah.

al kisah nye, mak abah datang umah abg nak jaga cucu kejap. wa anta kak siti pi interview. settle. breakfast. mak abah ikut/paksa wa clear kan umah kat cyberjaya. sesambil tu, "kakde, mak teringin la nak tengok alamanda tu". nyeh nyeh nyeh!

plak tu, diorang kalo ikut wa ke tempat baru, suke la benar membontoti wa. instead of saing kan. wa plak, tak suke la lancung² jalan sorang di depan. sebab wa biasa jalan², sorang². wa jalan laju. zup zup zap! dapat ape wa nak, wa balik.

kadang wa siap remind diri sendiri, slow dol! mak abah kat blakang. bwahaha! pastu memang jujur wa gelak sendiri. ape kes? tsk.

sambung balik citer alamanda. mak dapat la hand bag sebijik. kebetulan matches her purse. lalu MPH, wa tunjuk poster buku Harry Potter 7. wa citer la, tu final chapter. out this july 21st. wa already have the rest of the series. dia tanye bape hengget. cakap la rm109.90 kan. memang tu la dalam ads. hardcover plak lagi. dia sengeh, "mak bleh support separuh tu". salah ayat la tu makkk... wa lagi la mengerang busuk dah dia cakap gitu kan. siap *tepuk tangan* HURRAH!

kot dia ingat la kan. dia lupe, dia lupe la. wa tak kesah pon. bukan wa beli terus ari buku tu kuar pon. buku lain² tu pon (termasuk la benda² lain yang bleh dianggap membazir - CD, sandal, etc.) wa curi² duit blanja wa sendiri. standard lepas membazir, makan plastik wrapper buku Harry Potter la kan. mua a a a.

Just so EVERYBODY knows...

...I hate being the last to know. makes me cedih cangat² lancung². like, tipu ke tipu!?? (dengan penuh rasa tertipu lagi ditipu). hurts.