Sleep in peace when the day is done

hepi. for now. at least...

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Birds flying high
You know how I feel
Sun in the sky
You know how I feel
Reeds driftin' on by
You know how I feel
It's a new dawn
It's a new day
It's a new life
For me
And I'm feeling good

Fish in the sea
You know how I feel
River running free
You know how I feel
Blossom in the tree
You know how I feel
It's a new dawn
It's a new day
It's a new life
For me
And I'm feeling good

Dragonfly out in the sun
you know what I mean, don't you know
Butterflies all havin' fun you know what I mean
Sleep in peace when the day is done
And this old world is a new world
And a bold world
For me

Stars when you shine
You know how I feel
Scent of the pine
You know how I feel
Yeah freedom is mine
And I know how I feel
It's a new dawn
It's a new day
It's a new life
For me

And I'm feeling good

Please don't forget me or cry - while I'm away

gile awal wa blk. bak kata kakngah, "blk awal study la konon!?" =P patut anta ajib kt hentian putra. tp dia ikut keta opis mak. mak kene pi kursus motivasi lg, johor lg - teluk ramunia!! gilak? org tua tuh dh nk tecabut kpale lutut. lg suh buat mende yg bkn². siap suh bwk baju utk bersukan *astaga* mmg blk nnt demam sebln.

maka begitu alkisah nye, mak ngan abah blum tentu la berada di tmpt kejadian ari sabtu mlm nnt. kot sungguh nye demam? *geleng kpale* akan tetapi!!! nnt kan kemunculan ibuuuuu.. *klepak klepak klepung* :D ooh makde, nani xjumpe la bunga tembikar tuh. cam makde lyn frenster kan =P

td sempat singgah alamanda. karnival mph! nk jek beli sebarang 2-3 keping novel kan. tp nnt selai² mukesurat novel tuh jd menu harian wa. serat tinggi tuh! baik utk diet *miahamuahaha* sbenarnye nk beli jubah *jubah!!??* bkn la jubah jujur tuh -_-' jubah fesyen² ala² wardina wassini :D arituh teman mimi pi beli, bekenan la plak kan. kalo wa sempat beli minggu nih, wa pakai pi tahlil nnt ye. ke kita hanya melepak kt dapur jek? kalo ye, srupe wa pakai klawar jek kan!

ape lg? oo sok klas mr. alex ade test *aiyak* nnt mlm la study *hee* tido dulu bleh? mlm semlm xtido btul, tido tipu² =P so, selamat...

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You take a mortal man,
And put him in control
Watch him become a god,
Watch peoples heads a'roll
A'roll...

Just like the Pied Piper
Led rats through the streets
We dance like marionettes,
Swaying to the Symphony...
Of Destruction

Acting like a robot,
Its metal brain corrodes.
You try to take its pulse,
Before the head explodes.
Explodes...

The earth starts to rumble
World powers fall
A'warring for the heavens,
A peaceful man stands tall
Tall

Shit happens

jamming wa ckp lu. sume driver lyn head-banging *kata jamming kan* :D dr ujung sini sampai ujung sane keta beratur. hiway 3lane tuh padat dh rupe sale keta 2nd hand plak =P

wa pi kl td siang, teman mimi shopping. wahh lawa dol baju! nnt ajak mak la jenjln *hee* sbb mahal kn, tuh sbb ajak mak! *kuakuakua* alang² dh bejln, singgah la campbell kan *wa reti eja campbell dh!* spt biasa, at least 1cd wa beli *kalo beli lebih, menu ari ni - cd, fresh from kedai* -_-'

ade la dr 11am sampai 4pm *fuhh* tuh kire kejap la tuh kn. mimi nye bas 6pm baru gerak. so utk mengelakkan kami jamming, lepak titiwangsa. memikirkn ttg mase dpn, mengumpat, dan ngumpat lg *miahamuahaha* dlm pd tuh, ujan. rase cam biasa jek ujan nye. cume petir tuh dpn mata, cam rase masuk dlm keta la kn. siap² nk anta mimi, ujan pon cam reda². skaliiiii... teng teng teng!

jgn disangka ujan yg xbaper lebat *wa rase* xbleh buat banjir kilat! ade la beberape keta yg timpa dek dahan patah, pokok tumbang *tsk* tuh yg jamming xhengat tuh. krem wa, krem! siap ade keta eksiden, tiba² muncung nye dh menentang arah. laju la tuh! tau pon ujan, licin. wa dh serik bwk keta laju² dlm ujan *ketaq gigi* yg penting skali! tmpt wa xujan. seb baik!!! kalo x, letih jek jemur baju ^_^

aih, mata wa yg sentiasa separuh nih dh separuh lg dr separuh. semlm xbleh tido, sbb siang nye wa byk tido. kakngah bz! suh wa teman konon. majuk dh ibu ni...

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So you sailed away
Into a grey sky morning
Now I'm here to stay
Love can be so boring
Nothing's quite the same now
I just say your name now

But it's not so bad
You're only the best I ever had
You don't want me back
You're just the best I ever had

So you stole my world
Now I'm just a phony
Remembering the girl
Leaves me down and lonely

Send it in a letter
Make yourself feel better

But it's not so bad
You're only the best I ever had
You don't need me back
You're just the best I ever had

And it may take some time to
Patch me up inside
But I can't take it so I
Run away and hide
And I may find in time that
You were always right
You're always right

So you sailed away
Into a grey sky morning
Now I'm here to stay
Love can be so boring
What was it you wanted
Could it be I'm haunted

But it's not so bad
You're only the best I ever had
I don't want you back
You're just the best I ever had
The best I ever had

No chance for one more day

adoi! sakit kepalak! bleh abih bekalan pil yg xpenah ayat nk wa sentuh kalo ari² camni. dan kebarangkalian yg amat besar la mmg abih! *tsk tsk* memerlukan kata² semangat nih. chaiyok.. chaiyok ke, syabbas beta ke, iPod ke kan kaklong kn. kalo sambil study, sambil mendgr dendangan lagu antu² dlm balang. mmg umph! :D

1 keje siap, projek proposal baru. nnt ade proposal presentation, documentation lg, hak ari² ngadap skrin buat projek nye tuh *aisyoo* tuh baru 1 subjek!!! lg 4 subjek yg ade projek gak tuh?! mane nk cari digicam wehhhh! sape nk blanje? kasi pinjam 4bln jek pon jd la *puhhhleaseeee* biadapZz la kolej nih. sediakn subjek yg bkn², kelengkapan xcukup *huh*

yas awal² dh blah, lps submit proposal td. wa? *isk* kesaorangan ku rasakan *sob sob srehh* mmg la biasa sorg pon. tp ari ni ari jumaat! ari yg kebiasaannye wa dh tecongok kt dpn tv kt umah, tunggu mak blk keje. tunggu abah blk bwk kopok beli kt pekan sari =P~ tp wa bkn xbleh blk ngape pon. sok blk skali ngan ajib. rase lame xjumpe dia *winduuu* cuti skolah kan. dr muazam kol 8.30am kalo xde ape aral nye. sok tunggu jek kt hentian tol sg besi tuh kn. xyah masuk tgh bandar *sesak + semak* abg ngan kak ct patut arini blk gak la, sok nk pi kenduri abg syakirin kt lancang patut nye.

td pg kakngah xonline. cuti, kata blk ktn. rasa aman kejap dunia YM wa *miahamuahaha* xde lebah bantut duk buzz² wa. tp cam bosan pon ade. biasakn pg² masing² dh membelasah dan dibelasah *abbey khamosh* ade kwn nk meluah dan diluah kan, kwn nk gelak guling² tepuk² lantai. oooo kakngah xbleh, sbb dia kt opis. nnt bos dia suh dia "blk" gelak guling² kt umah sampai bile² :D nk tegur kaklong, tatuttt... dia bz woman la these days =P ke saje buat² bz kaklong? bos duk sbelah ye... akakakaka xpe², dr ati ke ati wa buat² paham O_o

hah! nk qada' tido semlm, bleh? sakit kepalak wa...

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Please remedy my confusion
And thrust me back to the day
The silence of your seclusion
Brings night into all you say
Pull me down again
And guide me into pain
I'm counting nocturnal hours
Drowned visions in haunted sleep
Faint flickering of your pure powers
Leaks out to show what you keep
Pull me down again
And guide me into...
There is failure inside
This test I can't persist
Kept back by the enigma
No criterias demanded here
Deadly patterns made my wreath
Prosperous in your ways
Pale ghost in the corner
Pouring a caress on your shoulder
Puzzled by shrewd innocence
Runs a thick tide beneath
Ushered into inner graves
Nails bleeding from the struggle
It is the end for the weak at heart
Always the same
A lullaby for the ones who've lost all
Reeling inside
My gleaming eye in your necklace reflects
Stare of primal regrets
You turn your back and you walk away
Never again
Spiralling to the ground below
Like Autumn leaves left in the wake to fade away
Waking up to your sound again
And lapse into the ways of misery

Still, she hasn't seen sun

wahh letih nye! kalo study byk² pon, sesak gak tengkorok wa *tsk tsk* mmg xrelevan langsung jadual sem nih. wa menci! projek xbuat proposal lg weh! *argh*

3-4 minggu lps wa blk ktn? weekend lps kaklong kakngah blk, kakngah kasi wa gamba adam *dlm photo album* astaga! serbuk penaik jenis ape korg pakai? sorg baby michellin, sorg tepighi junior *isk isk* mmg penyambung legasi kluarga kita la =P cume sorg tuh jek yg terbantut pertumbuhannye *ehem ehem* kecik² mummy monster dh mnunjukkan bakat monster nye tuh. miahamuahaha ade petir? xde xde :D

minggu nih ajib blk. cuti skolah kn. abg ngan kak ct pon blk *wink wink* so tiada jodoh antara wa ngan makde. next, next, nextttt week la ye wa ikut blk ktn. ckp kt anis, ibu rindu dia sebut "calamacikum" =)

dh le. #_# sakit kepalak *adei* syukur la ari senin jek wa jd student mithali. kalo ari², cian kt umi. xde org nk ajak begaduh *abhey khamosh* landing time...

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Change my attempt good intentions

Crouched over
You were not there
Living in fear
But signs were not really that scarce
Obvious tears
But I will not
Hide you through this I want you to help
And please see
The bleeding heart perched on my shirt

Die, withdraw
Hide in cold sweat
Quivering lips
Ignore remorse
Naming a kid, living wasteland
This time you've tried
All that you can turning you red

Change my attempt good intentions
Should I, could I
Here we are with your obsession
Should I, could I

Crowned hopeless
The article read living wasteland
This time you've tried
All that you can turning you red but I will not
Hide you through this I want you to help

Change my attempt good intentions
Should I, could I

Here we are with your obsession
Should I, could I

Heave the silver hollow sliver
Piercing through another victim
Turn and tremble be judgmental
Ignorant to all the symbols
Blind the face with beauty paste
Eventually you'll one day know

Change my attempt good intentions
Limbs tied, skin tight
Self inflicted his perdition

Should I, could I
Change my attempt good intentions
Should I, could I
Should I, could I

I could be the one who would die to feel you breathe

just had my therapy session - at MIDVALLEY MEGAMALL. saleeeee!!! ya Allah ya Allah ya Allah!!! penin ibu sampai nk pensan. pusing la 360 darjah pon, tanda sale tuh xkn ilang dr pandangan. wallet wa jerit "keringgg keringggg!" help u! $_$

ape wa beli? a pair of shoes & sandal, 2 new novels and 2 kataks *kataks?!* hee for mimi. astaga! kalo mak wa tau wa membazir kt menda bkn² - which she will coz I'll tell her myself, eventually -_-' tp kasut wa mmg dh putus! sbb hak 1 tuh la dibwk ke klas, ke sebrg majlis, bejln, belari, sume la.

nmpk gaye nye, pasni wa mkn plastik sale la. burrpppp! 1 plastik sale utk mlm nih =P kakngah, awk je la pi tawaf 1utama. wa nk blk umah. nnt kene tolak keta, 1 keje. masuk mesian book of record wa :D daun waru awk wa xjumpe kt midv, ade daun bayam ngan lidah boye jek. nnt wa singgah wangsa maju la. tuh jek tmpt paling best.

hmm ape nk buat skang? mase utk menyesali sesi perbelanjaan wa tadi...

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One step in the dark
Touch her hand just to see
If she's all alone again
Still she hasn't seen sun
But I promise you now when she wakes
There will be none

Don't know how she gets by
Sleeps with a phone on her chest
And a bottle that's totally dry
Forgets the day I was born
But if she saw me right now
She would hold me until we both die

I could be the one who would die to feel you breathe

I could break into a million pieces
So just run as fast as you can for me
You mean everything

I can't deny her, I'll do whatever
To stop all the bleeding that makes her world so red
Such a delicate one
She screams so loud that I run to hide from the sound

And I could be the one who would die to feel you breathe
But it's too far-gone
And this love must die

Save me from myself

jadual sem nih cukup gilak *pd wa la*. senin dr 9a.m sampai la 7.15p.m ade klas *pergh!* 3subjek je tuh?! slase 2p.m sampai 6p.m - 1subjek. jumaat pon 1subjek, 2p.m sampai 6p.m. gilak? rase sem nih tema dia "student mithali" kot =P mak wa pon prihatin la kt anak dara dia sorg nih *tehee* - "saje je mak tepon. abah kata kakde ari² klas sampai kul 6" wahh! wa trase sgt disayangi ^_^ pasnih kalo xde klas pon, buat² ade klas sampai lewat ptg *akakaka*

tp rabu ngan kamis xde klas *miahamuahaha* kakngah, wayang jom! kaklong? wa malas ajak. "i bz la yang, pintal bunga telur" - dia nye tah bila² nk kawen *bzzt! kene petir* ipod wa mane nye kaklong?! letih dh mintak kt abg. tp nnt mintak lg *tehee*...

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I'm tired from exploring you
I'm sorry you've had some scary days
I'm lucky, they had me on a leash
Exposing, sometimes you frighten me
And it's too bad you're so sad
I wish you could have had what I had

I'm loathing most of your history
Hesitation, but then you siphon me
Your potential, well I'll indulge in that
Violent timing explains the aftermath

And it's too bad you’re so sad
I wish you could have had what I had
And it's so sad it's too bad
Maybe I can make you feel better
Oh maybe I'm supposed to make you feel better

I want to comfort you

Unlike you I had it easy
You’re dark blue
Stained from previous days

And you’re so sad
It's too bad
I wish you could have had what I had
And it's too bad you’re so sad
Maybe I can make you feel better

I'm sorry

Skip through the story, tell me how it ends

calamacikum = assalamualaikum
bercepai = bersepai
jayat = jahat
tuula = tuala
achu tepighi = achu fitri

anis nye vocab. kadang dia bleh ckp bahse german, yg dh konpem² dia sorg jek paham. manja nye jgn ckp la. rase nk di babap jek sampai kerang. tp statement dia yg best - "ibu antik pakai tudung" @_@ cayaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaanggg anak ibu! nnt rezki dtg bergolek, ibu beli ipod ye. nk tunggu mummy belikan, cam nunggu kedabu terbang la jwb nye :D

nk blk umah sendri, tp senin nye nk pi kolej smule tgk jadual. so jumaat lps plan a jln - ikut umi blk ktn. wa jmpt kakngah blk keje sbb nk tinggal keta kt umah dia pon. kaklong!! jadah aram awk trun 4.30!! ade sejam wa nunggu dia!! sempat jd attendan pam tau! biadapZzz! >:P jam², potong², lalu shortcut yg wa pon xprasan mana ujung pangkal, dkt 7.00p.m gak la baru kuar dr kl.

singgah jmpt anis, adam ngan mama nye. ya Allah ya Allah ya Allah!!! anis nye riuh! cam cacing kerawit, xmau duk diam! kejap ke dpn, kejap ke blkg keta! rase cam kejutan budaya pon ade la. bersyukur la dgn kekenitan dia tuh. mmg dibuat nye keta tuh cam tanah tumpah milo tercinta la. sampai umah aide pon dh lewat mlm kn. xde la sebrg aktiviti ekstrim pon. mujuk anis suh tido jek la.

ari sabtu iba ngan nain plak join. along rizal dtg sefamili *stelah wa msg utk ke sekian kalinye* dan wa agak terkesima nengok danial. wa rase cam dh bleh belari dh anak tuh. tuh ape makne tersurat tuh? *tgn kt dagu* kendian makde bleh plak becerita 'tentang dia' *blthrrr!* tentang sesuatu yg wa xprasan. yg wa rasa itu standard pergaulan harian 'diorg'. yg smemang nye wa xtau plak tuh salah satu maksud tersiratnye *jeng jeng jeng*

haikal menunjukkan sifat sbg kepala kpd askar² kami - sombong! =P wa nmpk anis cam nk dkt ngan dia, nk pegang tgn, nk berkwn. wa bleh byg kn dlm kpale dia "kalo pegang, kang kene jerit. tuh hukuman paling minima la. buat nye kene tgn?" *miahamuahaha* hak ni lg sorg manja nye rase cam nk lompat dr atas pokok, pijak! =P

dlm pd ramai² ank kecik nih kn, ade la anak² gedang nih hak xkadar ke gedang nye =)) agak² kn jiran² sbelah buat² pekak telinga jek. mmg wa dh lame xmerasai kemeriahan sebegitu rupe ^_^ umi letih ye umi? sensorg lyn anis, mummy xde =P ibu tgk dikejauhan jek *tehee*

semlm gerak blk kl dh lebih 8.00p.m gak rasenye. nunggu anis jage, oleh sbb si mama nye nih nk blk gak kn *nih lg sorg nk dilompat dr atas pokok, pijak!!* jon kalo dpt dia bwk keta pd tahap kelajuan membunuh tuh kn *tsk tsk* best tuh mmg best, laju kan. tp ari dh la mlm, ujan plak tuh. jln hiway xpe, ini jln nye line putih tuh pon dh idop segan mati pon segan! umi, lain kali pesan kt jon - ibu xmau bercepai tau! ibu nk jumpe anis ngan adam lagi!

cam sakit kpale pon ade. kt ktn asik minum nescafe jek. tau dek mak, wa plak yg kene pijak ni =P syy..!! bak kata datin ct kita, 'biarlah rahsia'...

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Ooh, baby, don't you know I suffer?
Ooh, baby, can you hear me mourn?
You caught me under false pretences
How long before you let me go?

Ooh ooh ahh, you set my soul alight

Glaciers melting in the dead of night
And the superstar sucked into the supermasssive
Glaciers melting in the dead of night
And the superstar sucked into the supermassive

I thought I was a fool for no one
But ooh, baby, I'm a fool for you
You're the queen of the superficial
But how long before you tell the truth?

Ooh ooh ahh, you set my soul alight

Supermassive black hole
Supermassive black hole