If everyone cared and nobody cried

a picture's worth a thousand words. in my case, more like a mouthful and a boroi tummy =P tenkiu mak iti. pak iti, jgn pertikaikan sape yg nk mkn. mak iti yg ajak kami tau! meaning: iti jr. dlm perut tu yg mintak. mu a a a!

citer pasal 1st time pi the curve. sabtu aritu pi. bwk kak ct :D erk?! dh tgh ari jugak sampai nye, tp xramai org. rase nk baring² tgh² lantai tu pon xpe. niat pi sbb ajib nk tgk pameran cup uefa. haram jadah! mlm baru start nye. pameran kerusi dan pentas kosong ade la. walaupon wa xminat lancung² bola, tp wa plak yg frust. semangat je dia plan ngan kwn². ajib plak xnmpk plak ke-frust-an nye. sbb dpt jumpe awek kan *ehem* mu a a a! mau main sorok² sama kakde ye. hark ptuih!

ade la brader main pinano *piano* excited dia sbb org siap duduk dgr dia main. wa plak excited tgk dia main sambil mengerang busuk. teringat mase wa ngan kakngah amik klas dulu. kalo prektis kt dpn kedai lek tu, ramai yg pandang. pd ketika tu kami je bdk melayu yg amik klas pinano *kembangs*

pusing punye pusing. kak ct beli brg baby, wa cekup sekeping lg buku. MPH!!! BORDERS!!! borders xmasuk la tp. kalo masuk, wa giler. is cannot! masuk kedai cd pon wa jeling je *tsk* dkt 5pm kami pulang ke pangkal jln (setelah ajib and the geng sesat dlm 1utama - xjumpe jln kuar) *geleng kpale*

ahad abg is (sbelah umah abg ni) buat cukur bdk. dpt baby baru. sori la abg is. nani ni pemalu org nye *gelak gediks* bak kata abg syakirin, x di sergah slagi tu xbersuara. so ari² nmpk lalu dpn umah tu, mmg semata nmpk lalu je la ye =P akhirnya, jumpe kak yana. nikah aritu kami xikut ke 'ganu. kenduri di lancang pon xpi sbb jmpt adik bertuah sorg ni. kak yana bersalin saing kak ct. uihhh! ramai anak sedaghe kome weh! bleh wa pakai buat tukang tabur bunga mase wa kawen plak nnt. amin ramai²! aminnnnnnnnnn *gelak pusing²*

hah! skang kan wa pakai skype. semata sbb lyn kakngah. bosan je. sbb dh biasa pakai ym kan, bile tuka skype ya tuhan! emoticon hudus ciot! sblum version baru ni lg la. pastu yg baru ni dh ade la emoticon yg menarik sket. punch (real haiyak), angguk, geleng kpale. pastu ade satu ni, (rofl) hotkey nye. kalo dlm ym, =)) tu la. gelak guling² tepuk² lantai. tp bile dlm skype? dia jd gelak pusing². sbb yg ade mmg kpale emoticon tu je. aduhh wa ngan kakngah masing² krem gelak nk pengsan sbb membayangkan, camne la kalo kami btul² gelak pusing². tu la jd nye kalo chatting, tp buat cam tgh ckp face to face. ayat kami pon, mmg ayat berckp. kalo emoticon tu gelak gile², mmg tgh gelak gile² la kami dpn skrin ni.

ajar anis buat gelak pusing² pon best. musti dia buat sambil nari², dgn mata² skali. bab ngaja anis benda bkn² laju aje =P hmm minggu lps jumpe dia jumaat mlm, dlm keta je on the way nk blk smpg kallang. ade adam plak tu. bygkan dia jerit "ibu!!!" dr dlm keta kakngah yg tetutup sume pintu tingkap, dgr kt dlm keta wa kt blakang yg same tertutup sume *ya tuhan* weekend ni korg blk? blk la bwk anis. wa rindu dia mintak nk dukung, nk duk atas riba. walaupon tahap berat dia tu, buat wa keberatan nk angkat dia *heh* ibu linduuu same anis...

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I like,
Where we are,
When we drive,
In your car.

I like,
Where we are,
Here.

Cause our lips,
Can touch.
And our cheeks,
Can brush.

Our lips can touch,
Here.

Where you are the one, the one,
That lies close to me.
Whispers, "Hello, I miss you quite terribly."
I fell in love, in love,
With you suddenly.
Now there's no place else,
I could be, but,
Here in your arms.

I like,
Where you sleep,
When you sleep,
Next to me.

I like,
Where you sleep,
Here.

Our lips,
Can touch.
And our cheeks,
Can brush.

Cause our lips can touch,
Here.

Where you are the one, the one,
That lies close to me.
Whispers, "Hello, I miss you quite terribly."
I fell in love, in love,
With you suddenly.
Now there's no place else,
I could be, but,
Here in your arms.

I heard that evil comes disguised

skang kt umah abg. abg pi kerteh. slaku adik mithali wa teman la kak ct kan, juga merangkap driver. kak ct! kejut nani pg ye, xkejut xbgn. xbgn xpi keje le kak ct nnt :D mlm semlm wa tido² ayam je. ayam pon xtido cam wa rasenye =P tgh baring², tunggu laptop ni abih format. tiba².. *lagu star wars* ade sesungut.. (sasaran dikesan!) LIPAS! atuk dia besar nye lipas! walaupon, rase wa la, bleh kata lipas tu tahap remaja la. sbb xde lg ring putih kt kpale dia tu kan. tp kebesaran dia tu jelas. aduhhh gile kejung wa kejap. biasa knight in shining armor wa, ajib. ni wa sensorg, terbantut ngantuk wa. cis, cis dan cis lg. patut² lipas tu je yg mati kena ridsect, dan² wa skali mati *heh* ade stengah tin wa sembur *geleng kpale* biar la nmpk 'ekor' drpd lipas *tsk tsk*

wa kan, anti-AF. anti cgt² lancung² sampai muntah ijau *yuck!* tp dlm pd tu, wa mengikuti jugak la kan =P sbb org sekeliling wa tgk *ehem kakngah?* mu a a a. ape lg duk sama kak ct ni, tgk la 1st konsert td. wa sukak! solely for their choice of judges. ogy, hattan & jee. ha hamekkk kau! 'xfaham lirik', 'suara ke laut', 'xde feel', 'timing lari', etc. no more kudsia yg begitu syg sgt nk kritik bdk² tu. wa punye la suke tgk brader rambut megi tu. skali bukak mulut? mmg sungguh la suara nye ke laut *aisyoo*

mmm ape lg nk di install. gile kosong laptop. terpakse format sbb dh kuar tah hape kejadah aram sume. YG PENTING: mp3² antu dlm balang wa dan gamba bf² wa masih lg slmt *tehee* puas save/curi dr sgale site yg ade kan, xkan nk ilang camtu je kan ;) mekasih abg kasi tumpang hd utk backup. la ni dh xtau nk buat pe dh sbenarnye. tp trauma mlm td buat wa xmau tido. camne tu...

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I will not give in to faciest beliefs and I am not a fool
I will not let pride in my core be rooted out
I will stand firm on my beliefs
Live life the master of my destiny
See no other way to live

I am not the weak willed
Nor am I a fool who can not see
I am not the weak willed
I will not let pride destroy me

Wise men can see the difference in compromise
And laying down ones beliefs

There shall be wisdom in my beliefs
They shall be rooted in strenght not failure

With lies on your tong seek to decieve
You've fallen victim to the human condition
And it's lead to your defeat

I am not the weak willed
Nor am I a fool who can not see
I am not the weak willed
I will not let pride destroy me

I will not let pride destroy me

Welcome to the dark side

weekend yg menarik utk wa. penuh dgn pelbagai genre =P drpd drama, suka, duka, sampai seram pon ade *teng teng teng* mcm kata kaklong, pengalaman yg berwarna warni. selame ni wa kenal kaler itam je :D oh ye. scrabble? wa menang! akhirnya! *tepuk tgn* HURRAH!

Drama:
wa ingat kita je ade problem itek. rupenye org lain pon ade problem yg same. lg jelas! sbb itek 2nd nye mak ngadu *wa durhaka ke ape?* nk ckp lebih² pon xsesuai. smoga jgn backfire kt wa dan wa plak yg meng-itek 1 ari nnt dh *amin* dlm erti kata lain, kalo 1 masa nnt wa xde prasaan nk meleburkn jari utk diri wa sendiri, korg tau la ngape *tgn kt dagu* haa sape itek? young jedi name darth DADER... mu a a a..

pastu makde (bkn name sbenar) *kehek!* citer kt wa mende yg xpatut wa tau, tp perlu tau. sakit kpale wa kalo pk blk. kalo itu la hasil pendapatan yg dibuat mkn minum ank bini (juga menantu), xpelik la wa dgn hasil nye *geleng kpale* mak, abah, makde, aide (juga bkn name sbenar) *miahamuahaha* cabaaa.. *urut dada* kalo x di sini, di sana. itu janji Dia =)

Seram/Misteri:
*bground lagu star wars* ekor, bunyi atas atap, ketuk tingkap, ikan puyu, tapak kaki, bunyi org nk bukak pintu?!! jgn biarkan hidup anda diselubungi misteri... *ngan gaya tgn skali* adehhh! masa kejadian, pucat lesi! mencicit lari. kalo sorg pi dpr, sume pi dpr. sorg naik atas, sume naik atas *muahaha* kpd SWAT team epit n jontai, mekasih sbb mengetuai operasi mengambil alatan mandi wa. tsk! kaklong dan ikan puyu la nih! xpenah wa takut camtu tau. jatuh saham wa =P

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tgh ari td aide blk smule ke ktn. epit nk skolah kn. suh tuka je blk sini xmau. nk dihaiyakkk, durhaka plak kn. kakngah, kaklong, masa utk mem-vito. tuka kan je. dh slesai sume baru la ready dgr aide membebel =P nih duk ulang alik. sah² pon bila dia blk sane jd teruk *geleng kpale* weekend nnt la plak baru jumpe anis smule *cayammm* bgn pg, dia ade sbelah wa. kami membungkang tgh umah ramai² kn. "ibuuu, dia tembak org ramai mati nape?". datuk k pasang 41 citer perang lame. xde dia nangis bile bgn tgk mummy ngan umi ilang pi keje kn. anis baik =)
huh sungguh la aktif ikan puyu kt dpr tu...

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And if they get me and the sun goes down into the groun
dAnd if they get me take this spike to my heart and
And if they get me and the sun goes down
And if they get me take this spike and
You put the spike in my heart

And if the sun comes up will it tear the skin right off our bones?
And then as razor sharp white teeth rip out our necks
I saw you there
Someone get me to the doctor, someone get me to a ******
Where they can pump this venom gaping hole
And you must keep your soul like a secret in your throat
And if they come and get meAnd if,
You put the spike in my heart

And if they get me and the sun goes down
And if they get me take this spike and...(come on)

Can you take this spike?
Will it fill our hearts with thoughts of endless,
Night time sky?
Can you take this spike?
Will it wash away this jet black feeling?

And now the night comes
Sets the stage for this, they come in pairs
She said,
We'll shoot back holy water like cheap whiskey
They're always there

Someone get me to the doctor, and someone call the nurse
And someone buy me roses, and someone burned the ******
We're hanging out with corpses, we're driving in this hearse
And someone save my soul tonight, please save my soul

And as these days watch over time
And as these days watch over time
And as these days watch over us tonight
I'll never let them, I'll never let them
I'll never let them hurt you now tonight
I'll never let them, I can't forget them
I'll never let them hurt you, I promise

Struck down, before our prime
Before, you got off the floor
Can you stake my heart?
Can you stake my heart?
Can you stake me before the sun goes down?

The look on your face was priceless

wa is rindu cangat² lancung² sama keghezi prog *crazy frog* sorg ni :-* wa rindu kita ramai² dlm sebln ni. wa rindu tegur makde bancuh nescafe segelas cam bancuh utk 3 teko *3ari kendian baru tido wa ckp lu!!* wa rindu scrabble match kita *bile kita plak nk menang ni kakngah?!* wa rindu kita basuh pinggan at least 5 kali sehari *ye ke?* wa rindu kita ngumpat dr dpr bile dgr audition af baru *bkn lyn, tp sbb aide pasang kn* =P wa rindu la sume². rinduuuuu, rindu serindu rindunyaaa!! oops...

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(Break it, break it down)

(You don't mean nothing at all to me)
(Hey, hey)
(Break it, break it down)

In the day
In the night
Say it right
Say it all

You either got it
Or you don't
You either stand
Or you fall

When your will
Is broken
When it slips
From your hand
When there's no
Time for joking
There's a hole
In my plan

Oh you don't mean nothing at all to me
No you don't mean nothing at all to me
But you got what it takes to set me free
Oh you could mean everything to me

I can't say (Say)
That I'm not (Not)
Lost (Lost)
And at fault (Fault)

I can't say (Say)
That I don't (Don't)
Love the light (Light)
And the dark

I can't say
That I don't (Don't)
Know that I (Am)
Am alive

And I love
What I feel (Feel)
I could show (Show you)
You tonight, you tonight

Oh you don't mean nothing at all to me
No you don't mean nothing at all to me
But you got what it takes to set me free
Oh you could mean everything to me

From my hands I could give you
Something
That I made

From my mouth I could sing you
Another bridge
That I made

From my body (From my body)
I could show you (I could show you)
A place (A place)
God knows (That only God knows)

You should know Space is holy
Do you really
Wanna go?