Tell me if it's so

cut my hair. yeah i did! which i'ma regret for the rest of the week *mourn* TOO short! well shorter than i'd imagine *sob sob srehh* :'( ooh mummy...

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turn away
if you could get me a drink
of water cause my lips are chapped and faded
call my aunt marie
help her gather all my things
and bury me in all my favorite colors
my sisters and my brothers still
i will not kiss you

cause the hardest part of this is leaving you

now turn away
cause i'm awful just to see
cause all my hair's abandoned all my body
oh my agony
know that i will never marry
baby, i'm just soggy from the chemo
but counting down the days to go
it just aint livin
and i just hope you know

that if you say goodbye today
i'd ask you to be true

cause the hardest part of this is leaving you
cause the hardest part of this is leaving you

And right now they're building a coffin your size

MOHD RINA! NK KENE BLASAH? NK TGK "ANTU"? XYAH TUNGGU PAMERAN ANTU DLM BALANG. NIH LIVE, NO BARRIER. BIASA ADE 1, KALI NI ADE 2. HUH!

deep breath, fuhhh! *calms down*

semlm lps subuh pi muazam. mak nk sgt jumpe ajib sblum dia start paper spm. bg air, kueh siput, itu ini, "buat bebaik", yada yada yada. lps zuhr, babai², gerak pi kemaman.

5.30pm sampai umah along. cucu skang dh masuk nusery. mula kata nk tido sana. tp atas sbb² tertentu, kami blk gak lps maghrib. dan wa xpatut kasi abah drive mlm *sakit kpalak wa duk tekejut manjang* apekn daya blakang wa kejung. benti kt r&r t'loh. amik angin, buang angin, pekena neskopi tin *kembali menjd teraju utama* sampai umah 12am. pehh! melepek dol!

arini, punye la smangat, org tu kata nk blk sini. "apakn daya, dh takdir". ade bau² durhaka? ahh! bak kata kakngah, wa peduli hape =P rase nk pi potong rambut la. tp gile lama tunggu panjang nih. sayang la plak...

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No time for goodbye he said
As he faded away
Don't put your life in someone's hands
Their bound to steal it away
Don't hide your mistakes
'Cause they'll find you, burn you
Then he said

If you want to get out alive
Run for your life
If you want to get out alive
Run for your life

This is my last time she said
As she faded away
It's hard to imagine
But one day you'll end up like me
Then she said

If you want to get out alive
Run for your life
If you want to get out alive
Run for your life
If you want to get out alive (If you want to get out alive)
Run for your life (Life)
If you want to get out alive (If you want to get out alive)
Run for your life

If I stay it won't be long
Till I'm burning on the inside
If I go I can only hope
That I make it to the other side
If you want to get out alive
Run for your life
If you want to get out alive
Hold on for

If you want to get out alive (If you want to get out alive)
Run for your life
If you want to get out alive (If you want to get out alive)
Hold on for

If I stay, it won't be long
Till I'm burning on the inside
If I go I can only hope
That I make it to the other side
If I stay, it won't be long
Till I'm burning on the inside
If I go, if I go

Burning on the inside!

And when you go don't return to me, my love

ari yg membosankn. punye la awal wa bgn. internet connection cam tutttt!! sampai ke tgh ari. disco jek manjang. siang² pon lyn disco =P wa menci btul. bile elok, ASIK LYN KAKNGAHHHHH JEK! :D ade bau² durhaka? "buku baru" dibuka dgn niat utk dipenuhkn kan *miahamuahaha* raye aji nnt wa mintak ampun lg ye kakngah ye >:)

pastu, tiba²! teng teng teng... wa rasa nk blk umah. wa pon blk. sempat bg brg kt member, tot tet tot tet ngumpat, 9pm wa blah. jamming dr pandan indah?! atuk dia cun la!! dh mlm oi! jamming lg?! tsk tsk. singgah mcd lg *wajib!* 11.30pm sampai sini. dkt smpg bkt fraser ade pak polisi tahan. dia bleh lama tenung wa cam dia xpenah tgk spesis wa. camne tu? wa siap tegur "ngape pakcik?!" baru dia kata jln *huh*

mak abah xtau wa nk blk. tehee seb baikkkk xkene marah. kalo x, masuk paper "sorg ank dipakse tido luar oleh kedua ibu bapa" geleng kpale...

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Mama we all go to hell
Mama we all go to hell
I'm writing this letter and wishing you well
Mama we all go to hell

Mama we're all gonna die
Mama we're all gonna die
Stop asking me questions, I'd hate to see you cry
Mama we're all gonna die

And when we go don't blame us
We let the fire just bathe us
You made us oh so famous
We’ll never let you go
And when you go don't return to me my love

Mama we're all full of lies
Mama we're meant for the flies
And right now they're building a coffin your size
Mama we're all full of lies

Well mother what the war did to my legs and to my tongue
You should have raised a baby girl
I should have been a better son
If you could coddle the infection, they can amputate at once
You should have been
I could have been a better son

And when we go don't blame us
We let this fire just bathe us
You made us oh so famous
We'll never let you go
She said "You ain't no son of mine"
For what you done they're gonna find
A place for you and just you mind your manners when you go

And when you go don't return to me my love
That's right

Mama we all go to hell
Mama we all go to hell
It’s really quite pleasant except for the smell
Mama we all go to hell

Mama, Mama, Mama

And if you would call me your sweetheart
I'd maybe then sing you a song
But there's shit that I've done with this fuck of a gun
You would cry out your eyes all night long

We’re damned after all
Through fortune and flame we fall
And if you can stay that I’ll show you the way
To return from the ashes you call

We all carry on
When our brothers in arms are gone
So raise your glass high for tomorrow we die
And return from the ashes you call

Lets end it on this

dh puas melepaskn kerinduan pd kg halaman, I'm back!! :D wa akhirnya telah pulang ke pangkal jln *tp bak kata kakngah, raya sebln. cuti la sebln!* =P masa utk ngadap final exam + submit asgmt + projek.

blk pg sbb nk pi open house kaklong. kakngah buat janji karam singh walia *wa majuk lg tau!* >:P kata nk tunggu wa kt mobil. wa menci. kaklong buat open house beramai² ngan kwn² dia, kt umah kak syidah. nasibbbb wa ingat jln ke umah tu. abg ngan kak ct pon ade.

letih dh mkn, pi jln² cari pasal ngan kakngah. midvalley! masuk speedy capai mcr's black parade *yeah yeah* pastu masuk sinma kakngah cari rantai. isk! cam pompuan! wa rase cam wa salah masuk kedai pon ade =P saje la plak jln tower records kan. MCR TU ADE LIMITED EDITION NYE!! tp rege rm200. cis cis dan cis lg. ade sape² nk blanje? *tehee* wa menci btul.

dlm 5pm jon jmpt kakngah. wa mls blk lg, pi mph. mlm ni menu dinner wa - plastik mph. fresh! *geleng kpale* ade benda lupe beli. jadah aram beads yg huruf² susun buat gelang/keychain etc. next time!

kaklong, jgn lupe mende wa ckp td siang. nk lekas setel, lekas la blk ye...

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Go!
To un-explain the unforgivable,
Drain all the blood and give the kids a show.
By streetlight, this dark night, a séance down below,
There's things that I have done,
You never should ever know

And without you is how I disappear,
And live my life alone forever now.
And without you is how I disappear,
And live my life alone forever now.

Who walks among the famous living dead,
Drowns all the boys and girls inside your bed.
And if you could talk to me, tell me if it's so,
That all the good girls go to heaven.
Well, heaven knows

That without you is how I disappear
And live my life alone forever now.
And without you is how I disappear
And live my life alone forever now.

Can you hear me cry out to you?
Words I thought I'd choke on, figure out.
I'm really not so with you anymore,
I'm just a ghost,
So I can't hurt you anymore,
So I can't hurt you anymore!

And now, you wanna see how far down I can sink?
Let me go, FUCK!

So, you can, well now so, you can
I'm so far away from you.
Well now so, you can.

And without you is how I disappear
And without you is how I disappear

(Woah ooo...)

And without you is how I disappear
And without you is how I disappear
Forever, forever now