Staring at the carnage, praying that the sun will never rise.
Living another day in disguise.
These feelings cant be right, lend me your courage to stand up and fight,
Ohhh, tonight.
Ooooo.. Stand up and fight.
The fighting rages on and on,
To challenge me you must be strong.
I'll walk your land but don't belong,
Two million soldiers can't be wrong.
It's no fun but I've been here before.
Far from home and I'm fighting your war.
(Not the way I pictured this, I wanted better things)
Some are scared, others killing for fun,
I shot a mother right in front of her son.
(Take this from my consciousness and please erase my dreams)
Fight for honor, fight for your life.
Pray to God that our side is right.
Though we won but still we lose, until I make it home to you.
I see our mothers filled with tears
Grew up so fast where did those years go?
Memories wont let you cry unless i don't return tonight.
So many soldiers on the other side,
I take their live so they don't take mine.
(Scared to make it out alive now, murders all i know.)
Nobody tells me all the reasons were here,
I have my weapon so there's nothing to fear .
(Another day another life but nothing real to show for.)
Fight for honor, fight for your life.
Pray to God that our side is right.
Though we won I still may lose, until i make it home to you.
I see our mothers filled with tears
Grew up so fast where did those years go?
Memories wont let you cry unless i don't return tonight.
Staring at the carnage, praying that the sun will never rise.
Living another day in disguise.
These feelings cant be right, lend me your courage to stand up and fight.
Watching the death toll rise wondering how im alive.
Strangers blood on my hands, shot all i can.
There are no silent nights watching your brothers all die
To destroy all their plans with no thought of me.
(No thought of me) No thought of me.
Ohhhhh...
Walk the city lonely, memories that haunt are passing by.
A murderer walks your streets tonight.
Forgive me for my crimes.
Don't forget that I was so young,
Fought so scared, in the name of God and Country.
don't supposed that this song is appropriate for what i'm gonna write. but what the "toot"! *heh* i'm juz not feeling Vitamin C-ish, u know?! (",)
a memory...
year 2002 - 2005. zmn² mngenal dunia luar slain raub =) penuh aksi! muahahaha cenggitu rasenye duk berkwn ye. met new friends. wif so many different "pe'el"! yg skepala, yg skaki. the best of all - yg setilam sebantal sebaju setudung - slagi ade "se" la! byg kn, single bed nye tilam tuh bleh tdo 2org. bkn hak keding², hak teletubbies nih!!!
muakakakakakaka kalo begadoh, xyah citer la. pompuan kn, gadoh bkn pakai tgn. psycho. simpan dlm. once boom! siap pindah umah. then dlm serumah bleh ade mazhab lain² (interms of 'kepala' la). kwn dpn, musuh blakang, backstabber, 2faced (rasenye sume tuh same jek tehee). kadang bleh memekak sampai pg, gelak cam setan. tepk gak auntie² kt sblh nih xkesah ke. tp rase nye xde sbrg aduan pon =P
bosan jek "projet jom"! penuh la keta. kul baper? 12midnight & above! ice capucino sglas ngan sandwich, tuh jek. kalo x, mcD. sejam 2 plak tuh, cam order satey! satey pon skang org order beforehand. kalo lapa jek tp xmo lepaks, pi hj tapah kt otk. nasik goreng ayam! xpon beli kt abg burger sblh "burger special 4 bang, 2 ayam 2 daging". wa? driver duk dlm keta jek, bebdk nih la kuli. muahaha wa suke jek. "milo ais jgn lupe tau!". rase kaye sket, kol 2 pi cari kfc 24hrs. ya Allah indah nye alam! pak guard kt umah tuh pandang jek la. kitorg kalo lalu, buat dialog. pak guard: "bebdk nih xreti duk umah ke hape?!". ekekeke
oh ye, yg best tuh. 1mlm saje la ngade pi dataran merdeka. almost midnight nih, lepak lg. dataran quite bz that nite, rehersal citrawarna. tp time tuh dh blk memsg, tinggal couple², mat² motor, mat² lepaks. clock struck midnight. lepak lagi! dkt tiang bendera tgh tuh besar gabak tuh nih. 1am. still lepak. tetiba ade pakcik datang. "nih buat pe sinih" "korg nih student" "sedar jam kol baper" - dbkl! to spice things up, MINAH SORG NIH PI TINGGALKN IC KT DLM PENCIL CASE!!!!! CERDIK!!!!!!!
ape lg, kire cam kene tahan la jap. pakcik tuh membebel la pot pet po pet. duit 1sen la, 5sen la. siap bwk van dpn opis, kuar gari (kecut dol! sungguh!). masalah nye pakcik tuh bleh pakat ngan memember dia plak takut kn kitorg! biadapZz! rupe nye, mlm sblum nye ade student kene ragut. tuh yg diorg lecture abih tuh. insaf aa sejam. sejam!! diorg duk takut kn kitorg sampai dkt kul 3pg!
last² pakcik tuh kate " ha nih amik nasik bungkus lebih org citrawarna td. byk lebih nye, korg amik la yg nih". dpt la kami 4 bungkus nasi. akakakakakakakakakaka on da way blk, dlm keta senyap! bkn malaikat jek dh lalu tuh =P dh sampai umah, mentekedarah! pastuh kitorg gelak sampai pg. mengimbau blk ape dh jd mlm tuh. heh sok nye pi klas mamai!! blk klas qada' tdo memsg! adoi la! since then gang betukar ganti la. kwn tetap kwn, tp gang tuh lain. rite guys?!
or just one picture...
well actually, whole bunch of pics combined into 1! center - me n mak dlm keta, dlm jam, dpn library negara. clockwise - azie, kakngah, pawie, mak. atau name glamer - kak nah, kakngah (xtuka sbb dh mmg 'kak'), kak pawie, kak mak! me? kak pura!!! kuangkuangkuang korg nih kn, menguji kekampungan sy jek la! mak nye keje la nih. bebdk junior called her "kak" mak. dia nk suma org pon ade kak. so every one of us has been promoted to "kak-". hermm, remember the good ol' days girls...
--> dedicated to wdn 8819 & kbe 2593 nye gang. miss ya!
--> kaklong, when r u planning to tell me (us in raub) bout this new B of urs? dh belari nnt? ;-) trase nih. perisa megi ayam!